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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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Just sitting around in School with nothing to do this hour. Yep back to a new Semester where I never have anything to do but sit around online or something. Hehe same with with Yearbook hour now, just because it's a new begining again we just use yearbook as a study hall once again with a boring hour.
So anyways I'm scheduling for Senior year now this week. How flippin exciting! lol I can't wait to be a damn Senior good shit guys. It's all the basic classes mainly, and I'm getting Senior release to get out early seeing I only need 3 1/2 Credits next year. Easy shit.
Well i need to find something more boring to do so ttyl peepz.
Im debating on going back to trustmeikno.. Hmm should I? |
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| Damnn.. |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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Lol its been a long time since I've written. Yeah I haven't talked to her in forever and she's just not part of my life anymore.. Hehe I read my last entry damn I can be harsh sometimes. But it's okay..
So i've moved on. Im doing great in school again. I have Psychology, Drama, and Child Development now. Pretty cool stuff I guess. I'm having so much fun in Drama that's for sure. I love it.
Well That's all for now this is the first time Ive been home right after school in a longgg ass time obviously.. The times im at home is when im online. Hehe peace crackers. |
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| * Bitch |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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That thing called my damn house New Years Eve. Prank calleld, almost had me beat her ass I fuckin swear. It just pisses me off literally that she does all this shit to me and everyone else and still gets away with it. Either way Im holding to me word, let me see her out of her damn yard and house.. On my life, and the police never said shit about it either.. Because she told the police I threatend her. I told the cops exactly what I said to her ass.. I said " If she comes anywhere near me im beating her ass and thats a promise " The police never said anything about it. All the times her and her friends threatend me, bullshit Ill beat the shit outta her for thinkin she would do it. Little goddamn tramp Im sick of Katie's shit. I dont think anybodys talked about her as bad as I think about her. That fuckin slut, always going around behind peoples backs, im gunna teach her one of these daymn days... I wonder why she never confronts me but yet has the nerve to walk up to john when im not there talking shit.
I WONDER WHY... |
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| * New |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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Honestly Im tired.
I'm tired of all your lies..
Your fake ass cries.
Im sick of you always trying to bring up the past,
obviously the past didn't last..
So can you just forget and forgive and just let me live?
Stop trying to always come after me with ridiculous things,
All i want is to see what tomorrow brings.. You always manage to place on me guilt,
I have no guilt but the shit you've built.
So just leave me be and don't even try and say sorry..
I honestly can't stand it no more there is nothing left to say..
Maybe you'll just let it all go one of these days..
Just realize it's all bullshit and throw out the past koz I have many of problems with you here threatening my ass.
You always say I threaten you but what the hell did I really truely do?
I didn't say Hi one day and blew you off, and all of a sudden you think im showin off?
You think im on drugs now and have nothing better to say..
You blame everything on me in every possible way.
Can't you just get over yourself and realize I dont like you people anymore..
Or can't you just take that your daughters a whore?
It isnt my fault you dont know she sleeps with so many guys,
hell her own boyfriend dont know steve was her first guy.
It aint my business to tell the story, maybe one day she'll tell u the truth and say she was never a virgin long.
Ah well thats her business your little baby doll..
That's why she manages to tell you lies everyday, to say she never talked to me before anyway.
When we use to be close friends and all you did was try and break us up,
and I know you did it on purpose your the only one that ever accused me of stuff.
So don't blame it on what I did, because I never did.
You find rumors to share things to explain, and yet you do it all in vain.
Nobody cares about me and what I do, so just leave me be and FUCK YOU. |
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| * Blah Blah Blah |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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People are still pissing me off it kinda sucks to get pissed for absolutly everything. But hey I get use to it I guess.. Well those people get me use to it. I guess Im just trying to be positave about every situation. I just want to beat Katie's ass. Then maybe I will be at peace with myself, I guess that may be what it takes. Then she'll learn to stop accusing people without cause. |
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| * Aspiring.. |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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Well just downloading music and the music it is just makes me feel aspired. Don't ask the word just popped into my mind. John and Paul are picking me up at 5:30pm. Were going to go kick it tonight. Idk what else to do my hair is starting to grow out again, im excited! But yeaahhh Blah blah blah is my mood sortaaa...
Girl u'z a WINDOW SHOPPAH. Lookin @ shit u can't BUY. Your mad @ me and I think I kno whyyy... Koz u'z a WINDOW SHOPPAH!
- ;-) It aint my fault- |
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| * Time 2 Explain.. |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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Alright time to explain my feelings and thoughts.
I was completely pissed at Katie, Her family, and Her threating friend. The threats don't bother me honestly.. And neither does Katie being scared. She's always just threatend of her life to put on a show when she's going to copy and give something out to the police. I'm not stupid and the only reason why Im actually thinking about this again, is because I need to get it off my chest.
I don't like Katie as a friend anymore. I use to trust her, she was my best friend! But obviously over time she didn't trust me. Trust is a big thing in any kind of relationship.. Weither it be a couple, friends, family, or any type of relationship with another person.
It has killed me for her to actually think i'd do something like that.. But she's just trying to get to me. As much as she was building up threats from me to give to the police, she also screwed herself over by just talking back to me. It really does show how inconciderate she can be. That's okay because I learn to forgive and forget.
I love my life and the friends i've made since this shit with her had happend. Just beccause Im friends with your enemies doesn't mean I am who I hangout with, or my thoughts are the same as theirs. Im my own person and I have no problem with that. All you need to remember in life is::
"Keeps your friends close, but your enemies closer"
I really have lived by that. John use to be my worst enemy, and well Obviously he ended up being the closest person for me to trust. He's my boyfriend of course I trust him, but back then he was my worst ENEMY. Hard to believe but its true. My best friend back then "Katie" had became my enemy.. And Brooke n Olivia I use to dispise because of all the times they seemed like bitches and sluts. But I got to know them and they are my closest friends now. They use to my my typical enemy. It's wierd how the world goes..
So from here on out, no contact with Katie or family or her friends. I'm just me and Ive always kept her enemies closer. That's hard to say, but deep down I always have because they have always made their points about her. Even when I use to stick up for her.. Gawsh, Its so hard.
But anyways Im learning I need to put my past back where it belongs, and yesterday was just yesterday but Im living for today. |
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| BUllshiT |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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Alright fuckin katie had to police over at johns the other night trien to say I broke out some fuckin windows on her van. You know what that's fuckin bullshit koz everytime something stupid happens to her it gets blamed on me!!! FUCK THAT BITCH. Dunnobody wanna go by that bitches house anyways... This is my freedom of speech and i can talk about anybody any way i want, and aint no cop going to sit in front of my boyfriends house and tell him to admitt some shit he didnt do! And then come around and accuse me of some stupid bullshit like that either!
Stupid ass people, why cant this bitch just get a life and stay the fuck outta mine! Goddamn it just kills me with laughter to know that im the center of all their negative attention.. How lovely.
Oh yeah and whatever happend to One on One, and not bringing ur dumbass friends into this.. if u wanna beat my ass go ahead and try... but when u bring ur lame ass friends into it, aha hunni I got friends to back me up too and trust me i wouldnt have wasted my time busten ur windows, I would have beat ur ass instead. It would make me alot happier. But I haven't had the chance to see ur ass on the street. Thanks much have a nice day! |
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| * So Friggen Amazing! |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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* Im so goddamn happy that im finally ungrounded! The best that has happend all weekend! Last night was fun then a bitch after being off grounding.. I went kickin it with Brooke then kicked it with John and Ky-lee.. lmao (kyle). But yeah and tonight I got driving again I cant wait, that stuff will be done in 2 weeks! YAY YAYEE.. Fuck yes.
So anyways, Im so excited! My parents let me drive myself to Cudahy yesterday to go by brookes ma's house. Her ma wants me to come over for thanksgiving koz GEORGE WILL BE BACK TO VISIT FOR TURKEY DAY! WOO WHOO! How exciting i get to see my boo boo! :-) Amazing! I cant wait for fuckin tony to get his ass back here! Ugh im gunna give that mo fo' a hug like theres no tomorrow! I MISS UM! GAWSH! ;-) Im memory of him! aha. Thats brookez lubah. |
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| * SNoW * |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
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!!It's SNOWING!!
*~!HOw amazing!~*
And im smokin a ciggarette being bored till i gotta walk up 2 driving class... woo whoo! My last class is on the first of dec. I cant wait! I gots my temps now.. I got to drive home from the DMV. I luv my mommy! lol. I cant wait to just be able to drive my carrr.. My lil neon.. I gotta get insurance tho. that'll be like 100 a month.. SO its all good in daaa hoodd.. lmao.. Amanda just started @ Grad. Grad today.. She starts @ 10 and gets out at 1:30pm.. AMAZING! I love that shit, i wish i could do that! Fuck yeah.. lol oh well.. I stick to my 7 hours a day. Damnit.
Well im gunna go talk to john n amanda, ttyall lata. |
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