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February 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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New diary, comment me and I'll probably let you know what it is.
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Urgh |
February 12th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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My parents are way too overprotective of me now.
It's ridiculous. I almost cried earlier but out of frustration because I can't even stay after school anymore because theyre dumb.
even if I had someone to walk me home!!
Lame.
I'm tired of this...
PS I think I need to make a new diary. I know that there's a stupid hoe that reads all my entries when it's NONE of their fucking business to be reading it.
I'll let you guys know when I make a new one though.
PS Valentines day is going to suck.... |
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Uhm... |
February 12th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Why do so many guys all of a sudden like me. I don't like it...
I had a radical time at the dance.
Kevan went like I'd hoped he would...so it was rad.
LYLE PISSED THE FUCK OUT OF ME THOUGH.
It was fine at first when he kept coming up around me and Kerry and dancing and being a loser but then when me and Kevan were like hugging or dancing or anything he would like try to stop it by like...putting my shoes by m my feet so I'd trip during the slow songs and when Kevan was giving me a hug Lyle would be like GROUP HUG and grab me [which he did repeatedly]
and he was putting his arms around me and told me he liked me. UGHHH.
Kerry was my date though. lmfao me and her had a rad time over the weekend.
I was SO motherfuckin' horny though the whole time I was with her lmfao. Not b/c of her just...reading erotic novels and detailed things about lesbian interaction...by god that's a turn on.
And then I was really horny at the dance too.
Oops.
I really thoguht I was going to have a bad time
But I didn't.
I felt pretty too.
I did my hair real cool
with two hair doobies and two paper clips
because Kerry didnt have a curling iron or any pins for hair...just hair doobies. So I had to get creative lmfao.
okay my hands are cold from typing.
Byyye |
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February 9th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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I wish I didn't have such sudden mood swings like that all the time...
Because I don' even realize how strange I'm acting until I'm over it. I hate it.
I still feel hella sick. I hate it. Colds suck. That's for sure.
Even though I'm not always a happy person...I really love it that I can make other people feel better.
I like that feeling a lot. Knowing that people trust me with their problems and that I can help them.
But I feel horrible when I'm presented with a problem that I have no solution to...=/
I feel like I let the person down.
But that hasn't happened todya, so I have no reason to feel bad :)
I guess I'll end this.
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I just wanna bleed. |
February 8th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Does she really want to break me?
Why...
Probably because I'm too trusting. Which is why I have no friends.
I'm fucking through with everyone.
I'm not joking.
For some reason I'm about to cry right now.
Because I'm fucking foolish.
I just wanna go somewhere right now. Or eat a box full of Pocky...haha
Gosh I'm fat.
But guess what.
I'm gonna fucking stop.
Stop thinking.
Stop dwelling
Stop wishing
Stop hoping
None of that shit's ever gonna happen
Nothing good is ever gonna come.
Bye.. |
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I love you more than anything in the world |
February 8th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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So when I was in the car on the way home from the movies I was slaughtering every country song that my dad was playing...and there was this one and idk what it's called but she's all like
'and I love you more than anything in the world...love your baby girllllll' and I was singing that and I patted my dad on the shoulder and screamed those lyrics
and he was just like
...you're not my baby girl anymore though.
And then I thought he was just making fun of me cuz Cassidy's born and ish, but then I realized...damn I really am growing up.
It made me kinda sad. |
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Who will save your soul |
February 7th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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so today was a good day.
Buster took me to the movies and we had a good time. I felt so dumb because he had his arm around me and I kept getting freaked out and jumping every three seconds lmfao. He just laughed at me though.
He's really sweet. He opened doors for me and ish.
But then I knew it was gonna happen.
He sent me a message telling me he liked me
and then was all like
LFBMX911: do u still like __________?
o0MsWallflower0o: kjadfa
o0MsWallflower0o: __________________
o0MsWallflower0o: it's weird
LFBMX911: oh
LFBMX911: im comfused
o0MsWallflower0o: ?
LFBMX911: nvm
o0MsWallflower0o: please tell?
LFBMX911: so do u like him or ???
UGHHHH I TOLD HIM THAT I ALREADY LIKED THAT GUY AND NOW HE JUST WANTS ME TO STOP and to automatically like him.
He's really a sweet guy and makes me feel nice inside but I don't know if I like him...ya know?
Guys make my head hurt.
But I love them to pieces.
Good night |
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I don't wanna be so damn protected! |
February 6th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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So yeah if there's one thing I regret as of lately it's telling the cops that I was nearly abducted. I'm not even joking. My parents won't let me do anything anymore.
I'm going to the movies with Buster tomorrow night but it's only as friends. At least I hope he knows that. Because I've even talked to him about...cetain people that I most definitely have my eye on. I don't want to lead him on and to me this is just as friends but idk if he thinks the same thing of it.
Today was a fine day. I went to the honor roll assembly and me and Brittany stalked my boyfriend [aka the hot sophomore who already has a gf and we only know his first name] he alway slooks at us [like we were staring at each other when he was MAKING OUT with his gf lmfaooo] But duh nothing would ever happen with me or him.
Skyler and me were talking today and he was trying to think of some friends of his that he could hook me up with. But that's not gonna work.
Let's face it. Guys just aren't my thing.
[...nor are girls. ]
PS Damien is super awesome and he thinks he has a big penis but I've yet to find that out with my own eyes so...yeah. lmfao. But yeah he's a pretty cool kid. We're taking pictures tomorrow [hopefully] hah.
K I'm gonna go I guess.
BYE. |
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February 6th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Good morning
Nothing too much happening on my end of the spectrum today.
Golly didn't I just sound smart? No, not really.
I have this safety pin and I think it kinda looks like a penis lmfao. I love it. It's on my sweatshirt sleeve :D
I think my mom gave me a bruise on my arm from where she punched me last night. Hahahha damn she was pissed at me. But oh well who cares.
My AIM keeps getting really screwed up lately. It'll say I'm online and I can get the messages that people send me but when I go to reply they don't get them back.
Urghhh.
Okay I'm going to go and try to straighten my bangsssss.
Bye.
[Have a good day] |
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The girls a flirt |
February 4th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY
I got the most prettiest dress for the dance today
FOR SEVEN BUCKS AT VALUE VILLAGE
It makes me feel beautiful
So yeah I was a mucho flirt on the max today
It was crazy since I hardly have the balls to even look at a guy I don't know.
The guys weren't even that cute, except for the one I saw when we were downtown.
My boob almost ran into his hand. lmfao that makes no sense to you guys. He had nice eyes so I made a point to sit right by him and we kept glancing at each other and smiling, and then my mom yelled at me to come sit by her. Total moment killer.
Then later on I saw two guys get on and I didn't think they were cute but I was bored. So I started being obnoxious and singing and being retarded and acting all cute so they'd notice me [which they had cuz before I even did that they kept lookin' at me haha] And so I'd glance their way every now and then and give em a smile or something
And I started talking to some little kids who were on the bus alone lmao. It was cool.
And then when the guys were getting off the blonde guy looks at me and gives me this big smile, so I smile back and he waves real fast haha it was so cute. So I yelled BYYYYYE hah
My mom said I was a tease. Hah. That's the first time I've been called that in a LONG time. Hahaha but it was by my mom so that shouldn't even count.
I bought a red jacket thing and a cream/white shirt and it says 'right now I miss you, or i think I do. I guess it must be love' and then its got butterflies and says lovelovelovelove across it. I love it.
And I got some baggy guy pants from Old Navy lmfao. Gay store but hey they were cheap and I had a giftcard :)
Today was an awesome day.
PS I want to kiss Aubrey.
Oops.
Confessions. lmfao.
HOLYSHIT I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING.
LILIANA KNOWS THE SECRET
THAT I WROTE ABOUT IN MY OTHER DIARY.
Dayuuuuuuum.
Remind me to tal to you about that later Liliana, please?
I'm pissed at this comp so I'm leaving.
Good night loves. |
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