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Friends of Vakkergotisk
| [708]Identity | February 15th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by bottledemotion | |
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Unfortunately, at some point in the past three years, I let some unfamiliar force take control of my life. This unfamiliar force is what I believe to be a metamorphasis. I am reaching a new chapter in my life, and I am forced to let go of the old. I cannot stay the same forever ... that very thought is unsettling. I wonder if the transition from adolescence to adulthood will feel like the time I felt my childhood slip through my fingertips. I remember the day my youthful energy diminished and my soul was no longer as carefree as a child's. I am losing my identity. Adulthood carries with it so many demands, yet so few rewards. |
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| 1584 hit(s) | (5 comments) | What of my soul? |
| ATTENTION CITIZENS!!! | November 18th, 2008 @ 2:31pm |
| by joltbloodedpsycho | |
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Listening to: Eeeeek!!!!
Feeling: glorious
That is all. ~-=Quote Of The Day=-~
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| 656 hit(s) | (30 comments) | sit on my face |
| Starving, Itching, Burning | December 8th, 2008 @ 11:53pm |
| by sobyootiful | |
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Listening to: Hive(Ultrasonic Sound)
Feeling: tired
That day creeps slowly toward me I want to forget about everything for this whole week...then next week I want to forget about anything but him. five months is far too long, but finally we're in the closing week. He's so close I can almost taste him. I can almost feel the warmth from his neck. I can almost smell his skin. I can nearly touch his face. I'm very excited to spend the rest of my life with this man; through the amazing, fantastic times and through the awful, horrible times. We will go together. |
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| 172 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Sweet Rhapsody |
| Run Away! | December 22nd, 2008 @ 2:50pm |
| by notlaudable | |
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| 62 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Dare me to |
| 05 | July 26th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by onelove | |
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| 331 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| cracks in the floor | October 23rd, 2008 @ 10:37am |
| by pyroclasticlux | |
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my grandmother died today just after midnight. today is/was her 90th birthday. we were rather close; as such, i am not taking this particularly well. i realise that things haven't been well for her in awhile; she's had congestive heart failure issues for three years now, and she has become increasingly weak during the past five days. i am glad she is not miserable anymore, and likewise happy that she can finally be with my grandfather again,...but ...ugh. damn it. DAMN IT. FREAKING DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was going to ring her this morning and wish her a happy birthday, and mum & i arranged for flowers to be sent for her today. mum & dad & i were going to visit on sunday and have a small party to celebrate her birthday. i didn't know her phone number was the same at her assisted living flat until late last night; i could have talked to her sooner!!!! why didn't i ask about that when she moved in there??? and i didn't want to pass my cold onto her because she was so weak already, and i knew it could've been disastrous, so i was waiting until i felt better before visiting. why do i have to be bloody sick so damn often???!?!??! why didn't i check the number and ring her earlier??????????? ...[sigh.] i am going to avoid the internet and general human interaction for awhile. this is the saddest day, and the ones to come are only going to get worse. i miss her more than is possible to articulate. )'= ______ thursday, 23 october 2008 10h42 CDT |
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| 666 hit(s) | (4 comments) | fan mail |
| December 15th, 2008 @ 9:30pm | |
| by gillette | |
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in an unorthodox fashion it slurs and burps, strips and teases binges and purges. i tripped over the wire-thin line that separates carelessness from happiness. (you, too, would have slipped) ego defender. i never lose. i've seen these cards, played this game and made the same bets. (a slap across the face. a red burning mark. but i wanted a spanking in the behind.) |
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| 131 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| January 8th, 2009 5:05pm | |
| by softasylum | |
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and i'm laughing about it. - i need to do something exhilarating. i am bored of this routine. work. eat. sleep. panic. repeat. besides greek christmas, there was absolutely nothing interesting about this past week. i, also, realised that i am in fact two weeks late, not one. i'm waiting for the hysteria to wear off. there might be an alien-like creature growing inside of me. there might be an alien-like creature growing inside of me! in my head, when i try to picture the fetus in the womb, i always make it look more terrorizing than it should be. usually there's green goo surrounding it and it has a pair of monster fangs and what not. it's probably because of the horror i associate with being pregnant. i am still laughing about it. really. i am a fucking nut. that's all. i need sleep and, for the first time in three months, i am really missing the numbing effects of codeine. |
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| 33 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Erotic Polititians |
| Worst day. | November 21st, 2008 @ 11:28pm |
| by candi | |
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Feeling: sad
You left me today. I don't believe you, though. If I act like nothing is wrong between us, you'll eventually come back. ...Right? i'm falling apart, but I won't admit it to myself yet. |
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| 341 hit(s) | (1 comments) | leave comment |
| day eleven | January 7th, 2009 @ 4:45pm |
| by lookslikenight | |
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| 14 hit(s) | (1 comments) | that bad? |
| 923 | January 7th, 2009 @ 9:32pm |
| by advertisement | |
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Listening to: choreography piece
Feeling: worried
Cooperating Courses Environmental Toxicology Water Quality and Pollution Senior Capstone (Soil/Water Case Study) Analytical Writing (Engl 2010) Environmental Soil Chemistry Soil Analytical Techniques ... For the first time in my university career, all my courses are working together in some synergistic combination of awesome. I love applying science to my interests. I love dirt! Nail biting report: haven't bit since 27 Dec! That gross bitter nail polish is working excellently. |
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| 68 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Am I Real? |
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