The Queen of Hearts [Prelude Pt II]
Listening to: Sky Salt
Feeling: despondent
I had an entry here, but SitDiary ate it.

I'm not retyping it, but I will leave you with this:

Goddamn, I'm sck of being stagnant. It is time for a change.

I am finding my muse.

I am building a crysalis, and will emerge as a butterfly.

[[I am the Queen of Hearts.]]


You inspire me more than you know. Without you, I am nothing.





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336 (what comes before)
Feeling: burdened

Gently carried on the wind to forbidden fields,
Flowers of the deepest red.
As the rays slowly descend,
The contrast is revealed of dark red dust on deadened blades.

Love, I can't turn away from this and I'm sorry.
Love, I can't create.

Soflty tearing silver holes through the charcoal sky,
Droplets longing to leave life.
As their destination is met their color is consumed,
Silently lost, as we must weep.

Love, I can't turn away from this, I'm so sorry.
Love I can't create.

Through the cracks its crawling,
Trying to deceive its demise.
Through the cracks keep crawling,
Cloaked in silence,
A we must weep...as we must weep.

AFI-Weight of Words
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Entry List
The Queen of Hearts [Prelude...
336 (what comes before)
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My Doorbell
Lock me in the heart of misery
Wake Me Up When September Ends
Intermission
Chains of Affection
a palace of stones, of your ...
10:15 Saturday Night
I am the cause to all your...
The future is nothing but a...
I'm only there so you're not...
Drain the blood from this...
A scale, a mirror, and those...
The Perfect Fit
Song Beneath the Song
November
This lust to my brain almost...
This is the first day of my...
How Soon is Now?
This entry has no title
You're not rid of me...
I'm the devil with the black...
Trouble, oh trouble set me...
Dear diaries are stupid.
in desperation dreams any...
The Mouse and the model
Why am I seething with this...
Perfect lies from a perfect...
There is no way I could not...
I am the lie which refuses to...
Six deep feet below the...
all of my blind ambition left...
It's a gravity attack!
Would anything matter if...
my head's to the wall and i'm...
Something of a revelation
I'm in a mood for total war
I reek of wasted life.
Look at this hell that I have...
I've got nothing real, except...
We are nowhere and it's now
There is happiness in death.
On a day so grey it's black...
Fevers and Mirrors
I would tell you how I love...
I'll fake it through the day
A crown of thorns would suit...
I chose an eternity of...
It will pass away like a slow...
I just want to make a clean...
Landlocked Blues
The devil's in the details...
The sound of lonliness makes...
I wanna go to shows, don't...
What's wrong with this...
The Calendar Hung Itself
I came to wish you an unhappy...
I want a lover I don't have...
Karma karma karma karma karma...
Fear tragedy is all that lies...
Though some may hold the...
Memories dull my senses...
BRAINS!
Groucho Marx tapped my ass.
I hurt myself today
"Show me the dead stars, all...
Have a juicebox. It's better...
The girl who blocked her own...
I need you like water in my...
I feel stupid and contagious
You're the blade and I'm just...
Am I completely alone?
Discarnate, Preternatural
100 Words
I'm so apathetic in my...
Cheer up, emo kid
The wolves are closing in...
It's the end of the world as...
Be afraid. Be very, very...
Hallowe'en
Reach to the sky again...
Just. let. her. crash. and....
i am an accident waiting to...
Heartbreak, Incarnate
Anyone can see my every flaw
Title Unknown
The sun is in the sky and I...
Okay I Believe You (But My...
It's me you leave behind...
There's a meathook in my heart
I miss you something rotten...
Spinning on that dizzy edge...
We held hands on the last...
I am sinking into a mountain...
I'm so empty, here without...
111 less than perfection
Sometimes there's nothing to...
I crumble in these days...
May the wind sweep you off...
Your own personal Jesus
Lift up the reciever, I'll...
There is no always...
Say you won't care
I want to tell, I hope, I...
Remember when....
Drowning by Numbers
"Just tell me what you want...
And I return once again to....
What new home will the night...
What's on the other side of...
We want this like everyone...
The End of the World
Patient Prisoner
An introverted kinda soul....
Different partner every...
Black Market Blood
Eventually there is nothing...
Do you like to hurt? I do I...
The trees all get wheeled away
Inside the holding cell that...
I'm sorry for being such a...
Away laughing on fast camel
Its Friday I'm in Love
Thursday watch the walls...
Tuesday, Wednesday stay in...
Monday you can hold your...
Hold the S because I am an...
Drowning me in my dreams
Every night I burn....
Who knew?
I die in my daydreams...
This Time Imperfect
Last chance to lose your keys
I’d love to just give in....
Fuck it
A vampire in the 1500s
You're as subtle as a brick...
So Says I
I'd show a smile, but I'm too...
Good eye, sniper. I shoot,...
Do animals believe in god?
I've got my reason to sleep
Pets
I'm a wishful thinker with...
Motherfuckers make me wanna...
I'm sinking but I'm floating...
Aged offererings received...
Entertain Us
I don't want to wake up on my...
Boys Kissing
Cold Hard Bitch
The Poem
I'm gonna love it, hug it,...
Everything turns to shit..
In the Shadows...
This hate....is fucking...
I don't like the drugs (but...
Cysts suck balls.
P is not a fruit
Will You Accompany Me In A...
What? Another Survey Thingy?
I am a grapefruit! Give me...
Death is a midnight...
-Insert Title Here-
All good things must come to...
All sincere emotion received...
Three tears I've saved for...
at school...
Let me be all the words...
Long Survey THingy
Surveys
Letters of past all tear...
Sick
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