cix*
Listening to: Spanish
Feeling: whatever
ok so yeah i havent updated in a while, and most people have probably stoped reading this, oh well, im back (at least for now) so here's a quick update of what's been goin on with me lately: NJC ended (*tear*), and i came home, worked at kamp all summer long which was fun, albo and i broke up, which is sad and we both still like each other, we just live 8 hours away from each other, so that sucks, mhmm i started mcgill, its amazing im having sooo much fun. i love it. im livin in res and its uber fun. ive met a bunch of different people and ive got a pretty sweet schedule, so thats really good news. mhmm ok so class is starting so im gonna peace and yeah i know u guys have my email and msn so keep in touch.
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cviii* Provence
so yeah, i just finished my last independent travel of the year. actually not even, that was last weekend when i went to San Remo, Italy, this weekend was the last trip of the year, it was with school for a biking weekend in provence, france. we stayed in Avignon (like the french folk song) and biked sat and sunday, and had friday afternoon and monday morning to ourselves. it was a nice relaxing weekend.

Fuck i just realised my roommates dont even get home till tomorrow morning, what was i thinking. fuckkkkk.

ok so yeah back to was i was saying (go team ADD), we had a nice relaxing weekend, and ive realised that there's only a couple days of school left for me...as in 3...fuckkk. oh yeah i bought some birkenstocks this weekend..they're pretty nifty..

mhmm so yeah ive got nothing to do tonight, nobody's back from Copenhagen yet and those who are here i just spent the weekend with... aint it funny how time just slips away..?

Its kinda depressing how because we are actually leaving back to canada in under 2 weeks. thats pretty tough...all things considered.

well guys write back, what's up with all of u?
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Cvii* 50th Anniversary
Listening to: Bang Bang - Dispatch
Feeling: reluctant
so yeah yesterday was our school's 50th anniversary. Since i'm the VP i got to go to a press conference and i was intereviewed for the newspaper and radio, it was exiting. i got a glass of wine with it after...11:30am it begun...That night we had a whole bunch of speeches and presenatations which started at 3:30pm and went until 10:30 so everyone was planning to go get licked before hand, good time to start drinkin eh. so yeah we all also had to dress up, so i got to wear my suit all day long, that was nifty.

mhmm so after lunch we went and grabbed a couple beers then i had a half-hour philosophy class which was pretty pointless and then after that the festivities started. We sat through an hour and a half of speeches which was ok then afterwards there was the "vin d'honneur" offered by the city, which simply meant everyone got free wine and ppl got licked and then we left for dinner where they kept serving more wine, crappy wine, but free wine. so pretty much the whole school got drunk at dinner, i was pretty much drunk from lunch till bed yesterday and it was amazing.

oh yeah i also got into a fight last night, it was special. one of my roomates got taken outside by these otehr guys and the next thing that's happening is i'm on top of one guy with my forearm on his neck and some guy is kicking me in the ribs while my other roomate is kicking the shit outta 3 guys (he's a 240lbs rugby player -- dont mess) and my other roomate, the one who got pulled out (weighing in at like 150lbs) gets punched with a belt!! who does that!! AND they hit one of the girls!! thats just fucking rude. anywho the cops came, and i have 3 months to press charges if i want, yummm. oh yeah and my right side of my face has ballooned out. oh and the worst part is my suit got blood on it, my white shirt is completly covered in blood, its ruined...we'll see what bleech can do. anywho peace out
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cvi* GAH
Listening to: Fight for all the wrong reasons - Nickelback
Feeling: enlightened
ok so ive realised that i only ever really update when i feel extreme emotion. fuck thats definatly not a healthy thing, id better start updating more often...

ok so big news, things are going well and ill leave it at that, cuz i dont want ppl from neuch reading this. ok why dont i just start making my diary private and leaving chris, hardial and erica as the only ppl who can read it.

ill leave this up for a while to see if ppl have any objections and if they do then ill leave it public, but if not ill make it private so Neuchers cant read it anymore by chance.
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cv* the word
Feeling: overwhelmed
i was called a boyfriend today...its a beautiful day...
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civ* Habitat For Humanity
Listening to: Golddiggers - Kanye West (ft. Jaime fox)
Feeling: blah
ok so yeah im back from habitat for humanity in Szarvas, Hungary. We spent a week building a house for 4 families and it felt good. there was some tension between me and scott (the only 2 guys) and the rest of the girls..wtv.

ok so yeah ive decided from that last entry that i'm not gonna plan things (the way i want it always to be) and live in the moment, therefore i have come to the conclusion that bout this girl i keep hooking up with (and who i've talked to)....wellll

i like her :$
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ciii* What I've realised
Listening to: Billy - James Blunt
Feeling: reluctant
ok so ive realised something right about now. The girl that i'm currently hooking up with on the weekends, well a relationship with her could never work for the sole fact that we have never discussed it or joked around about it afterwards. in fact we have NEVER talked about it sober, we just ignore it and pretend like it never happened. and even though things are not awkward, it just makes things even MORE AWKWARD...gah.

i realised all this while i was looking at a pic of this other girl who i realised that had she not left, i might have ended up dating her because she's so chill and we have great conversations and DO talk about when we did hook up. its awesome. FUCK why do ppl only realise this stuff when its way too late. man like this otehr girl's gone but she's coming back to visit for a week, does that mean i might have another shot at it? but at what? she's only here for a week, there's not much of a chance of a relationship developing from that.

fuck man how do i never see this kinda stuff. its these chill girls who can joke around about hooking up afterwards who are the cool ones to date, not the ones who wont talk about it when they're not drunk! man this is shit. well at least i know for the next time i randomly hook up with a girl, talk about it, get it into the open...and fast, but some girls i'd guess dont like that.

man this is bullshit, the girl who i like is 6000km away in canada, and the girl who i'm hooking up with, wont acknowledge it when we're not drunk. man ive gotta figure something out.
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cii* 102
Listening to: the bravery
Feeling: sinful
well i dont think anyone noticed that i had my 100th entry two entries ago, not even me...i just realised now when i saw "xcx" which is like 100-10+10 which is just plain stupid so i changed it so this is a belated congratulations to myself...wow im cool.
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ci* Gahhh
Listening to: bob marley - Acoustic melody
Feeling: reluctant
so i'm back home after spending a week in st-petersburg russia. i was there for Model UN and i actually won best delegate in my conference (6 conferences, 700 delegates total) so that's pretty nifty. but to follow erica's lead, here's an insight into my (lack of a) love life.

so the nite before i left for st-pete's, i hooked up with this girl from my school on st-pattie's day for quite a while and it was a lot of fun and good times, but i didnt talk to anyone about it before leaving the next morning at 5am so when i came back yesterday (ie a week later) i have her roommate asking me if we (the initial girl and i) hooked up last weekend. and i'm just like there's no way she can play the "i was too drunk to remember" card, and that kinda pissed me off cuz i dont know if its true or not, but like i dont think this is the first time she's done this to a guy. so yeah i hooked up with her last nite again and it was while dancing for like an hour and it was like the end of the night so i'm thinking she cant really forget that...right? wtv even if she "forgot" everyone saw it so it'd just be really uncool to do something like that...but would she?

opinions anyone?
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c* The Book
Listening to: Requiem
ive always wanted to get other ppl's opinions on things, but i always ended up getting chris and hardial's, so i've started writting a book. it'll be magnificient, im excited.

It's not a story or anything, its more sociological, psychological and philosophical. I decided that since i really want to be serious about it, i'm using it as my final philosophy project too so that way i HAVE to work on it.

It's an analysis of the teenage society. talks bout how teenagers are the beginning to (social) life, and that everything before that was just prepping us for the real world, real life. I've only got a couple pages done right now, but ive got an outline out and its etching to come outta my noggin. it'll be splendid.

i just hope i finish it while i can still think as a teenager, if it isnt already too late.
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Entry List
cix*
cviii* Provence
Cvii* 50th Anniversary
cvi* GAH
cv* the word
civ* Habitat For Humanity
ciii* What I've realised
cii* 102
ci* Gahhh
c* The Book
xcix* TORINO 2006
xcviii* Cviii
xcvii* Hmm Hmm Good
xcvi* Calmed down
xcv* life is ok
xciv* V-Day
xciii* Aftermath
xcii* Zermatt
xci* Float On
xc* Realistic Realisations
lxxxix* Let the saints come...
lxxxviii* Takin it down a step
lxxxvii* Update
lxxxvi* Home bittersweet home
lxxxv* Mmhmmmm
lxxxiv* Home sweet home
lxxxiii* Welcoming Committee
lxxxii* You
lxxxi* Too Guud
lxxx* Back in Action
lxxix* Long day
lxxviii* Back and forth
lxxvii* You.
lxxvi* SNOW!!!!!
lxxv* Back up
lxxiv* Icarus
lxxiii* London, PARIS, Rome,...
lxxii* Seventy Two
lxxi* Hey Mom, Hey Dad
lxx* Dizzy Days
lxix* Saturday Mornings...
lxviii* Lost in a different...
lxvii* Just for you
lxvi* Lost in Thought
lxv* Back in Business
lxiv* Supersonic Skiing
lxiii* Motivated by Mel
lxii* All is not lost
lxi* hmm so bored...
lx* Weeee heeeee
lix* ahh new readers...
lviii* It's been 3 months...
lvii* Sweet Ass Sweet.
lvi* Can it be true?
lv*
liv* I miss her!
liii* Fuckin' Eh
lii* Welcome Back
li* Happy Birthday Me
l* Closure
xlix* Still Free
xlviii* Untitled
xlvii* Back to the basics
xlvi That feeling there
xlv Those people in my head
xliv B.A.C.K.
xlii* Here We Go
xliii* g.o.n.e.
xli* Unleashed
xl* M a r c h B r e a k
xxxix* Show me the way to the...
xxxviii* Give me a reason to...
xxxvii* Untitled
xxxvi* Me Time.
xxxv* Ignore it all for one...
xxxiv* Hide the Light.
xxxiii* Broke, i shall be
xxxii* Oh no u din't, Oh yes...
xxxi* The way we get by
xxx* Delete me?
xxix* Are we alone out here?
xxviii* Flawless
xxvii* The good, the bad and...
xxvi* The Infamous V-Day
xxv* Get out of my head, all...
xxiv* So much and not enough
xxiii* Leftovers ++
i* Woah..
xxii* Oi
xxi* What a Weekend Indeed!!
xx* What A Day Indeed.
xix* The Thoughts Evoked
xviii* The Kiss of Death
xvii* The Prefects (or lack...
xii* Blue Eyes
xiv* Austin - Enough Said.
xv* The Update (K2)
xiii* The Study Girl
xi* The Guilt of It All
x* Meh
ix* Happy New Year
viii* Merry Chrismukkah!
vii* The Dream
vi* Before and After the Storm
v* No Fucking Way (K1)
iv* Meet the family
iii* And we live in a...
ii* Day 2 of Blogging....
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