The survey, first and only thing on SD.
Heh. this is my first new post and only post.

Step 1: Open up whatever MP3 program you use and add every song in your collection.
Step 2: Put it on random.
Step 3: Post the first line from the first 15 songs that play, no matter how embarassing the song.
Step 4: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 5: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 6: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!


1) I woke up in a dream today, to the cold and the static, and put my cold feet on the floor.
2) A cold winter sun, my feet underground
3) I can feel it in the way your blood and heart beats
4) So you think you can tell Heaven from Hell
5) She burns
6) When we grew up and went to school, there were certain teachers
7) Have I told you lately that I love you?
8) There's no one in town that I know, you gave us someplace to go
9) It's been such a long time, I think I should be going
10) There's a lady who shows all that glitters is gold
11) Like the sound of silence calling
12) All the times have come, here but now they're gone
13) On a long and lonesome highway east of Omaha
14) Here is your broken character, the one left of Heaven
15) City's breakin' down on a camel's back
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blogs
Listening to: none
I've moved to the blogging world. Sitdiary is now for me to read things like Carla's diary and Pat's diary :D.
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(25) Stairway To Heaven
Listening to: Led Zeppelin - Kashmir
Feeling: peeved
Just waiting for the mother unit to come pick Theo and I up from the high school. We got out early because I hurt his shoulder...from the looks of it, I strained the muscles around the front of it. I was running a motorcycle (any of you who need to know, I'll show you. It's easier than describing it) on his right shoulder and hear a pop, then a groaning that wasn't coming from his throat.

Oy...I've been told that this year I'm looking like a varsity, district or regional qualifying wrestler. We had a king of the hill contest with takedowns, where the two lightest kids wrestle, then the winner takes on the next lightest, and so on and so forth until the latest winner takes on the heaviest kid on the team. More to come later...mom's here.

Back, Wednesday. I got a video game and an MP3 player for my birthday :). Ialso got a midnight call, which made me extraordinarily happy :).

Things are goin alright over here, I guess.
I made weight, weighed in at 138.6. Not bad, I suppose.
I miss her. I don't know why I'm down right now, but I am.
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(23) Loyalty -- Implied
Listening to: Fuel - Hemorrhage
Feeling: affectionate
I saved something on my Flash drive from her...and entry that just said everything I needed to hear.

I started to get worried on Saturday night about something dumb that I shouldn't worry about. when I got home, I printed it out, and went to my grandparent's house.

i stayed up until 2 am reading it over and over, smiling the whole time. I dreamt about her. They were really beautiful dreams.

She has implied everything -- love, understanding, needing, desire, loyalty.

I need to understand that about her. She isn't straightforward with her feelings because she never was like that.

I might be, but I need to know that sometimes saying nothing means more than saying everything on your mind could ever.

"I'm in love and I can't stop
Would you kindly hand my heart
Back to me so I can sign you up
For the waiting list to start
Letting me love you too?"
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(22) NOOOOOOO
Listening to: Wednesday - If I've Returned
Feeling: amorous
Not only did you use brackets (squiggly ones, or jay leno ones as I call them), but you also didn't space!!!

Thank you for that entry, though. The meaning was nice :). Ok, not nice, but so much more than nice that I really can't put it into words. Perfect? I dunno. :)

I have about forty minutes until the library closes, then we wrestle at 5:00 or 6:00, the latter I think.

We won in quizbowl! :D

Now hopefully we'll win in wrestling and I'll win a lot of m matches on Friday night!

Wish me luck :).
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(20) Insecurity As Beauty
Listening to: The Police - Message in a Bottle
Feeling: loving
"Imperfection is its own beauty in that when a man loves an imperfect woman, he knows he isn't dreaming. Since perfection is relative, it's safe to say that those men love their women as God loves his angels -- imperfection loves imperfection like perfection loves perfection."

- John Entwistle


Love will set me free.


Sigh...and you used brackets, grasshopper. See, I use parenthesis! you were close, though, so effort points :).
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(18) Things Are Getting Better All The Time
Listening to: Bleh
Feeling: amazed
Woot. Things are somewhat better than usual. Which means great.
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(16) Piece by Piece
Listening to: Strata - Piece by Piece
Feeling: accepted
"Let's split me open at the seams
And rip out everything inside
Make room for these new machines
Sew me up, pray that I survive
A brand new me, piece by piece.

Stay here and watch me bleed
Watch me see me, the
Brand new me, piece by piece."


Quiz Bowl Saturday went well, especially with me being the only member to show up to the whole shabang completely sober. Jess was hung over, Josh was trashed, Pete was dead from the night before. I guess they had a huge party.

Even with that setback, we made it into the finals with 335 points, second overall. the first place team had accumulated 450 points in three rounds. It was bloody insane.

Cat got back in time for finals, and PK let her take his place since he was sleepy. We ended up getting 230 points -- a team we lost to earlier got 45, and the team that had 450 to get into the finals had -20. HAHAHA!!!

First place medal, thou art mine. As is my permanent place upon the roster for QB.

After that, I called Car and we hung out at her house and Christmas in the Village. That night made me really happy. I don't know why, but I'm happy when I should be devastated. She isn't my girlfriend, but we hang out and have fun... and all my hope is poured into one phrase: "90-10."

Otherwise, things were fun as usual at home. I got home, found that the cold had given me a sinus infectiony thingy that is whacking me right now, and took some moltrin. Hopefully I'll be healed by thursday.

So, today I went to Gaylord with mum to do Xmas shopping. It turned out to be fun, though I slept the entire way home. I was exhausted. After all, I went to bed at 1:30, passed out around...um...2:30?...then woke up at 8.

I've decided that my hope is my salvation.

Paranoia changes everything
The Panic has set my smile
Can you feel the worry bleeding
Through my lips, through the smile?

Am I left to be here alone
Drive the nail home to my skull
Give me something to condone
Leave me empty till I'm full

Everything is fixing
Fear and love are mixing
What're the chances of turning
When all my bridges are burning?

Should I have left you behind
On that day when the snow fell?
Never think of me and save your mind
Welcome to this my personal hell.

It's yours too; I see it in your eyes
People are crying -- the buildings are falling
My father's become sick of my lies
I've told him I love you without stalling

Everything is fixing
Fear and love are mixing
What're the chances of turning
When all my bridges are turning?

Could I jump this pit?
Could I have stopped it?
Your arms are outstretched for me
With some love only we can see.

Are my bridges burning?
Or am I simply turning
Into a man I've never been?
Into the love you'd scarcely seen?
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(15) Wrestling
Listening to: System of a Down - Lost in Hollywood
Feeling: hopeful
I wrestled tonight at 140 pounds. It was rather fun :).

I lost my first match to the eventual champion, a Varsity wrestler from Clare who beat me 6-2. I won my consolation match against another Clare alum by fall, and doubled that on my second consolation match against one of my teammates, winning by fall to get me into the medal round.

I had to wrestle the Varsity second string (my main competition) for the third place spot, with the loser receiving nothing but praise of being fourth. I lost that match 11-5, though the score really doesn't do the match justice. I was told by a lot of people -- my opponent and the referee, to name the most important other than my coaches -- that if we would've wrestled a 6 minute match (2 minute periods) instead of a 3 minute, then I would've easily won. I almost caught him in good reversals about 7 times...each time the clock ran out or we went out of bounds.

All in all I'm 2-2 with 2 pins -- one shot, one kill, I like to say. I'm satisfied with my fourth place performance, though I would've liked third or better. I'll settle for fourth on my first tourney though. :)

There were other things aimed at people who left me notecards that told me how they felt.
I just wanted to say that leaving those notecards for me made me extraordinarily happy and that I think I wrestled better after seeing those. Truly, my day was better after seeing that little display of affection and compassion. :)

Other fun stuff -- meh, I did my Senior Project paper and handed it in...2 1/2 months late. I got a B - because of that. Otherwise, Ewald said it was eloquent, beautifully written, something he wouldn't expect from a smart ass like me :) (he was hopefully joking about that last part, since I've written a lot of papers he loved), then continuted to say "...when you turn them in on time they seem to get better grades."

Gotta love me. I hope.
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(11) I Will Breathe Fire
Listening to: Strata - My Panic
Feeling: aggressive
I hurt in lots of places, most of them located in my arms, back and legs. My face hurts too from being punched four or five times.

Meh. Wrestling makes me happy because I get my dosage of pain, which makes me weird, which makes me loveable and nonchalant. Or I hope so anyway. It probably doesn't but who cares, I suppose.

It isn't like anyone really reads this diary anyway.
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Entry List
The survey, first and only...
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(26) When It's All Burning
(25) Stairway To Heaven
[MtmH] Break Me Down
(24) She Swears There's...
(23) Loyalty -- Implied
(22) NOOOOOOO
{21}bitch
(20) Insecurity As Beauty
[19] Me!
(18) Things Are Getting...
(17) Lovely Nights
(16) Piece by Piece
(15) Wrestling
(14) Love Melody
(13) Whiskey Lullaby
(12) The Panic Will Set Me...
(11) I Will Breathe Fire
(9) Do You Have a Map, 'Cos...
(10) You Are the Song I Know
(7) I'm In No Condition To Be...
(8) Sandpaper and Silk
(6)A Loaded God Complex
(5) The Return
(4) Turning
(3) Moxie
(2) Bitemarks and Bloodstains
(1) More than a Wine Journal
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