Effortless poem.
I'm writing again without even trying.
That should be a big enough hint that somethings wrong.
I never could think of titles though..



Content in constraints
She finally unclenched her teeth
Deliberate lies that
This is for the best.

Rhyme to reason
Reasons from the past
She started breathing
Found him at last

Lies dried with the tear
And night fell with fear
He was perfect enough
Enough to know she wasn’t

The tarnish, a smear
On his good record
The lies stopped
And the music faded

A hope lost
A life gone
Hope rendered
Her lipless
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me: You have a girlfriend.

him: I have a girlfriend.

me: okay..so what do you think of me then?

him: I think nothing of you.. and the fact that you're in a sorority makes me think even less of you. Oh, and you might want to cut back on drinking. Its bad for your liver.

........who doesn't love honesty.

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Do you ever find yourself reaching for something?
You don't know exactly what is it.. but you know you need it, and that's all you need to know.
Laying there in bed, you can feel the void, like your heart has traveled to your stomach.
For some, it would be nice to feel anything in your stomach. I'm a model now and the tagline is essentially - get use to being hungry. They might as well ad that to the conract..it would be more fun to break it that way.
My newest train of thought, or I dare say newest obession that I have to figure out for myself - is what makes people care. stay...leave. What motivations exist..that is out of their control. What do I do...that makes one stay and another leave? Can we affect their choice to care? Make the difference between love and lust? Hah and this is me thinking on uppers..imagine me on a bad day.
Enough rambling for now..i'm sure I'll edit this later..
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Entry List
Effortless poem.
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Because I love you..
Its not a lie if...
Do you
Uncertainty
Acceptance
Just let go
Bomb Day
The Truth Hurts
Reasons
Love is...
Rest in peace
It's not all that matters
The happy one.
First loves never die..
Thinking**
Weakness
This isn't me..
Interlude
It's hanging on..
The look on his face..
I've really have to stop.
Just words..
Auditions
Band banquet
Prom
Nothing is what it seems.
Tomorrow
I have nothing left..
Where do liars go?
Words of love...
Can't cry forever.
My mistake.
I wish you were here..
The hardest thing to do.
Our dreams felt so real.
I've been in my hell.
Tired of the routine.
No one in this world..
Disorder
I don't know anymore..
A farewell to friends.
Now I dread each day.
Love is the slowest form of...
I will fall like my tears
Your heart is blue
Is what I pretend to be
Because of you
It was your hello
It'll be the last
CONCERT!
There's a reason why
love will n e v e r fail
I'd rather be dead.
Choices have been made.
Jealousy is a disease.
Things will get better in the...
Last night was a dream..
If nothing lasts forever..
Intro
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