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Friends of Tigerlily94
| Change your ways while your young. | August 30th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by blackbetty | |
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Feeling: achy
"And all I do is miss you , and the way we used to be. And all I do is keep the beat and bad company" |
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| 154 hit(s) | (0 comments) | sing.it.baby! |
| Long time no write | July 2nd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by luvablelushh | |
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Feeling: liberated
Ok. So it's summer time once again and this summer is a tad different than the rest. This is the summer of my Junior year which means next year I will be a senior which is absolutely fabulous because to put it lightly, my school is a hellhole. I bought myself a guinea pig the other day. Her name is Delilah. She's a sweetheart. She makes me melt. Hahaa! I want to buy her a bigger cage and I would like to do that today but I don't know if I will have the time. I would like to get laundry done as well. At any rate, I do love this little dork and I am fairly excited about my new addition. Now I don't feel so alone when I come home to this stupid empty house. Speaking of which, I have come to the conclusion that I have grown a bad addiction to the mouse. An addiction that has taken over my life. It's like all I ever want to do is be at work and all I ever think about is work. I'm reading now so I don't feel so compelled to think about work and because I do love reading. Just finished Nicholas Sparks' The Guardian. Very cute story I must say. I really want to get this little shit a new house. She's so adorable. I need to give her a hiding place and everything. She brings a lot of light to my life, believe it or not. Everyone knows that I am not normally a pet person, but when I saw her in the store I literally fell in love. "I want this one!" were my exact words. ahaha. Anyways, back to my work situation. It's very sad... I hate talking about it. I never want to leave, EVER! It seriously makes me all.. gloomy to think that I can't spend the rest of my life at that place. I hate losses and this will most definitely be the biggest one I have ever encountered. That's why I work so much because I know I won't be there forever. Then I get tired. It's a catch 22. Very annoying. I should take some time off. maybe after Florida. We'll see how the week goes when I come back. Hopefully I will have a lot of fun and everything will be just dandy!!! :) I need to get out in this good weather.. I NEED TO! Plus i gotta get Delilah some home stuff. Yes. But first i need to do my laundry. I work tomorrow so my uniform needs to be clean by then. Alright. I got some of my thoughs out there. We'll try again tomorrow. |
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| 555 hit(s) | (0 comments) | is this thing on? |
| [250].*.It's been a while, since I could, hold my head up high... | November 30th, 2008 @ 6:12pm |
| by pinkcandylips | |
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Listening to: mute
Feeling: aloof
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| 438 hit(s) | (2 comments) | COMMENT XO |
| January 6th, 2009 @ 7:58pm | |
| by swallowed | |
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I'm at school. it's still a little overwhelming but it's going to be ok I think. I miss ben. I miss him so much. leaving him pretty much tore me apart. I stayed over saturday night, he brought me home sunday morning.. by the middle of mitchell road the tears just ran down my face, and by the time we got in my drive way I looked at him and we were both crying. I just leaned over and kissed him and put my cheek next to his, the tears running between our skin. I just cried and cried and he cried with me. I told him I loved him so much, I couldn't make myself get out of the car. so we sat and cried. I was so upset. leaving him broke my heart. Right now, he is the love of my life, he's my best friend, he is my complete support system, and I just walked away from that. So I could go to school. He's coming friday, I can't wait. I just, it seems silly but I love him so much, I don't know how I could possibly leave him like that. He called me last night, we talked on the phone for almost a half hour... that's like a huge new record... he's never called me just to chat. both yesterday and today we've talked all day long, and I love that. I think that's what has kept me from snapping. but what if we stop, what if we don't talk throughout the day, I can't imagine that. I can't imagine living here, and him living there. i just long for his presence, it's like I need him to sleep I need him to function throughout the day, it's scary being without him. When I was a home, if I had a bad day, he would be there, I would see him after it all happened and he would make it better. but now he's not here. I'm scared that being with him is bad. what if I don't experience college because I am going home all the time to be with him, or if he's coming to see me. what if we work so hard for this and make it through it and through the summer and then I have to leave again... how am I going to leave him? and move here indefinitely. I am scared of being without him.. I'm scared of being with him, and I can't help that I worry about these things. I have no control over any of this yet I worry and I get upset and i waste energy on it and it's pointless. |
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| 11 hit(s) | (0 comments) | personal salvation |
| yea boy update | December 16th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by summasmoothiie | |
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Listening to: taking back sunday "Timberwolves at New Jersey"
Feeling: delirious
http://www.myspace.com/sexxaayysuziie but yea im gonna go its like 3 in the morning nd im exhausted. ill write more this week. byee! xoxox 143 -Suzanne* |
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| 61 hit(s) | (0 comments) | gimmi comment |
| brooklyn uk.♥ | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by volcom89 | |
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well. im gonna get. love to all. ♥brittany. p.s. my 17th b-day is in like exactly 3 months. make sure to wish me a happy one. yay. |
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| 38 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| August 7th, 2007 @ 12:00am | |
| by carwash | |
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| 545 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Drop one... |
| Olivia | 11.21.08 |
| by scott | |
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