für Kristina
Wenn Du denkst, das alles in Deinem Leben den Bach runtergeht und Du änderst etwas, damit sich überhaupt etwas tut, weil jegliche Veränderung besser wäre, setzt Du Dich dem Schicksal aus.

Krampfhaft versuchen, sich ein Leben zurechtzubasteln funktioniert nicht, krampfhaft die Liebe suchen auch nicht.

Durch einen Zufall, das richtige Zusammenspiel unabhängiger Momente ergibt sich etwas, was man nie für möglich gehalten hätte.

Und plötzlich, ganz ohne Vorwarnung überrascht Dich die Liebe.
Sanftmütig oder auch forsch. Im Streit oder in Zärtlichkeiten - stehst Du in Brandungen und setzt Dich den Wellen aus.
Hälst stand und gibts nach, fühlst, wie sich die Elemente um Dich kümmern.

Egal wie harsch die Brandung - der Blick zum unendlichen Horizont lässt Dich wissen wie unendlich die Momente sein werden in denen Du erfährst was es heisst zu leben.
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Probezeit
well the last weekend was wonderful.
And now i think, i'm adopted in that family of ours.

could've cried on sunday when she told me how much she loves me.
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Sick
she is sick since last week, really bad case of flu.
Fever, pain and without any strenghth, she coudlnt walk alone on the weekend.
Took care of her, didnt sleep the whole weekend.
Took care of the boy aswell.
Never were happier then when we were kite flying.

i love life.
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Entry List
für Kristina
Probezeit
Sick
the thing is
work it out!
Your eyes are momentary
Verfickte Scheisse.
she
i feel fine
Leer
What if?
Anger Management
yep
Special K
Femme fatale & the Devil
what the ... ?
Quiz!
Got the Blues
Dead Elvis & his one man grave
Beatman rocks
Jägermeister
Christmas
Autumn
i'll fly away
Happy NY
blank
Them Good Ol Boys
still alive
jedediah bells
Sssssssmokin'
July
April
still here
December already
Travellin'
Resume
still alive/s>
48hours
Blockade
going to prague...
Wotan
Jason lives ...
50 Days
headless
the fool
maturity
sharp honey
Satellite path
Blue Sunday
chinese homebrew
breath
coal clerk's
new boots
dear diary II
dear diary
some serious fun
Happy New Year!
rusty throats
snailwarrior
saturday in december
home of an evil spirit
Hmyes
Frohe Weihnachten!
Thin Ice
Snow!
The Sardonic Success
Afterglow
Waterhotspur
Sunday Morning
The Wings Of Mourning
Departure tendency (Cold...
Silk Views
Burning Moments (Angst)
Brand New
Wintersleep
Big City Collapse
Ceremony
Raven' s Claws (autumn...
Happy Thanksgiving
Sugarstorm
Sunk (Velcroideas)
Jim Morrison was wrong
Rusted
Cruel Sky
Herzfresser
26 scorpio is my...
Tempest (Raven's Claws)
Dust (Lizardskin Retina)
Saturday Mornings
Car Seat (God's...
Broken Light
To kiss you dead.
Tara
Rücksturz
Crimson Rivers
Nebula Dawn
Deflections
Excitement soon unfolds.
Cornermovers
Present
Mountaineer
Undreamt of
Opportunity spirits
The Smile of the Satyr, I,...
The Smile of the Satyr, II,...
The Smile of the Satyr, III,...
The Smile of the Satyr, IV,...
Snow Flake, Elf and Blooddrop
Hällöwien
Grizzly jagt Elf
The Papercup
the acres of love
Hunted by the Mob
Iron Horses
Die Essenz des Glücks /...
Cloudy Days
Three Seconds, end of view.
Two Seconds
One Second
Wings
Paper
coffee machine vs. one eyed...
At least they have a stoven
The Moloch
Driving Around
Feeling 'Caughed'
my heart is wrapped in clover
Soulfly
waitin for the sun
Screwed up Head
Combed
Gör Kömmändö Zork De...
Fairy Tale
Oh Bella!
VoodooDoll
The sweetest thing
Pieces of Broken Glass
Knife Sharpened
Some Fishes to Sell
Salad to Sacrifice
Earsplittenloudenboomer
Fear
Transmetropolitan
Autumn
Verlust
Slugs on a Razor
Sharpness
Eggshellopener v.1.2
feeling cold
Addicted
Jumpin' Beer Flash!
One Hour Madness
Golden Brown
A Wop Bop A Loo Bop a Lop Bam...
Hybrid Moments
Ring Damn Phone, Ring
The Girl from the Drugstore
The Pizza Massacre
to start a roll
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