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Missing her |
September 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: empty
today has been absolutly nothing to me. Erin called me this morning and said that she had a headache and wasnt going to be coming in to school today. She said they were going to see if they could go to a chiropractor to help her get her neck back in.. and I really hope that helps if she goes at all. I miss her terribly. She is the only thing that makes me want to come to school.... the only thing.
so now I am here without her and I am just waiting untill I get home. I hope I can visit her or somthing becasue I miss her soo much and I need to see her.
i miss her so much. without her, i am nothing. she is my air. |
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but I relized
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Im going to get sick. |
September 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: nothing
Feeling: broken
If this dosnt change im going to get sick. I know it. I dont deiserve this.
why is it always me. |
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but I relized
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I know where I want to go. |
September 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Bright Eyes - First Day Of My Life
Feeling: alive
well right now.. I am in the art room at school just relaxing and making some art when I feel like it. so I'm here for the next two hours. I stay here for the last 2 periods of the day. its very relaxing..I have our MP3 player.. and all I am listening to is "the first day of my life" its our song. I had it playing all night last night.
The mp3 player has about 1230 songs on it, yet there is only one that I want to hear.
all I am thinking about is my one and only. she is the only thing that is ever on my mind... ever. I miss her soo fucking much. I wonder is she is thinking about me... I know she probably is. we think about each other all the time. when we are apart, all I think about is her. she is absolutly everything to me. everything. we need each other.
I leave about ten minutes early everyday and sit outside of the classroom she is in and I wait for her.
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but I relized
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