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September 30th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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to destroy, annihialate.
to get rid of, despose of.
easy said, and easy done...if the right choice of person is made.
done, no more... can this be the end?
what happened to love? conquering all?
what happened to the underdog, winning accomplishing, fighting against all odds?
no
thats not true, why?
waiting
waiting, just praying.
why?
faith, belief, and hope.
why?
fear, dependence
why?
lack of confidence, needing assurance.
why?
home grown.. but alone
i see
reasoning
the cause
the explanation..
evaluating
thinking..feeling...and eventually...knowing..
gaining...grasping....obtaining
the need grows
larger....
faster
getting...stronger
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September 17th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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wait
just, dont leave. this is not it. no, running out. cant wait. patience is limited...mm almost gone.
slowly...steadily...going...going going...fading away |
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July 12th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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not here, never there. just gone..what?
hmm nice website..kind of odd.really..just smile :D show some teeth! can it be anymore obvious? im not sure. whatever the manner...matter... matter= the stuff thats stuff..ooh yeaaaaah chem. "i wish i can eat your're cancer" that would be nice. if only it were true..a genuine action of generosity love etc.
finals arent great..neither is watermelon. this song is nice...hmm wonder what it means. starts out soft and smooth...creamy i guesss..and ends up...well..ye..HOW...hayayaya hayyayaya hayyayaya.
that peter pan movie.not the remake...the original..that was an enjoyable movie...yup the mermaids were cool..and the little clock bomb thinger..oooooh
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July 9th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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it was me b-day yesterday...and well...yup... it wasnt what i expected... blah blah blah..same old crap...yup i got those cheesy thoughts..of yes...thats right "enlightenment"
...hmmm coming of age kind of thing...sure..why not.. im going to miss all of this. when i get older...the sky wont be this blue..neither will the sea...and the trees...the trees...the breeze...everything...everything will change. for the better of for the worst? im not sure... just enjoy and appreciate everything.. its there for a reason...so... yup.. enjoy it while it last...dont think about how long itll be there...just enjoy it...dont ask questions..dont hassle with it...just enjoy it!
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June 27th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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bleh bleh bleh.... going to go to summer school on wednesday...augh thats going to be a mofo..... man!
found out some interesting facts the other day...
changed me... for the better or worse..i just dont know...
cant trust...cant tell...cant and wont
just leave it
forget it
or at least try
lies and pure deception,
hidden agendas, with cruel intentions
im done, i dont care anymore...i dont want it anymore.... im done.
trust... that was a good movie... funny...really...how a young mother can meet an older man...with a grenade...which he has...just in case
=/ well...here we go
-pao
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June 8th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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well... a long long time ago when i was going out with people..i questioned why older guys?
well it just so turns out that i know exactly why....mhmm....they're stupid..
sure this may sound like a little seventh grader speaking...but you know what? ITS TRUE ALL GUYS MY AGE ARE IMMATURE... but then again... if they were mature, what would be the point of dating someone your own age... mhmmm
im dumb..and im ok with that...im immature and its going to be fine... yes.. just fine..so dont cry... dont whine... this is exactly what i should keep in mind...mhmm well im going to have a lot of time on my hands so i might as well just rant:
everything that ive done has been a waste. all that i have avoided.. has finally come. i didnt join all sports that i wished to join because i didnt wish to compete. i didnt turn in essays poems to i wouldnt have to compete.... i hate competing! i hate being obligated to do activities or anything i enjoy doing! augh! it ruins the whole point of freedom! it contaminates everything!! anything!
i felt obligated to paint
i felt obligated to play any instrument
i felt obligated to write
i felt obligated to have fun... therefore not making it fun.. hmm just contradicted myself..but you know what?
...yea...thats right...its coming....
FUCK IT
ill learn to play my damn instrument whenever the hell i want
ill fuckin paint and enter whatever the hell i want in the damn competition
ill choose to enter the damn chalk competition if i want to!
ill write whenever i feel like it!
and ill have fun whenever i want!~!!
control- to limit or restrict the occurrence or expression of somebody or of one's self.
i will not express this to anyone... well.. i will restrain myself... yes... i will not share this current mood...
thats control
-pao
ps. technically..i did express this... hm how about i dont express this to anyone... face to face? yea? ha why not!
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April 16th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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hmm...lets see...
virgin mary was pretty .... well it was a new thing for me
still not sure of status
tys still calling
punk wont leave me alone
green still sees me
stomach still tumbles...
stress relieving
praying drives me insane
deprived of meditation
and medication
just leave
-pao
ps. ha! i thought they shut this site down...boy i was wrong take that adam! |
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March 20th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Kicks After Six - Scorpions
greetings my sitidiary,
jans is gay
tetys acts gay
whats there left to say? shall i bitch a bit? perhaps i shall..
sick of "myspacerers" that only add because of a bloody pic. wtbh? one too many request!
for example:
Thom:
yo, wut up? can i hav ur #?
Ben:
lookin good on the pic ma, thanx fo da add.
nick:
love your picture, what method did you use with the bw?
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BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH SCREW THEM ALL! MUAUAHA!!!
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March 12th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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life has been given! |
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March 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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well, i had my fun this week mhmm. had my ups and downs..yeah..point of story..hmm well...move on with life just because you have the opportunity to do so. whats wrong isnt always right when viewed differently.
logic- an answer that contains no emotion
fantasy- an answer which is not proven and is made of pure emotion
mmk cool
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