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-Mah-Baby-Boy!- |
September 16th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: These Numbers Don't Run - Inamorto
Feeling: happy
I am sooooo happy!....I get to stay the WHOLE weekend with my baby! We are goin to Inamorato's practice tonight and then tomorrow we are going to their concert in Terre Haute! I am sooo happy! I dont really care about the concert as much as i do stayin with mah boo. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me!I love u baby!
-Danielle-
YAY! MYSPACE WORKS NOW!
my display name is: XoXAmerican-LoveXoX
so come and listen to Inamorato...they are fuckin awsome!(if u like hardcore music of course!)There best song is on my site so visit it! |
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September 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: first day back
Feeling: alive
this fuckn myspace.com wont fuckin work and it is pissing me off....but other than that im ok......i hope i get to see tony b4 my dad picks me up...i will b sad if i dont get to. but ya....danny (my X) decided to show me this book today at skool that said a bunch of shit about him not bein with me....i was like w/e.....its over and he knows that...he is just tryin so hard to get me bak and its not ganna work....this shit pisses me off when he does that to me...cuz he makes me feel like its my fault...and he is the one who fucked it up so ill just let him believe wut he wants to. im really happy with Tony....he makes me feel like a human being....he is my life right now...and if it wasnt for him..i would be dead or in a relationship that i dont want to be in (one that i will end up killin myself anyway). So...i just hope that Tony knows that i am for real...i fucked up in the past with him b4...but it WONT happen again. I promise him that.
So...Danny skipped last period today...lol...he thinks im ganna get back with a loser? YA RIGHT NUKKA! Danny is funny cuz thats the whole reason i broke up with him...he treated me like his bitch...he cheated on me...and im an NOT going to end up with someone that I have to take care of....i wanna b takin care of myself. A man should take care of his woman. And thats wut i want....not sayin im ganna end up as a loser though. I just dont want to have to deal with a drunkin, unemployed, loser for the rest of my life. So ya...now thats how i feel...he doesnt get that. So fuck him.
Anyway...thanks to everyone who left me a comment about the bad times in my life....i just wish i had friends like u....ppl who care about my feeling. So thanks again...it made me happy!!! :)
Well....peace out im ganna see if this myspace shit will work now...lol
-Danielle- |
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- Damn - |
September 9th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i just found out that one of my best friends from like 6th grade hates me. I havent talked to her for like ever. She is just pissed cuz i go out with her X. Well she wouldnt of even met him if it wasnt for me. She wanted to fuck around on him so he was over with her. Now shes all pissed. I mean wtf? |
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ME!!!!!!!! |
September 9th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:DanielleBirthday:4-14-90Birthplace:Indianapolis Babie!Current Location:Mah Man's CribEye Color:greenHair Color:blonde...black Height:5'2Right Handed or Left Handed:right!....u know wut they say!Your Heritage:i dunno!The Shoes You Wore Today:sandals as usual!Your Weakness:letting ppl get me down for now reasonYour Fears:drowning...heights....but i like painYour Perfect Pizza:EXTRA cheese, sausage, and stuffed crustGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:good gradesYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:nukkaThoughts First Waking Up:ciggarete!!! NOW!!!Your Best Physical Feature:my assYour Bedtime:dont have one hun!Your Most Missed Memory:When my mom and dad were togetherPepsi or Coke:pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King:Mickie D's!Single or Group Dates:bothLipton Ice Tea or Nestea:neitherChocolate or Vanilla:VANILLA!!!!!Cappuccino or Coffee:Cappuwatawatawata...lolDo you Smoke:duhDo you Swear:duhDo you Sing:Like all the timeDo you Shower Daily:sometimes 2ce a dayHave you Been in Love:YEADo you want to go to College:YESDo you want to get Married:YESDo you belive in yourself:sometimesDo you get Motion Sickness:noDo you think you are Attractive:yea....somewut....but not reallyAre you a Health Freak:noDo you get along with your Parents:yaDo you like Thunderstorms:hell yes...when im goin to sleepDo you play an Instrument:i tryIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes...lol...sorry dadIn the past month have you Smoked:yesIn the past month have you been on Drugs:lol wt hell? lol yaIn the past month have you gone on a Date:well...a concertIn the past month have you gone to a Mall:yepIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:noIn the past month have you eaten Sushi:hell no! EWW!In the past month have you been on Stage:noIn the past month have you been Dumped:no i dumped himIn the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:nopeIn the past month have you Stolen Anything:nope....never do it againEver been Drunk:YESEver been called a Tease:yes...hate to say it but yesEver been Beaten up:no...lolEver Shoplifted:yeaHow do you want to Die:lol...thats a funny ? bcuz yes i do sometimesWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up:A nurseWhat country would you most like to Visit:CALIFORNIA BABY!In a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:brown, greenFavourite Hair Color:BlackShort or Long Hair:bothHeight:5'4-6'Weight:not fatBest Clothing Style:Rocker, Hardcore BABY!Number of Drugs I have taken:who knowsNumber of CDs I own:a lotNumber of Piercings:8Number of Tattoos:none YETNumber of things in my Past I Regret:a lotCREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! |
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-Happy for Once!- |
September 9th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: American Love - Haste The Day
Feeling: happy
Besides the fact that i totaly failed my Geometry test i had a good day today!
It was one of the easiest days this year so far. Tony came and ate lunch with me....that made me really happy. Cuz i havent ate lunch with him at all. He is always at McKenzie and shit soooo ya. It made my day when he showed up. Now i just cant wait til he gets off work. He is taking me home tonight! YAY!
Tony- that comment made me a lil sad though!
Anywayz.....ya...i havent been this happy in a while so i figured i should tell u! lol
Drop me a line or 2
-Danielle- |
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-This is for the ppl who hate me- |
September 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Mouth Like A Magazine - Showbread
Feeling: pissy
Ight, This is mainly for Brittney Renick, Jessica Plunkit, Krissy, and everyone else in my gym class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont understand you. Maybe thats bcuz you dont understand me. I hate it when u guys do that to me in gym. I hope you know that i HATE Green days at skool cuz of u! It just starts my day off to a terible start. You guys just sit there and leave me alone. Whut kind of friends are you anyway? Wait...that isnt a friend at all. I feel like you guys are just so stuck up ur own asses that u cant even think about the people that have been ur friends sense fuckin 6th grade. And Jessica....it is none of ur fuckin business who the fuck i go out with. And no...im not going out with Danny anymore....I have been going out with Tony for 2 weeks now.....mayb u would kno that if u took a lil time out of ur precious life to talk to me!
You guys are part of the reason why i just wanna fuckin die. DO YOU EVEN KNOW WUT ITS LIKE TO FEEL LIKE NO ONE FUCKIN CARES OR TO B ALONE? NO!!!!!!! YOU DONT!!!!
So u might as well as just fuckin cap me in the head and just fuckin get it over with! I mean shit...u might as well. I guess this taught me something.....the ppl who u think are your friends....really ARENT!
Here is a poem for u guys! Hope u like it!
Do you know what it feels like to be alone?
You thought your heart was made of stone.
All you can feel is your heart crumbling.
You take some pills and now your stumbling.
The pain you feel wont go away.
Your Anger is here to stay.
You want to see blood on the floor.
Your body's craving it more and more.
You try to stand up, but u fall on the ground
Your friends nor family hear a sound.
So there u go...mayb this will help some of the other ppl u IGNORE out just a lil bit....cuz u already fucked this up for me.
-Danielle- |
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-Depressed |
September 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Hawthorne Heights - Niki FM
Feeling: depressed
Im really sad now. I think it might b cuz of my last entry. But i think its cuz i miss Tony. I wish he would get bak home from work so he can hold me. I only got to see him 1st period yesterday at skool cuz my fuckin dad picked me up at 3:30. And i miss my baby. I hate being alone. It drives me crazy for some reason. I guess ppl are right Love=Pleasure/Happiness AND Love=Pain/anxiety. I MISS MY BABY! COME HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Danielle- |
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-Screwed- |
September 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Dead By Dawn - Showbread
Feeling: frantic
OMG! This totaly sucks! My Geometry teacher is such a fuckin bitch. Okay...the girls out there know what i mean about when u have to go to the bathroom....it means now! I knew i had just started my period and this stupid lil bitch Ms. Dunwell wouldnt let me go! She must b fucking stupid. So class ended and i ran ass as fast as i could to the bathroom....and sure enough...i was fucked! I didnt have anything either. So i had to wait till i got to Tony's house! Now im sittin here in a pair of his boxers. (hope u dont mind baby...lol i know u dont) My pants are in the dryer and i was like freakin out! It sucks cuz i was sayin just last night it would come early. And it did the next fuckin day! WTF? i didnt mean that fuckin soon! I talked to my mom and she said it was cuz of all my stress. She's probably right cuz if u read my other entries...i was stressed and still a lil am. This sucks.....why couldnt i of just been a guy God?
-Danielle- |
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Happy-B-Day! |
September 5th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Happy birthday Momma!!!!!!!!! 40 is old. lol
anyway....i gave tony like 3 hickies! haha. its kinda funny cuz i didnt even mean to. Now he wont go eat dinner with me and my family for my mom's b-day! How sad i am...*tear*tear*
Its kool i still love you baby!
-Danielle-
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Nervous |
September 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Haste The Day - Burning Bridges
Feeling: neurotic
Ok....Me and Tony went to Erics House at like 3pm. We watched Dave Chapelle and then just left. Then we came back home and ate. After that we left to go to bill's crib. We ended up going to the mall with Kyle so he could see his gurl (she works at Hot Topic!) Then....later on we went back to billy's. We had to wait till like 11pm to get the party started. Tony didnt want me to drink much so i didnt. I didnt want to throw up anyway. So we chilled and i took 1/2 a KP. So i was feelin pretty good. Then we decided to leave. We came home and did some shit. I mean shit as in like sexual. I told him mow much of a freak i am and that i like it rough. lol. So it was like fucking amazing! He didnt finish though cuz i was NERVOUS. I didnt want to do anything that we might regret in the future. So we stopped. But it was fucking awsome! Who new a virgin could be that fucking good. I mean i am so lucky. He's already a freak/nympho/ and he knows wut to do when it comes to being "rough". Oh Lord! I was freakin out!
And then i told him i was ganna write to u guys and now he is passed out. So i hope he doesnt get mad when he reads this tomorrow morning. (plz dont baby. No one here knows you) (XoXoX: i love you baby~boy!)
SO ya, now im sittin here alone with shit to do! Im not even tierd!
Well...im ganna go. Rock~On People!
-Danielle-
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