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Friends of Venomeyes
| So long... so familiar | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by eyes2match | |
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Listening to: hum
I have a headache. She looked at my eyes today... she says there was no color in them... that they were the darkest gray she'd ever seen... I looked at them a couple minutes ago... they are nearly black... they are fucking dark.... and when i got up close i could see little tiny shafts of pale pale bluish gray... I hurts.....she threw it at my head. She put acid on my eyeshadow.... "Kloby" was nice enough to warn me about that... Mom is angry. We offered her a place to fucking stay if her father beat her. AND THIS IS HOW I AM REPAID??? Chambray said they're threatening to jump me. I want to die..... I will either way. whether I do it or not. It's scarier thinking that someday I'll be lying in a bed and I will just vanish.... It's scarier than having control of it... I'm going to take a pill... drink one of those things tomorrow if they're still any good...... There is nothign without pain. I feel daggers in my side with every step i take.... every thought is like a knife... All I ever wanted was love...... the little online dating heart on my searchbar looks like its bleeding. what a coincidence. |
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| 81 hit(s) | (1 comments) | dry the tears |
| August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm | |
| by bloodyvalntine | |
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| 130 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Cut Me Deeper |
| no idea | May 17th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by kodajazzwolf | |
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| 231 hit(s) | (2 comments) | till death |
| Hehe....blood....hehe.... | January 21st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by insanespaz | |
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Listening to: Alkaline Trio: This Could Be Love
Feeling: hyper
Captians Log:I feel gay and constipated.....interesting isn't it?Well if you're me its the same shit but a different day....hahahahahahaha go figure. |
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| 91 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Slaughter |
| i dont want a conversation | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by reptile | |
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Listening to: Sugarcult: crying
today has really sucked assssssss. i just want to curl up in a little ball and cry my..... .......heart...... out. i want to eat icecream and everything else taht is bad for me. but i can't right now because it is 11:02 pm. too late to eat. i should really not be on the computer. i should be in my room "sleeping" ive felt disgusting the last few nights i've gone to sleep. because i found a distraction. a horrible, but wonderful distraction. and i cannot speak of it. i feel to bad about it. i wish i could get around more people and have more to do. plainly put, i wish school started less than one month and 3 days away. i know i'm going to hate it once it starts... but for now... i'll pretend like it will be my salvation. many things could be my salvation at this point. i need to pretend like i dont care. it will make so many things so much easier and i wont have to hide sharp things from myself. i hide them, but i know where they're hidden. how stupid is that? i am changing myself. not really physically. too late to lose enough weight... but the way i am is too delicate. even if it is nice to be fragile... i need to make people think my shell has hardened. make it harder to get to me. be bolder. braver. but... iknow it is wishful thinking... i'm just not like that. i am me. fragile, stupid, fat girl. easy feelings, easy to hurt, fun... like pauls shirt says.... pain is inevitable. struggle is optional. im sick of choosing the harder of the options. i give up. |
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| 103 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Bite Me |
| CRADLE | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by lillithrysa | |
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Listening to: AVRIL LAVIGNE: SLIPPED AWAY
Feeling: dead
WHERE I WILL KNOW I MEAN SOMETHING MY CRADLE I WANT MY LOVED ONES TO COMFORT ME WITH LOVING WORDS AND VOICES I WANT TO BE HELD CLOSE TO THE WARMTH OF THEIR HEARTS AND CRY MY CRADLE I WANT THE ANGELS TO WELCOME ME WITH OPEN ARMS AND WELCOMING SMILES I WANT THEM TO HUG ME AND TELL ME IT'S OKAY TO CRY SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO DIE TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL... TO CHEAT... LET THEM PUT ME IN A WOODEN BOX MY CRADLE SOMETIMES I WANT TO GO TO HEAVEN WHERE GOD WILL HOLD ME AND LOVE ME AND TELL ME IT'S ALL OKAY THE QUESTION IS... HOW OFTEN TO I ACTUALLY BELIEVE IN GOD LATELY? |
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| 119 hit(s) | (0 comments) | blackout |
| Wow | April 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xneonxdeathx | |
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Hey and guess what i've been away! many changes. now forced to take pills. but yeah. i'm not a good girl and they just get to deal with it. |
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| 96 hit(s) | (0 comments) | lite brite |
| happy | January 9th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by billiejoe | |
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Listening to: none
Always wanting to come out and play Practice is something hardly ever heard Playing has never been hard Yelling all day afar |
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| 69 hit(s) | (2 comments) | drop dead |
| about two freinds | March 26th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by killingkyle | |
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she got worse grades in Drawing then she did in chemistry. and she is grounded for even longer again. she never even go ungrounded. all this stuff that she is doing is all because of my other freind. they were in love and now one disappeared and the other one went crazy and sad and so now neither talk to me and its my fault i think for telling one that the otehr loved her, when i should have just let them fight and then they would be frends again, and still hide the love they shared. but now i thinkt hey hate me and hate eachother. becaus eno one talkes to the otehr. someone tell me how i can fix this please. |
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| 79 hit(s) | (4 comments) | leave comment |
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