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I'm a MOTHA FUCKIN' p i m p
Listening to: 50 Cent- In Da Club
Feeling: horrible
hey everyone I know it has been forever & there's no use on *completely* updating you on my life since school got out because thats just a bunch of bull. =] Alrightyy well lets see Wednesdayy Doug left to go with his dad; so I haven't talked to him since then. :-/ oh well.. whatever. I miss him so0o much;;

Today I was supposed to go see Justin Hannel (( my best friend )) but no my dad because an ass and wouldn't let me go.. :-/ which i'm extremely pissed off about;; so yeah I had a pretty bad break down

Thats just how thing work with me.. I become so upset about so much shit & keep it all to myself but than when I finally let it out.. its over soemthing VERy small. :-/ but oh well.. so yeahh.. I have cuts all over my hand from punching my wall =D yeahhh oh well...

anywayy;; besides all that;; I have to baby (( 2 wk. old )) kittens that I have to feed every 3 hrs. all day;; & all through the night;; so there goes my freedom.. but ya know i'm sparing their lives.. & that makes me feel good they are so0o phuckin' adorable!!!! x0x

Hopefully Doug will be home tonight so I can finally talk to him. :-/ you have no idea how hard it is to go to sleep every night without talkin' to him & hearing him tell me that he loves me.. Its like a heart break every time I have to shut my eyes.

Doug starts work on Mondayy;; so this weekend is the last time I'm gonna get to hang out with him until nexX weekend. but OH well.. nothing I can do about it..

July 1- I start work.. which is going to be awesome.. I'm working at Dyberry Day Camp with the Mentally Handicap, Down Syndrom & Handicap kids :) I can't wait.. its going to be funN :)

Yeah well thats about all for now.. So I'll stop blabbing about all this shit that no one probably reads or even gives a FLYING FUCK about.. yeahhh thats about how I feel todayy.. no one cares; no one is here; why should they care; no one knows all the shit I've been through this year; do you care? NO SO FUCK OFF! :( :( :(


and the rain pours so hard out my window
reminding me of the happy times
until the thunder rolls in
I'm reminded of how horrible life truly is
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rly freakin bored!!
Listening to: my CDs and Limewire
Ok well lets see yesterday I went shooping and i got this rly nice skirt and shirt so i wore it to school today! Everyone loved it!!! Mr. P like hates us completely!!! and our concert is in 2 weeks!! ahhh lol which totally sucks ass!!!! haha but i think we r gonna do ok if he stops pushing us!! grr i hate whn he does tht! So there's this guy! and hes all i think about! and i wish/ hope he would like me like the way i like him!! but i kno it would never happen! he prolly likes someone else! which totally sucks ass!!! ok well thts about it of my shitty day, and enough of my blabbering....haha

leave the love! plz i need some love at the moment!

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33.purple and white
Hi again.

I think you guys get the procedure by now.


If you don't, read all the stuff on the entries 32 and 33.


Layout.


click me.



Prefs.

click me.



header code.

*remeber to take out the spaces!


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305 hit(s) (1 comments) | el commento?  
sometimes, i regret chaning my password on hiddenshadows to something i would never remember.

sometimes, i'd like to look back on all those entries, and wonder, where was the beginning.

where i started fucking up my life first.

though, it goes back farther than hiddenshadows, the fucked up shit,
but maybe i could be enlighten a wee bit....

about this fucked up shit.



*

I need something to take away stress.

ugh. I have no idea what...
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If this works, we're in good shape.
Welcome to the other side!
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