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| More and more features | Monday, September 15th, 2008 |
| by news | |
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- the Comment Browser is back - the Friend Browser is back - Sitdiary chat now has smileys |
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| 1765 hit(s) | (12 comments) | respond |
| October 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by pinkpaperflowa | |
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| 54 hit(s) | (2 comments) | leave comment |
| dearest rach | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by suicidalscars | |
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Feeling: tortured
there are no words to describe how worried and sick i feel right now. everything that could go wrong is running through my head at the highest velocity possible. i cant help but think that if you're hurt then it's my fault. horrible things wont stop harassing my eyes; your father doing something again, you hurting yourself to the point of no return, someone else harming you. its becoming unbearable. i dont know what i would do if i lost you, my dearest dearest rachael. i love you so much; you have absolutely no idea how much i care for you. i feel like we're connected somehow. like we were meant to met and help each other. these minutes wont go by quick enough so that i can run home and get on msn to hopefully see you on there and be reassured that you, my darling rachael, my sister, my better half, are ok. i would be dead without you. i cannot stand the thought of losing you. i cant bear to even think of that because i fear that i will break down and cry until i cant cry anymore. i cant lose you, too. no, not you. you're too important to me. i've already lost someone important to me, but they aren't nearly as important to you. i'm praying to a false god that i've never believed in that nothing is wrong and that you're just in one of those moods where you say things that you dont mean. oh my god rachael, im dying right now not knowing whats going on with you. i swear that i would do anything to help you! i would sell drugs, i would steal, i would sell myself to drunk men on the streets, i would kill to help you and make sure that you were ok. if you need to get away from there, i will work anyway possible until i have enough money to fly you over here, just to make sure that you are safe and ok. i would die for you rachael. i love you so much. god, i hope that you are ok. . .please tell me that you are ok and that nothing has happened to you. please, just leave me at least one word telling me that you're ok. please, oh god, please let you be ok. . . i love you more than any words can say chelsea |
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| 624 hit(s) | (1 comments) | otep saves |
| ...it's my birthday... | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by saveyourself55 | |
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Listening to: the.starting.line-best.of.me
Feeling: optimistic
my 18th birthday is today! [leo's are rad ♥.] |
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| 163 hit(s) | (8 comments) | ♥ |
| blahblahbreakup. | September 30th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by wallflower | |
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I just want my life back. Today I am going to some Animania festival thing with Rachel and her fiance. Exciting. Tomorrow, nothing, next day charles' piercing maybe, next day, nothing, next day jason webley show. Woot. And all this, all of this, is without you, but you're the only one I will be thinking about, wondering where you are and who you love now. And then I see you, and it only makes things worse. Like yesterday at the movies, when you got mad for the silliest of things (and okay, I did too) and I can just never work out if you want me around or not. You call it paranoia, I call it being constantly insulted and then wondering why. What the fuck. This is us a few weeks before we broke up the first time. Me, taking pregnancy tests and texting you the result. You, drunk on a bus home from a party you didn't invite me to (okay, so I didn't know the girl, so?), too freaked out to text back. This is me a few days before, wondering if I am pregnant because my period is god knows how many days or weeks late and trying on bras and thinking only of you, buying condoms and shampoo, and you sitting at home watching tv and not even thinking about it. Probably talking to your best friend who you are now in love with more than you ever loved me. I always loved you too much. I was always too obsessed. I was then and I am now. And thousands upon thousands of buckets of wishes on shooting stars could not change that. I should know, I have tried. |
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| 145 hit(s) | (0 comments) | O____o |
| never update | April 3rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by cutthepain | |
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hope things are going good with everyone... your past is behind you, the only thing you need to carry from it, is the things you once learned |
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| 191 hit(s) | (1 comments) | ignore me |
| tonight we're getting unpredictable. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by fadedxdreams | |
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today [ periods 1-4 ] are the last day of full classes. I cant even believe it. school is almost over. monday and tuesday are finals. wednesday is regents. the 21st is a regents. I was talking to cj, nicole and jessica and we cant even believe it. i'm going to miss them so much, I think out of all the people that signed my yearbook and were like. omg call me. they're the only ones i'd really call. they were my good friends this year :] i looove them guys. I dont want to be a senior, im going to cry. when I graduate. im going to cry. ill miss all my friends, they mean the world to me. S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! hm. ohmygawd. last night, nigel was being cute. I love him when he's like this. and it's amazing because his girlfriend has another boyfriend so I doubt that they'd get back together anytime soon. I know that's what he wants, but maybe for the better of things, they dont get back together. or maybe just for the sake of me. :] anyways. he asked for my number, and I told him a lot of things i've never felt comfortable telling him before. but last night I felt comfortable. he's amazing. he doesnt want me getting all hung up on him when something better comes along. and I told him that I havent found anything better than him, i think he's the best person i've ever met. i want to be with him. but with school ending, nothing would really work out. but you know, i dont know. im going to go, not like I have anything better to do. .. it's a chemical embrace that kicks you in the head to a pure synthetic sympathy that infuriates you totally and a quiet lie that makes you wanna scream and shout S2. |
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| 184 hit(s) | (0 comments) | oh pretenders. |
| New Year. | December 31st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by bamargera838 | |
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Feeling: lazy
I'm not doing shit. |
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| 302 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Lay it on me... |
| Battle of the Bands!! | February 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by slowlybreaking | |
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Listening to: fall out boy - slept w/ someone from fallout boy...
Feeling: ecstatic
The bands will probably suck but the time is gonna rock!!! Oh yeah!! |
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| 34 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Criticize Me |
| sorry guys | January 14th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xxlayoutsxx | |
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im really sorry guys!! if you want you can go to my personal pages. www.xanga.com/xinc0mpl3t3 www.myspace.com/xinc0mpl3t3 much love guys, and im really sorry. thank you guys for the support and coming to my site! LOVE YOU! |
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| 875 hit(s) | (5 comments) | need help? |
| Baked goods make me cry. | June 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xburiedalie3 | |
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i'm in jersey! FINALLY. haha :] i might go to the lake today, but i probably won't, cause i'm really tired and bored and don't feel like doing anything today :] eh, plus i have to bake 2 cakes for the bake sale on Saturday because stupid me offered to do it so dawn didn't have to pshh why must i be so nice? :] haha oh well byeee! :] |
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| 171 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Comment or die. |
| 1 Septemer 2005 | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by squee | |
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Listening to: No Doubt - Bathwater
Moving schools sucks, but at least I have a friend there who I can trust, and who I actually like. Bulmershe is full of Chavs; more to than Ryiesh!!! Oh well... Going to this Battle of the bands thing tomorrow night with Fona and Jess. Im supporting my friend Olly's band, Blood Blister. It should be fun I guess... SHOPPING TOMORROW WITH SAMMY ASWELL, WOOT!!! |
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| 253 hit(s) | (1 comments) | squee? |
| *119* Contact Info | August 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by razrbladedeath | |
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Listening to: Madonna
Feeling: annoyed
Thank you! my livejournal: http://www.livejournal.com/users/feariemagic7/ my myspace: http://myspace.com/kimmi_7 my vampirefreaks account: http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=punkvampire69 aim: bloodravn7 email: liltwistedfreak77@yahoo.com Add me!! I love friends! |
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| 472 hit(s) | (5 comments) | your thoughts here |
| Somthing is WRONG!!! | May 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by sweetsunrise | |
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I tried to put icons on here and they totally woulnt go on i think it is because of the site thats having technical difficulites so ill be back then everything is fixed Thanks bloggers |
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| 1213 hit(s) | (10 comments) | Oh These Icons |
| New layout!!! | October 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by help | |
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I haven't spoken to scott in a very long time but I hope I do soon so we can start working on the main page. LEO, scott's minion. p.s. check the entry below if you wish to be added among the lists. |
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| 726 hit(s) | (66 comments) | HELP! |
| August 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by fallingup69 | |
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> > > > > >My name is Sarah > > > > > > > I am but three, > > > My eyes are swollen > > > I cannot see, > > > I must be stupid > > > > I must be bad, > > > What else could have made > > > My daddy so mad? > > > I wish I were better > > > > I wish I weren't ugly, > > > Then maybe my mommy > > > Would still want to hug me. > > > I can't speak at all > > > > I can't do a wrong > > > Or else I'm locked up > > > All the day long. > > > When I awake I'm all alone > > > > The house is dark > > > My folks aren't home > > > When my mommy does come > > > I'll try and be nice, > > > > So maybe I'll get just > > > One whipping tonight. > > > Don't make a sound! > > > I just heard a car > > > > My daddy is back > > > From Charlie's Bar. > > > I hear him curse > > > My name he calls > > > > I press myself > > > Against the wall > > > I try and hide > > > From his evil eyes > > > > I'm so afraid now > > > I'm starting to cry > > > He finds me weeping > > > He shouts ugly words, > > > > He says its my fault > > > That he suffers at work. > > > He slaps me and hits me > > > And yells at me more, > > > > I finally get free > > > And I run for the door. > > > He's already locked it > > > And I start to bawl, > > > > He takes me and throws me > > > Against the hard wall. > > > I fall to the floor > > > With my bones nearly broken, > > > And my daddy continues > > > With more bad words spoken. > > > "I'm sorry!", I scream > > > But its now much too late > > > His face has been twisted > > > > Into unimaginable hate > > > The hurt and the pain > > > Again and again > > > Oh please God, have mercy! > > > > Oh please let it end! > > > And he finally stops > > > And heads for the door, > > > While I lay there motionless > > > > Sprawled on the floor > > > > > > My name is Sarah > > > And I am but three, > > > Tonight my daddy > > > > Murdered me. > > > > > > There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. > > > And you can help. > > > > > > Sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and > > > don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, cause you > > > > would have to be one heartless person to not be > > > effected by this story. And because you are effected, do > > > something about it!! So all I am asking you to do, is take > > > some time to send this on and acknowledge that this > > >stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our > > >society, > > > and I pray for child abuse to wither out and die, > > > but also pray for the safety of our youth. > > > > > > Please pass this poem on because as crazy as it might > > >sound, it might just indirectly change a life. Hey, you NEVER know. > > >Please put this on your site if you are *~*~*AGAINST CHILD > > >ABUSE *~*~* > > > |
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| 339 hit(s) | (0 comments) | thoughtless? |
| January 29th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by sweetrevenge | |
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| 234 hit(s) | (0 comments) | I'm not your star |
| downtown | December 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by regret1001 | |
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| 75 hit(s) | (0 comments) | pass the bong |
| [ rEQUESTS. ] | January 31st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by iconsforyou | |
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If you would like me to make you an icon make sure you follow these steps. 1. Leave a comment on this entry! Don't leave one on any other one because I will not see it. 2. When you leave a comment make sure to include the following information. + Username on your most used account + What you want the icon to say + What colours your want me to use 3. IF you want an image on the icon, make sure to put in your request what kind of image you want ex. Rain or A picture of converse 4. If you want a SPECIFIC image make sure to include in your request that you want a SPECIFIC IMAGE and then make an entry on your diary that is titled SPECIFIC IMAGE and have the image in that entry. It would also help if it was small. I will leave a comment once I have gotten the image telling you that you cna delete the entry. 5. ENJOY and possibly leave a comment telling me if you liked it or didn't like it. I appreciate both positive and negative critisism. 6. Add me too your friends list. It would be greatly appreciated. ¢¾ d A Z Z L E |
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| 297 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Requests:*♥ |
| 23-Cancer | February 20th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by irockhardcore | |
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Listening to: Sublime
Feeling: sane
I am so scared. I don't know what to do... And I am suppose to be moving back to MA. I feel like I am losing comtrol of my life. Not that anyone will read this though. =/ |
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| 516 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Kiss Me |
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