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Listening to: Optiganally Yours
I love you, Mom.
288 hit(s) (2 comments) | DAHHHHH  
Not a Story
Okay so I havent been able to get into my diary because I had made it private and changed the password and then mistakenly forgotten the password all in an attempt to keep kevin from reading it because he had some smart ass remark in doing so..

So Here I am writting in here so I dont have to make a new account and I havent written a story in forever and probably wont since I know what grade I'd be getting on in stories from laurel in class.

So today is bleh.. matt wouldnt shut up on the phone while talking to lexi and that annoyed me. cause Im trying to sleep.

and the second thing is matt needs to stop reading over my shoulder right now.

Then he's been staying over at my house for about the week, its been okay, he's been less depressive then he was last time he came over which is good..

I met two new guys.

One is Elijah, who lives about six hours away from here in northern GA he's really sweet and I like talking to him. its just.. hard for him to understand that I like him..

Especially since its impossibel to explain internet crushes to people who dont have them.. I hate them..

then theres Tim, who lives somewhere about an hour near gainesville which is probably about two hours away from where my mom lives. so thats cool. I want to plan to see him. so yeah..

then so yeah.. Im really really hating the fact that I cant get into my diary, its almost sickening cause im going to have to update everything in it. ima post all these entries in it. and everything.

so for kevin, i want him gone, he basically told me to get hit by a fucking bus and all that shit, only because I was making Elijah feel better. Well.. Fuck him, now Im getting feelings for Elijah and its none of his business. I dont want to see him, hear from him, any of that shit.. he knows I was hit by a car.. he knows that I dread it.. And he should get his information straight before doing shit like that to me..

so yeah.. I dunno I dont really know what to say right now..

I get the house to myself tonight. Hopefully.

-Matti

(PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SCOTT GET MY FUCKING PASSWORD)
464 hit(s) (6 comments) | Comment Me  
Bored
I like to swim...

it is a hobby of mine...

Ok so im ubsessed... Last tri my seminary teacher said that for every hour that i do somthing else (like swimming) i should do that much studying the scritures and doing stuff like that... Do realise how many hours that would be?!?!?!
lets see every day for two hours then during the school year i would have to do somedays of 4 hours..!!
How could be expect that, i would be up untill mid night!!
Doesn't the LDS church also say to get good grades and a good education, well how am i suppose to do that if i don't have good sleep??
Another thing that bugs me but i know that i need to follow is music...
they tell us to not have harsh language and not for it to be annoying..
well i get the harsh language part but what about annoying... what i think is annoying is alot diffrant that what say... Pres. Hinkley this is annoying
Not saying that i don't like LOVE my church cause i do.. and i am totally like a Molly Mormen but ya...
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Listening to: the hum of technology
Feeling: headachy
Time has started to slow down and restlessness is starting to surface again.
I'm not sure why by my anxiety has increased. My anxiety about life in general.

I can't sit still, and when things start to slow down I spaz inwardly. The last couple days have... terrible.

And I can't really explain why except that the days have just been dragging on and on.

I started thinking about going home early. But when push comes to shove I'm about as likely to end this trip early as I am about to write a book on 80's shoelaces. It just isn't going to happen. And I guess that should comfort me- that no matter how I'm feelig or what I'd LIKE to do about it that I'm not going anywhere early..

Jan 29th will be rapidly approaching before I realize it and suddenly I'll be on my 747 back home and not know where all the time went. I just can't wait for Thailand- I'll be busting my body from sun up to dowm and I'll be.. BUSY.

I can't wait, but I have to. So I'm filling my time with neverending workouts and walks in the sunshine. Research on the country and staying in touch with friends and family back home.. doing anything to get my mind of the holidays around the corner and the homesickness I'm BOUND to feel on that blessed Christmas day...

I fed the kangaroos this morning.
Things aren't that bad.



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Starving, Itching, Burning
Listening to: Hive(Ultrasonic Sound)
Feeling: tired
10:49 Late Monday Night (8 December 2008)

That day creeps slowly toward me
I want to forget about everything for this whole week...then next week I want to forget about anything but him.

five months is far too long, but finally we're in the closing week.
He's so close I can almost taste him. I can almost feel the warmth from his neck. I can almost smell his skin. I can nearly touch his face.
I'm very excited to spend the rest of my life with this man; through the amazing, fantastic times and through the awful, horrible times.

We will go together.
173 hit(s) (1 comments) | Sweet Rhapsody  
I'VE GRADUATED!!!
FINALLY! Summer school is over and I've just graduated high school! Yippee! Now I've just got to get into college and I'll be well on my way!

Since when did they change SitDiary? Its so weird....I don't like it...
248 hit(s) (1 comments) | who are you...?  
It died (entry 100)
I think its about time to say goodbye to my diary, I dont use it, and hardly anyone visits anymore. Oh well, its been fun I guess...

Things in life have been about as crappy as ever, Physical Therapy, sit on my but all day, sleep, eat sometimes, then sit on my butt some more, then it all starts over!

What a life, hopefully I will get a final decision on everything on the 19th, and hopefully I can handle sitting on my butt some more!

Thanks for everything, the one person who usually ends up reading this!

Bye
Dan
148 hit(s) (0 comments) | I Like Beans  
So...
I haven't written anything on here for quite a while. sad stuff, eh? I got a new car, it's pretty bitchin'. It's a 1996 Camaro Z28, and I love it. not a whole lot is new in my life... just work and junk and stuff. no love life... so yeah... anyhow. I suppose I'll go now.
185 hit(s) (4 comments) | Continued...  
When will all you humans relize that your feelings get in the way of huge cash pay offs.

I love the Simpsons they teach excellent life leasons
88 hit(s) (1 comments) | Will I care?  
damned to hell
my life isn't quite right. i'm positive there's something wrong with me.
Is jealousy a sickness? if not, why the hell does it happen to me all the time and for the stupidest reasons too... she talked to her not me... a few laughs here, a kick in the ass there.
how about this gaining weight deal. i think the universe is designing against any and all of my desires... especially gravity, he's loads of fun.
Why isn't he here? Mostly because i don't even know who 'he' is. It's defenitly a mr. darcy however, i probably hate him now but, boy will he sweep me off my feet.
the man who came up with money is going to get his ankles sliced and his head chopped off because he made it soo damn important to everyone. Who doesn't need money? i don't care what you say, everyone wants, needs and uses money. the only goal i've had all summer is how do i get more of this universal monster?
i'm going to accomplish it all.
i'm going places that all these idiots won't believe.
i'm leaving anything and everything behind...all of this shit.
78 hit(s) (1 comments) | expound  
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Listening to: choreography piece
Feeling: worried
8:29 Early Wednesday Night (7 January 2009)
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Environmental Toxicology
Water Quality and Pollution
Senior Capstone (Soil/Water Case Study)
Analytical Writing (Engl 2010)
Environmental Soil Chemistry
Soil Analytical Techniques

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For the first time in my university career, all my courses are working together in some synergistic combination of awesome.
I love applying science to my interests.
I love dirt!

Nail biting report: haven't bit since 27 Dec! That gross bitter nail polish is working excellently.
71 hit(s) (3 comments) | Am I Real?  
 
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