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can't you see you belong to me. ♥
Listening to: the sleeping -- still.
Feeling: better
I am feeling better.

I know now what my feelings are toward Clay,
I figured it all out.


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I can't waste my feelings on someone who doesn't care, he might have at one point. & I messed that up. But there's no point in putting my feelings out there. & getting hurt.

Im done.

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I need to just move on.



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matthewjerusalem
Listening to: my boo-usher f alicia keys.
Feeling: dandy
I’ve had to live without you for almost two days. What do they know I’ve seen you everyday. Whether it was two hours Or five minutes. Those spans of time are the ones I look forward to most when I open my eyes at sunrise. They’re the ones that consume my thoughts When they stand there and preach their laws of cosine and sine. They’re the ones that somehow manage to flow into my every thought and envelope my every desire. The ones that keep me awake at night, And make me wonder what I could have possibly done to deserve someone as perfect and amazing as you. But they’re the ones that put me to sleep at night. They’re the comfort I seek in your arms, only Second best. Have I told you, you’re the last thing I see when I lay my head upon my pillow and put my thoughts to rest, and the first thing I wake up to when the rooster calls? I can’t fathom what I would do if you were to stop talking to me, stop holding me, stop creating the bubble of security you do. Have I yet to mention your eyes? How I could stare into them for hours Upon hours Upon hours. Upon end? They swallow me, leaving spots of sea salt on my fingertips, you know how when sea salt evaporates, you have little spots left? That’s what your eyes do to me, imprint themselves on the inside of my eyelids. I like how we’ve never made out, you’ve never pressured me into anything I didn’t want to do. I like how I don’t have to question whether or not you like me. I like how it’s all there. The fact that you’re magical.
247 hit(s) (0 comments) | droppings.  
tonight we're getting unpredictable.

today [ periods 1-4 ] are the last day of full classes.
I cant even believe it.
school is almost over.
monday and tuesday are finals.
wednesday is regents.
the 21st is a regents.

I was talking to cj, nicole and jessica and we cant even believe it.
i'm going to miss them so much, I think out of all the people that signed my yearbook and were like. omg call me.
they're the only ones i'd really call.
they were my good friends this year :]

i looove them guys.
I dont want to be a senior, im going to cry.
when I graduate. im going to cry.
ill miss all my friends, they mean the world to me.
S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 !

hm.
ohmygawd.
last night, nigel was being cute.
I love him when he's like this.
and it's amazing because his girlfriend has another boyfriend so I doubt that they'd get back together anytime soon.
I know that's what he wants, but maybe for the better of things, they dont get back together.
or maybe just for the sake of me. :]

anyways.
he asked for my number, and I told him a lot of things i've never felt comfortable telling him before.
but last night I felt comfortable.
he's amazing.
he doesnt want me getting all hung up on him when something better comes along.
and I told him that I havent found anything better than him, i think he's the best person i've ever met.
i want to be with him.
but with school ending, nothing would really work out.
but you know, i dont know.

im going to go, not like I have anything better to do.
..


it's a chemical embrace that kicks you in the head
to a pure synthetic sympathy that infuriates you totally
and a quiet lie that makes you wanna scream and shout
S2.
78 hit(s) (0 comments) | oh pretenders.  
[249].*.I Believe in yesterday.
Listening to: Lennon.
Feeling: sane
I hate how everything that I used to know is changing.
I hate how people who I used to be such good friends with, I really don't even know them anymore.
It's just happening so fast, it's too overwhelming when I finally realize it.
This year just went by so quickly.
It scares me.
I hate how I want something so bad, yet I could never have it.
476 hit(s) (0 comments) | COMMENT XO  
myspace nahhhh
Listening to: buttons
Feeling: asleep
omg im soo tired from school..yeah anyways i dont use this anymore much cause i have myspace and stuff sooo yah...thats y im not on.ok yeah thats it byeee

much love
Vika
232 hit(s) (2 comments) | I dare u  
X-I hate this.-X
I love how I feel like shit.
I look like shit.
Tears running down my face, hair all messy, my jeans and shirt with tear marks everywhere...

And the only person who can make it all better isn't around.
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