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Listening to: don't worry, be happy
Feeling: eager
im wearing so many colors right now :D

i have school tomorrow so tonight i have to
try and force myself to sleep.

good things in my life-
1 sophia
2 lemon sticks
3 underwear
4 my sarong
5 this song im listening to
its such a happy song :)
14 hit(s) (1 comments) | neb  
i get like this
Listening to: say anything
Feeling: lovable
sometimes when bad things happen, i stop feeling things.

like i cant feel any love right now. i cant feel anything but disappointment.

but i remember how i felt five days ago.
i felt happy.


ive decided that im weak and that i fall easily.
not in love. just downward.
14 hit(s) (0 comments) | neb  
gah.
Listening to: smelyalata
Feeling: giggly
its hard being around someone who will constantly speak of the future, like he can really plan on it. i dont know. ive just decided that im going to discard my expectations and my plans and im just going to go with it. see what happens. i only want to concentrate on the here and now and not the then and there. thats too scary.

i wish he'd stop bringing it up.
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in my dreams
Listening to: the best song in the world
Feeling: organized
im actually beginning to believe in this.
i have faith that everything will get better.

i do believe that i have changed in some ways.
but i really cant help it.
my life is completely different from that way it was a year ago.
and i need to adapt. if i dont, then i can never move on with my life. i need to change with my surroundings.

im not proud of everything i have done, but im also not going to beat myself up over it. hating myself or anyone else will not help anything.

i forgive everyone
and i forgive myself.
im on my way.
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the sun
Listening to: the long and winding road
Feeling: loved
there is so much i wish i could say.
everything reminds me of you.
i wish someone could tell me how i feel.

i think i know.
im just not sure.
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Entry List
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i get like this
gah.
in my dreams
the sun
over the years
but you've already lost
deep memory
the freedom to choose
pedestal
maxwell edison
the tension of opposites
it depends
worse than you
the stranger
hopefully
i am the walrus
danger danger
sometimes
for sophia
dreaming
listening
flying
breathing
i hope you know
i need my fix
let's take a step back
yippee skippee
Say Say Say
Say That You're Into Me
Dance Inside
Love Is Like a Role That We...
The Proloque♥
♥XoXoXoX♥
Buh.Jab.Erz
Wizwoz♥
Mondaaaaaaay
Saturday
Friday The 13th
Wed.Nes.Day
Tuesdayyyyy
Mon-diddly
Fri-dizzle
Caught Up
Wassssuuuup...
Random Facts About Nick♥
Phobias!!
Aw Shucks...
Quizzes<3
Oh Em Gee<3
Gross♥
Dag Yo
Fo Shizzle
Weird...
LA
Ugh
Updated
Nicky Poo<3
Jesus<3
Looooong Survey
4:00
Team 7!!!
Friiiiiiiiiiiday
Geeeez
*Sigh*
My Power Color♥
Heeeeeeeeey
...
Floccinaucinihilipilification
So Tired
♥Sophia♥
♥I Love These...
70 Questions♥
Devotional♥
Updated!!!!
Boredom
POMK! I Mean PINK! I was...
God Doesn't Give Us The...
Pimpin'
214!!
*SaVeD*
WoOt WoOt!!
We're Moving
Private.....dur
Aw Yea!
*Pathetic*
Summer's Callin'!
Quizzy Quiz Quiz♥
Haven't Written In A While...
My Hair's Wet...
Interesting Day...
La la la
Short Shorts
*eating*
Untitled ;-)
Summer '05 Here I Come!!
I Miss Sophia....
It Was A Blast
You Have To Read This
:-(
*Ugh*
Yea, so I'm Bored
RaWr *wink*
Mother's Day
My Hands Are So Cold.....
OMG! I feel sick....oh, yuk
Writing
Went To Hospital....
*Sigh*
Mia Makes Me Mad
Went To Wally World
B O R E D ! ! ! !
No Title.....Yea
I Was On The News!!!
Awww......
Yea....
IT!!
Jaja and Flech!!!
I'm Napoleon!!! Sweet!
First Day of VaCaTiOn!!
I Updated!!!
Another Survey Like The One...
S u R v E y ! ! !
The Past....
At Home On A Thursday...
No Comment
In a Good Mood
A Random Survey To Pass The...
The Afterlife
Another Survery!!
No Plans Today
S U R V E Y!!!!
Hey Hey Hey!!
School is KILLING Me!!!
Make A Wish!!!
Wow, yesterday was soooo...
Grief...
I'm So Sorry, Please Forgive...
Jesus of Nazareth
Survey!!!!!!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
Boyz Boyz Boyz
I was such a DORK!!!
*SmOoChEs*
Redid Bible Reading
Tons of Christian Quotes and...
My Current Favorite Song
My Debate Amongst Myself
Hey There*
And so it all begins...
My Inner Beauty
Survey Survey Survey!!!
Me!!!
Reading Schedule...
SmarterChild Ugh
OOOOH!
Eeeeeeee!!!
Redid My Diary...Again
Bored
V A C A T I O N ! ! !
God, these people are CRAZY!
Men In Tights!!
Missing Sophia
Just Hangin' Out
I'm Okay
How Dare They Judge
About Me
The Phone Call of the Century
GOOGLE GUY REVENGE! PART I
A Sweet Story
Here I am...
HIP!
Sweet Pea
6 Sexy Dreams :-D
Call Me Aunt Nessie :-|
There I Updated
Long Time...No Writing
Merry Day After Christmas
My Daaarling
In Food's Class
At Mia's
Dom Killed Me :-(
Haven't Written In A While
Another Convo!!!
Down Down Down Down
ONE MORE FRICKEN DAY!!!
Updated....
Answers...
Bored...
Another Fantasy Of Dominic
Fantasies...of Dominic
Weekend...
family...
Dominic, My Cherry Pie, My...
Today Was Okay
Im Back! :-D
YAY! I Updated**
:-\
*An Entry About Dominic*
First Day :-\
First Day of School Tom.
Blah! and Happy!
~*Always*~
So Giddy
There is no way
Shopping Today
I HATE Team 5 >:-(
Home...
Going To My Dad's Today...
Love You When You Dance!
All The THings I Love!! <3
**DaZeD**
B-O-R-E-D
Crap,
Violet
Just Got Home
Just A Thought
Survey
Happy Day!
Bored....
I Told You I'd Be Gone For...
BACK AGAIN...(will be gone...
IM BACK!
Funtown Tomorrow (Bored)
HOBBITS!!!
Stoopid People~
Sparky
Errrrr
-=Always The Last To Know=-
Trying to Get my Act Together
I miss Sophia!
Talent Show Today...
I wish school was OVER!!
New Favorites...
SATURDAY!!!
Weeee
I UPDATED FINALLY!
~*This is my entry to u*~
DONT TALK TO ME
My last entry was nothing but...
I HATE VALERIE!!!!!!
Monday....I Hate Monday's
SUNDAYS SUCK!!!
So Much is happening
CODY IS A JERK!!!!
Friday Was Great!!! (yet...
I haven't talked All WEEK!!...
Some of my Favorite quotes...
Bored :-\ (still sad its...
SUNDAY!! :-(
OMG YES!!!!
Days Have Passed Quickly
Dirty Minded
~*LUM*~DEE~*DUM*~
~SwIrLy~
My Weekend Sucked and I...
I CAN
Some Dorks....
I'm Really Bored And....
wuts today??
Who I Like At My School...
Nevermind about the last...
VaCaTiOn!!!!
Haven't Talk for A While...
Argh.......
My Weekend Was Okay
No Title * :-(
A Poem I Wrote DO NOT COPY!!
This Is An INTERESTING...
OMG >:-(
Today Was Boring
Some More Thingys
Copied Some More Questions...
Oh and...
Sorry bout that
Everybody Sucks
Wuts up With that?
Im bak Again
I've Been Thinking
Tell me About Me
Glad It's Friday
Not that I hate My...
.........hi
Hello Everybodeeeeee!
:-p TeE hEe! :-D
9:53 Gotta Make This Quick
YES!
Really Pissed
A Little Pissed
Ow, my HAND!
I LOVE HALF DAYS!
Today*Was*So*Worth*It
*So*BoReD*