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Friends of Useless
| February 14th, 2007 @ 12:00am | |
| by sopointless | |
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yes? here. and here (please!) |
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| 359 hit(s) | (0 comments) | kgsks do it. |
| August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm | |
| by ilovetheleafs | |
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Wish I was too dead to cry, my self affliction fades. So dies all innocence. And I donβt feel like I am strong enough. Sometimes everything is wrong. And the lightning flashes in her eyes and he knows that she knows. Do you even care if I die bleeding? And in the end we'll fall apart. |
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| 562 hit(s) | (7 comments) | Temptation |
| {100} MADE IT!! | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by flameheart | |
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dude, yesterday was friggin hell! I sat at home all day and had nothing to do. i kept asking my brother if he wanted to go outside, but nooooooo he didn't, friggin hell. O well..... I need a life, or atleast a boyfriend. anyone open? ok disregard that last little bit there. I think i am going crazy. at the strangest moments this feeling of living alone for rest of my life comes over me. And that scares me. I am sure some people know what i mean damn i got to stop being so emo. I never really used to care, but now for some reason i do. I turned 16 and i have never had a boyfriend, now thats sad! O well, screw all of you happy-in-love people. Really, i hate all of you x_x not really, but seeing people happy just makes me upset more. i am like a little rich bastard that wants everything and can't get what she wants. I want a relationship, and it is the last thing i can get. I could probably get a degree in math before i could get anyone to hold me. yeah...and i hate math. screw all you happy people in the world, its my time to be selfish and upset. comment all of you lonely people. I don't want to hear anything about how i will find someone soon. soon as in when? I have waited 16 years, isn't that enough? ahh fuck....emo entry again..... but really, this is how i feel. Alone, cold, and in need of a hug. and no one to give me one. no one really ever comments on my emo entries. i would like some, but no cliche crap thats going to make me feel worse. [xeditx] Well thomas and adam are over now. I am friggin bored. I think later i am going to go bug them downstairs. I can hear them. I dunno who is playing but whatever. bahhh boredom, i need a life. or somemore friends. I am starting to feel like the random sister that tags along with everyone. you know almost a 5th wheel type thing. o well, i am good for somthing i know it....just haven't figured out what that somthing is. o well i have nothing to do here so i am going to go bug them. I would talk to andrew, but he is a bum and never really talks back, so i end up saying i hate him. o well. comment all of you! |
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| 497 hit(s) | (4 comments) | Make me _____ you |
| #365 its gone | December 29th, 2008 @ 12:05am |
| by sandman | |
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fuck i actually do, i feel like utter shit, theres a gurl that likes me and im fucking breaking her heart cause i cant decide if im ready or not to try again and i wanna be, i just cant get over myself. there you go, to all you who said it your right I CANT FUCKING GET OVER MYSELF FUCK ALL YOU. |
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| 83 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Revillusion |
| finally | November 19th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by nikki3405 | |
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Feeling: depressed
1) summer was awesome. wenever i wasnt at home working i was with sheldon. however cuz of this i lost all my friends. 2) dog got put down june 7th because he had a tumor and cancer. he was creamated 3)started school at fleming college. taking general arts and science. its a joke course. so easy and retarded 4) got on the F.A.S.T team for campus (first aid support team) 5)came home for thanksgiving and found out my mom had lung cancer since july. by the time i saw my mom she had already been through radiation and everyhting and was in really bad condition. got mad and couldnt handle it so i took off at 2am and went to sheldons. week and a half later got a call at school from my dad "your mother is in the hospital. get home asap" so i packed my stuff and rushed home. spent 7 hours in the hospital with my mom whom was hooked up to oxggen ivs and other shit. she was asleep the entire time. she opened her eyes and looked at me wen the nurse came in to give her a needle. and seeing the look in her eyes wen she looked at me was terrible. later that night sheldon came down. then 5am the next mornign we get a call from the hospital "shes gotten worse" so my dad left to go there. an hour later he came back "your mother passed away 2minutes before i got there" cried basically all day reading her journals that she had written within 2 of the months she was sick. then the funeral and wake came. longest day ever. burried in her my clothes cuz she didnt have nice dress clothes, put barkley in her arms, and ya. btw. she had lung cancer which was fast approaching, spread to her brain and liver. 6)school has never been the same. not movitated to go anymore. skipping bout 5-8 classes a week. not sleeping at night. 7) got really mad one night that my dad didnt tell me my mom was sick till it was too late. the last time i saw her before she was noticibly sick was the day i moved into school. anyway, i got mad and punched my mirror. didnt end well. 8) sheldons dad and his new gf (whom r living together in there new house) seem to be tryin to split us up. 9) sheldon and mine 1 year is thursday (3 days) |
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| 337 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Leave one! |
| crule but true | February 4th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by willy | |
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now i hope this one has cleared up most problems with ppl and their opinions. so infact, im thinknig i might acctually start adding more enterys. and just cause i do that, does'nt mean im bragging. so, for ya'll who enjoy reading this thing, Heather, then please. sit back and enjoy.. MY LIFE!! |
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| 318 hit(s) | (6 comments) | ROCK ON!! |
| Love? | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by socrazy | |
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I think we all believe that we're in love with the person we're in a relationship with. And we try so hard to believe it, because we're all afraid of being alone in the end. Sure some say they're fine, and for all I know maybe they are. But they're probably trying to convince themselves they don't need anyone, or that one-day they'll meet the person they're supposed to be with. Do we ever really know, not just try to convince ourselves? Now don't go thinking that this means I'm contemplating things about Adam. Because I'm not, it was just something that randomly popped into my head while reading old entries and thinking. (You can breathe a sigh of relief Adam, it's not going to be a repeat of last year for you. As long as last summer for me doesn't occur, which I know won't happen.) Also we survived me being gone for a week, so I know it's okay. Vincent Kennedy McMahon "If you have a relationship that can survive being away from one another. The bond will grow stronger. But if it breaks at one infraction, you never really had anything at all." Sandman (Adam), August 11, 2005. #48 A New Beginning. That was all that was written. I believe it was written in the middle of July, I really should start putting dates on everything I write. lol. Later, Meaghan. |
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| 323 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Make my day worse |
| Are You a Sub-Standard Person? | August 31st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by dontsniffpaint | |
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Do you feel [insert teenage subculture] makes you feel unique or defiant? Is the letter U considered a word when writing to your friends on msn? Is the word friend something you only apply to people known over the internet or internet based games? I.e. Guild Wars, Everquest. Final Fantasy XI. Does the thought of walking any distance frighten or disgust you? When taking time to read is it a TV guide, or celebrity propaganda magazines? Did you vote for George Bush? Are you George Bush or in anyway related to the Bush family? Do you think homosexuals are people? Are you a homosexual/Bisexual/Transsexual? Do you believe in Angels? Do you think the world would be a better place with world wide peace? Do you feel life is sanctioned? Does thought frighten or bewilder you? Do you follow the latest fashion trends? Are you obsessing over bands, with the zeal of a religious fanatic? Were you born with any strange oddities? I.e. extra toes Do you refute Gods existence? Do you believe in Destiny? Do you count your carbs? Are you a supporter of hippie beliefs? Do you think moral fiber is something in your diet? Do you hate your government (applies to western civilization only)? Do you do drugs (omitting alcohol)? Did you drop out of high school because you were pregnant or too stupid? Do you piddle away your youth on countless hours validating your life by emotionally attaching yourself to others? Is suicide your first solution to any problem you come across? Have you ever failed at committing suicide? Do you have a ridiculous fear of something harmless? I.e. balloons, bullets, tin foil When in conversation do you often find yourself gossiping or blowing hot air just to fill in the silence because you have nothing relevant to talk about? Does the idea of raping and touching small children turn you on? Do you listen to rap/country? Are you a rapper/country singer? (assuming what they do is singing) Have you ever had or considered plastic surgery in an attempt to look more appealing? (because everyone knows plastic is a real turn on) Do you or your friends enjoy watching reality TV shows? Do adult cartoons turn you on? Are you above the age of 7 and still wear your base ball cap backwards? When articulating a sentence, does the word fuck appear more than once? Do you or anyone you know stalk ex-boyfriends/girlfriends? (This is your fault too because you arent stopping them) Do you use terms like, newbie, blogger, liberal or new age often in your day-to-day language? Answering yes to anymore than 5 of these and you are indeed less than a person. Answering yes to 10 or more and the residence of a mass grave is the only crowd you'd fit in with. |
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| 270 hit(s) | (0 comments) | give me praise |
| A Love Letter By Ludwig Van Beethoven | June 3rd, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by mcrbaby | |
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Listening to: Sex And The City: The Movie Soundtrack - Sex And The City Theme
Feeling: lucky
I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. ever thine ever mine ever ours |
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| 222 hit(s) | (0 comments) | .Χ.Comment.Χ. |
| Why?? | July 15th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by catchmyfall | |
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Feeling: confused
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| 385 hit(s) | (0 comments) | to.live.is.to.die |
| 205 | December 29th, 2008 @ 12:38am |
| by crusader | |
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I am everyone...and no one. Call me...Darkman - Darkman Been a while. Not much has changed. May have at last found some small measure of companionship. It is comforting. |
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| 52 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Am I Evil? |
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