give me a reason to be
Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAS1O1BlElw
Feeling: blue
July 1, 2009

this is the beginning of forever and ever.
it's time to move over so I want to be.


it's pouring outside, the rain, the emotions I feel it makes me sick. I crave what I can't have.
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Listening to: tiesto remix
Feeling: dead
June 24, 2009


Remember when I was so strange and likeable?

I just want back in your head..




..when I get a little scared..
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Feeling: anxious

June 22, 2009

Indecisive, childish, rude, sick, human, insomniatic, frantic, sketchy . Can't feel my lower spine, this computers hurting my eyes yet I'm still here. Good Morning I am addicteddddddd.
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-0178- guess whoes here!
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-0181- Just LaLaLa...
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-0210- more pics i made
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-0251-your just jealous...
-0252-ya, i wish you were...
-0256-Rain Rain, go away.
0235 I've got a...
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-0233-Why can't I be 7...
0211 fuck you
-0212- missing him
-0215- Silence fading
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-0218- the fine art of...
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-0222-you save the worse...
-0223-its the way that he...
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-0313- less than scum
-0312-Fading Away
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-0297-New Hair, y0
-0296-Cunt.Cunt.Cunt.
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-0266-im the bitch
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