Feeling: spiteful
Why's the rum always gone?!!?!

scratch that.. Early mornings with coffee, paper, and ink. I'm excited.
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so
Feeling: upside-down
much kept from myself i deny a lot that has controlled me. I can't find the emotions or words to define me.. I guess that remains lost. I have only my pressures.

Everyone lives and dies. My war .

These lies. INside out, I appear isolated..






Untamed Beauty..
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WHERE IS MY MIND?
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-0178- guess whoes here!
-0177- my body still...
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-0199- beach house
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-0196- Xanga Premium
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-0190- Happy Valentines...
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-123- Saw the 2...
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-117- I'm Diluted...
-115- so close...
-114- I guess its...
112- New Layout^_^
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-127- Those...
-128- Dick I mean...
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0235 I've got a...
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-0243-You could never let...
-0244-Im with you
-0245-Sinner's Lie
-0256-Rain Rain, go away.
-0254- Nothing that u do...
-0252-ya, i wish you were...
-0251-your just jealous...
-0250-It's only you...
-0249-I walk these lines...
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-0246-I always knew I...
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-0226-7 months, i love you
-0225-everytime i come...
-0212- missing him
0211 fuck you
-0210- more pics i made
-0209- pics i made.
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-0207-Today's the...
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-0204- Mmmm new layout...
-0215- Silence fading
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-0316-Holyyy shiiiiiit.
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-0314- I'll destroy...
-0313- less than scum
-0312-Fading Away
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-0309-Bahhahh i hate iss
-0308-People suck.
-0307-Gay-fucking-shit
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-0303-Gay pride <3
0302 I...
-0301-Concert make me...
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-0297-New Hair, y0
-0296-Cunt.Cunt.Cunt.
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-0293-Woa;;New layout >.<
-0291-I met candace (=
-0290-I will stay with,...
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-0288-OMFG LISHAS...
-0287-Blah-fucking-blah
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-0274-Bleh Silence sucks...
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-0272-Listen to me whisper
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-0265-HOME AT LAST!!!!
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64 °Crying on the...
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62 °i'd die°
61 -/> Eyebrow...
60 »i wish <3«
59 -/> ...
58 -/> Movies
57 ° Suffocation°
56 -/> uh
55 -/> groundness
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45 -/> Mall
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39 -/> eh? Sick
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32 -/> She left...
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25 -/> Sweetness
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9-/>voices
10 -/>depressed
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7 -/>lisha
6-/>beautiful day
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5-/>he's comin over
3-/>blank-mind
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