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Friends of Tomorrowstrish
| GO SABRES! | May 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by pnkrckr420e | |
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| 97 hit(s) | (2 comments) | come on...spill |
| Back again. | September 14th, 2008 @ 11:42am |
| by iloveslipknot | |
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Listening to: none
Feeling: tired
Wow. I just readed all my old entrys. I was a crazy girl. Its amazing how people change in little time. I can't believe this site is still up. -danielle |
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| 188 hit(s) | (2 comments) | CHAOS!! |
| Long time no write | July 2nd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by luvablelushh | |
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Feeling: liberated
Ok. So it's summer time once again and this summer is a tad different than the rest. This is the summer of my Junior year which means next year I will be a senior which is absolutely fabulous because to put it lightly, my school is a hellhole. I bought myself a guinea pig the other day. Her name is Delilah. She's a sweetheart. She makes me melt. Hahaa! I want to buy her a bigger cage and I would like to do that today but I don't know if I will have the time. I would like to get laundry done as well. At any rate, I do love this little dork and I am fairly excited about my new addition. Now I don't feel so alone when I come home to this stupid empty house. Speaking of which, I have come to the conclusion that I have grown a bad addiction to the mouse. An addiction that has taken over my life. It's like all I ever want to do is be at work and all I ever think about is work. I'm reading now so I don't feel so compelled to think about work and because I do love reading. Just finished Nicholas Sparks' The Guardian. Very cute story I must say. I really want to get this little shit a new house. She's so adorable. I need to give her a hiding place and everything. She brings a lot of light to my life, believe it or not. Everyone knows that I am not normally a pet person, but when I saw her in the store I literally fell in love. "I want this one!" were my exact words. ahaha. Anyways, back to my work situation. It's very sad... I hate talking about it. I never want to leave, EVER! It seriously makes me all.. gloomy to think that I can't spend the rest of my life at that place. I hate losses and this will most definitely be the biggest one I have ever encountered. That's why I work so much because I know I won't be there forever. Then I get tired. It's a catch 22. Very annoying. I should take some time off. maybe after Florida. We'll see how the week goes when I come back. Hopefully I will have a lot of fun and everything will be just dandy!!! :) I need to get out in this good weather.. I NEED TO! Plus i gotta get Delilah some home stuff. Yes. But first i need to do my laundry. I work tomorrow so my uniform needs to be clean by then. Alright. I got some of my thoughs out there. We'll try again tomorrow. |
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| 556 hit(s) | (0 comments) | is this thing on? |
| 193. summer oh seven | August 9th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by hizzlilangel24 | |
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Listening to: four letter lie - *feel like fame*
Feeling: broke
work work work six days a week. and when i can i hang out with my friends. also i was in a pagent yippie i won miss personality. i also made plenty of new friends. but only some count :P oh oh oh i also went to WARPED TOUR and hershy park(: yeah it was funn. kay on seven seven oh seven i started going out with josh, you no that kid im always talkign about it. about. and i dont no if it is even a good thing right now cause were fighting :/ but we are going to see each other on saturday so we will see how things go. anyway thats it for now. all i have plans is going to the fair some more and soem parties (: kayyyy well i do love josh.(: what am i do right this second. well its fuckin almost 4 in teh morning and im still up and wide awake hangign out with jenna. fun fun. I'll show you how to make a heart-beat. |
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| 511 hit(s) | (0 comments) | BiggestMistake x3 |
| All I Ever Wanted | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by scrose | |
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Listening to: All You Ever Wanted-Michelle Branch
Feeling: grateful
That's all I ever wanted. And I got it. Thank you Kayla. And of course I forgive you. I'm just surprised you forgave me. I acted very immature. I need to learn to act my age. I hope we can leave all of this behind us and still be friends. That would be awesome. If I ever say anything like that again, I give you full permission to kick my ass. ~Katey~ |
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| 569 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Sew Me Shut |
| Brick by Brick - 3 | August 9th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by archangelafr | |
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Listening to: Everybody Hurts - R.E.M.
Feeling: fake
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| 420 hit(s) | (2 comments) | I'm Broken, Fix Me |
| siempre me dejas | December 1st, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by emotionsfade | |
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Listening to: siempre me dejas
Feeling: defeated
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| 196 hit(s) | (1 comments) | speak ur heart out |
| [102] | January 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by lostinthegame | |
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Feeling: eh
do or die |
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| 250 hit(s) | (3 comments) | clicky h3r3 |
| new yearzz!!! | January 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by kaykay13 | |
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Listening to: nuffin!
Feeling: great
lovezzzz alwayzzz your gurlyzzz |
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| 199 hit(s) | (3 comments) | wutz up!!! |
| Beat Up | October 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by cooterboy | |
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Listening to: chewing of sunflower seeds
Feeling: defeated
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| 153 hit(s) | (1 comments) | leave comment |
| 284 | August 7th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by frodo | |
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Ugh its early. Not as early as I got up at camp, but meh. Still early. Well, a lot has happened since I've come home, including settling back in, getting used to being at home, and I'm now single. Yes that's right. Don't bother asking why because I really don't want to talk about it. I don't want to sound like a rude jerk, but I just don't. But I'd better go find something to do for the rest of the day. Later. |
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| 514 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Am I Evil? |
| nothing new | July 19th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by missydavis13 | |
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Listening to: Dont Jump-Tokio Hotel
Feeling: awake
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| 74 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Dig it deep |
| *119* Contact Info | August 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by razrbladedeath | |
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Listening to: Madonna
Feeling: annoyed
Thank you! my livejournal: http://www.livejournal.com/users/feariemagic7/ my myspace: http://myspace.com/kimmi_7 my vampirefreaks account: http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=punkvampire69 aim: bloodravn7 email: liltwistedfreak77@yahoo.com Add me!! I love friends! |
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| 473 hit(s) | (5 comments) | your thoughts here |
| August 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by fallingup69 | |
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> > > > > >My name is Sarah > > > > > > > I am but three, > > > My eyes are swollen > > > I cannot see, > > > I must be stupid > > > > I must be bad, > > > What else could have made > > > My daddy so mad? > > > I wish I were better > > > > I wish I weren't ugly, > > > Then maybe my mommy > > > Would still want to hug me. > > > I can't speak at all > > > > I can't do a wrong > > > Or else I'm locked up > > > All the day long. > > > When I awake I'm all alone > > > > The house is dark > > > My folks aren't home > > > When my mommy does come > > > I'll try and be nice, > > > > So maybe I'll get just > > > One whipping tonight. > > > Don't make a sound! > > > I just heard a car > > > > My daddy is back > > > From Charlie's Bar. > > > I hear him curse > > > My name he calls > > > > I press myself > > > Against the wall > > > I try and hide > > > From his evil eyes > > > > I'm so afraid now > > > I'm starting to cry > > > He finds me weeping > > > He shouts ugly words, > > > > He says its my fault > > > That he suffers at work. > > > He slaps me and hits me > > > And yells at me more, > > > > I finally get free > > > And I run for the door. > > > He's already locked it > > > And I start to bawl, > > > > He takes me and throws me > > > Against the hard wall. > > > I fall to the floor > > > With my bones nearly broken, > > > And my daddy continues > > > With more bad words spoken. > > > "I'm sorry!", I scream > > > But its now much too late > > > His face has been twisted > > > > Into unimaginable hate > > > The hurt and the pain > > > Again and again > > > Oh please God, have mercy! > > > > Oh please let it end! > > > And he finally stops > > > And heads for the door, > > > While I lay there motionless > > > > Sprawled on the floor > > > > > > My name is Sarah > > > And I am but three, > > > Tonight my daddy > > > > Murdered me. > > > > > > There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. > > > And you can help. > > > > > > Sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and > > > don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, cause you > > > > would have to be one heartless person to not be > > > effected by this story. And because you are effected, do > > > something about it!! So all I am asking you to do, is take > > > some time to send this on and acknowledge that this > > >stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our > > >society, > > > and I pray for child abuse to wither out and die, > > > but also pray for the safety of our youth. > > > > > > Please pass this poem on because as crazy as it might > > >sound, it might just indirectly change a life. Hey, you NEVER know. > > >Please put this on your site if you are *~*~*AGAINST CHILD > > >ABUSE *~*~* > > > |
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| 340 hit(s) | (0 comments) | thoughtless? |
| My other sit with my best friend | May 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by amanda | |
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| 302 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| #365 its gone | December 29th, 2008 @ 12:05am |
| by sandman | |
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fuck i actually do, i feel like utter shit, theres a gurl that likes me and im fucking breaking her heart cause i cant decide if im ready or not to try again and i wanna be, i just cant get over myself. there you go, to all you who said it your right I CANT FUCKING GET OVER MYSELF FUCK ALL YOU. |
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| 85 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Revillusion |
| life | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by silenttearscut | |
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Feeling: intellectual
This morning I was sitting on a rock near my house and found I was asking myself questions ones I could not answer. Like when, when will I die? When will I know the meaning of life? When will I know who I am? Where? Where will I be when I learn these things? How… How will I know for sure I’m right? How will my life change, for the better or for the worse? Why? Why am I here, is there really a reason? Why do some die young and some old? Why am I sitting here wondering these these things? Then it hit me I don’t know when I will find the meaning of life or if I ever will. Although if I don’t get up and do something right now with my life it might be too late. And If I don’t move then I’ll find the meaning sitting right here on this rock, how I don’t know, than at least I know why it’s because I haven’t moved. Just sitting here wondering When where how and why isn’t going to help much all this does is waste part of my life and no one wants to waste there life. As a result of all this I believe you can’t find the whole meaning of life or your life sitting on a rock wondering these things. Life has no meaning to those who sit around and do nothing for themselves or anyone else. Your life has no meaning if you just stay put so either go ahead be your own guest and sit around and do absolutely nothing so there is no meaning to your life, or you can be my guest and get up and do something for someone or do something for yourself. Give your life the meaning you want to give it. To answer those questions you might wonder well sitting on a rock…. When… When will you find the meaning of your life well you decide it could be now or you could wait awhile personally I think you should get up now and make a meaning to your life. Where… you can find the meaning to your life wherever you want. How… Well how do you want to find it? How do you want to find it. Well sitting here worrying about the world and how big it is to you? Or worrying about what might happen in the future or what happened in the past isn’t it. Do you want to find it well thinking how would so and so do this or how would I? Do you want to find it well being you or being someone your not? Why..?You decide why you are here and if there is a reason you are here. Your life will change better if you change it for the better and for the worse if you change it for the worse. You control that like you can control EVERYTHING about you. All you must do is believe you can. So what are you waiting for someone to come push you forward well guest what no ones coming. Get up go do something for you make something of your life. Don’t wait do something everyone will remember. Don’t go a day wishing you could have done something better or different never regret your chooses. Live life your way and live it for you. So go ahead show everyone your lifes meaning |
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| 74 hit(s) | (0 comments) | what u think ? |
| Still Don't | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by patricksbabii | |
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Listening to: radio-old school music & more..
Feeling: unattractive
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| 271 hit(s) | (1 comments) | ~lEts shArE LuV~ |
| holy shit | December 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by gottaluvguys01 | |
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we started out by making out aggressivly on my bed, and then he lifted up my shirt, unhooked my bra and began licking my tits, and squeezing my size c breasts. after about 3 minutes i unbuttoned his pants and took his dick into my hands and started to lick intensivly, and then he told me to stop and lay on my back whilel he unbuttoned my jeans and began to lick my soaking wet pussy, and thne i beggend him ot take his huge cock and shove it into my pussy,and he thrust it with such intnsity that i began to orgasim, and then begged him to put my on all fours and shove his cock into my ass, and he did, cumming inside and out of me, and i caught some in my mouth, and swallowed with joy, it was the best sex in my life, and i have had sex many times before, o wow and now i have to go, cuase he is here, and we are going to do it all over again, and fuck harder this time |
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| 80 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| February 8th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by shmucketyduck | |
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I have to see the new Therapist tomorrow. The appointment is at 7:30. I don't want to go because she is an Eating Disorder specialist and those people always find something wrong with me. But I'm just going to keep my head up and just freakin go. |
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| 673 hit(s) | (8 comments) | *BOOM!* explosion! |
| 31 MHM .. | February 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by madconnections | |
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umm.. Lately it's what I breath. It gets all up into my mind and I don't know what to do. I feel so confussed and I know I'm just being used. But it feels so wonderful to be wanted like that. It feels like someone is actually fufilling what I wanted for once. Because afterall I did agree to this arangement. Just now, I guess I want more than what I'm getting out of it. Is there such thing a commitment here. Or is it all just fake, and a time waster. Something to ease the pain and pleasure while in use. I don't know, I don't know how, I don't know why, but it makes me let go and let loose. ♥ |
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| 127 hit(s) | (0 comments) | W 0 R T H I T |
| Im a cowboy | April 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by loverboy13 | |
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Listening to: aaron foret
Feeling: challenged
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| 70 hit(s) | (0 comments) | What up? |
| *[08] don't hold the phone!! | March 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by contentunknown | |
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i called my cousin and told her that i couldn't believe that she had believed what i told her. haha. she said that she still believed it, and i said " fine... believe what you want.. i still can't believe that you fell for it." i kinda feel like a bitch for doing that though. i really shouldnt lie to family, but she asked me... so i had to lie to her either way... if i didnt... i would be completely insecure around her. yeah so.. i was just on the phone with my boy. oO0oOooh i love that boyy! :) anyway... my life is still a GIaNT mess and i dont kow... i am just annoyed by life... dont worry... i am not going to do anyhting drastic.. i guess i will just have to cry myself to sleep for a few more nights.[[as if it were only a few more nights...]] - i am worried that this diarymay have gotten exposed... as to who i am... so i will probably make a new one soon... just thinking of a name. |
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| 228 hit(s) | (2 comments) | save my soul |
| 23-Cancer | February 20th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by irockhardcore | |
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Listening to: Sublime
Feeling: sane
I am so scared. I don't know what to do... And I am suppose to be moving back to MA. I feel like I am losing comtrol of my life. Not that anyone will read this though. =/ |
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| 517 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Kiss Me |
| 416 | January 9th, 2009 @ 10:34am |
| by rubberduckiee | |
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On the work front, Old Navy did decide to keep me. So, starting next week, I am no longer a seasonal employee, but a regular old part time employee. Oh, and that reminds me. I have a check there that I need to go pick up...I think. Checks should be there, anyways. Oh and I need to talk to my bank and find out if I can do direct deposit to my savings account instead of to checking. Because then my savings account would actually start to grow again, which it hasn't had an opportunity to do since I had to replace my glasses. Yay for work, and things that seem to be all working out and falling into place. All but one, that is, and that will take some time, I think... |
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| 9 hit(s) | (0 comments) | SPEAK |
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