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| perfect.........ish | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by mormongirl07 | |
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"You say you feel like a natural person, you haven't got nothing to hide. So why do you feel imperfection cut like a sword in your side?" Under the Weather, KT Tunstall I wish I had an answer. Dear Diary, Kadee and I spent most of the day together, and it was good. I worry about her, but we had fun. We watched the OC for the first time in forever!!! Tonight we had fun. Sitting in the back of my mom's car talking and laughing and listening to my iPod. Emily is married! So strange. She's barely older than me... younger than Sarah... My nose is cold. Today was good. I got to see Kadee and a close friend. I haven't seen either in them in quite awhile. I woke up and decided to eat junk food, so that's all I ate all day. I watched the OC. I almost dyed my hair... lol. But... Okay. This is what I decided. Out of five children, I am the only one my parents expect to be perfect. I am to never make mistakes. I am never to disobey. I am never to have opinions that differ from theirs. I am never to be independent, yet I shouldn't depend on them... I want to make them proud, too... So I try to be perfect to make me happy because it makes them happy... eh... I'm too tired to think about this. It makes me tired. I just want... to not have to worry about being perfect... Love, Lisa Ann P.S. But... I do love my parents. P.S. I think I'm just feeling about five million different moods right now. So forgive me if this entry makes absolutely no sense or if it's just pathetic. Because really, feeling happy and lonely and at peace and troubled and scared and careless all at the same time... wow. You gotta cut me some slack. ;) |
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| 350 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Say Something! |
| WTF? | January 23rd, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by ineverdidit | |
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Feeling: grumpy
I don't like strange links. they hurt me |
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| 74 hit(s) | (1 comments) | lay it on me! |
| Sorry | September 2nd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by bobo | |
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[Re-posted, spam was slaughtering my comment box sorry morgan, your comment is gone] |
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| 164 hit(s) | (2 comments) | drop in |
| 184-MORTAL COMBAT! | February 16th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by photobyfrancis | |
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Listening to: Mortal combat
Feeling: giddy
~Britney Francis~ |
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| 215 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Come on! Click! |
| Waking up | November 20th, 2008 @ 3:58pm |
| by rubberduckiee | |
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I dunno. It's weird. Like something is changing but I don't know what it is or if it's good or bad. But oh well. Went to see James Bond last night with some friends. It was ok, not the best Bond movie ever. But ok. I feel so lame. I have two jobs, and still feel like I have so much extra time and whatever. But since I don't have a car it makes getting a third job a little difficult. Although I think that if I did get another job I'd maybe go start working with Hollie and Dan because they make like...quadruple (separately, not together) what I make. Yikes. I really do hate money sometimes. Dallan is coming home at the end of this month. Which is kind of weird, it doesn't seem like it's been two years already, but I suppose time has just flown. Hollie keeps telling me that I should marry him when he gets home. Why do I need to get married?? I'm just barely 19. I don't need to get married now. And besides, that would mean that Dallan would have to propose, so...yeah. Anyways. Don't want to get married. Just want to be ME for a while, whoever that is anymore. |
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| 8 hit(s) | (0 comments) | SPEAK |
| Eighty-nine | November 4th, 2008 @ 10:17pm |
| by justbreathe | |
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But then I realize it had to be done. He wasn't going to take me for who I am, and yet expected me to accept the drinking that he does. I'm walking away. |
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| 18 hit(s) | (0 comments) | * Poke * |
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