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A Love So True Can Cure A Broken Heart.....
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October 16th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by imabouttobreak |
Listening to: Lithium by Evanesence
Feeling: numb
WORK BLOWS!!!! so i work at salem cross now, i hate it. and today some drama happened that makes me wanna cry. mark, my buddy, has been under a lot of stress and is on meds for it. he offered me some before and i turned it down. well i think he gave sunny some and he was freakin out, almost about to pass out. and well i told terri and she told the boss. plus hes been doing bad shit latly so...wtf? and now this whole drama has broken out about shit. terri wont believe it wasnt him, i think it was personlally but hes a friend and im tryin not to get into the fight cuz they are my 2 best buds there, so im just like stressed from it. then mark starts talkin about hurtin himself and it made me cry, it depressed me so fuckin bad. and now im like.....blah!!! i feel nothing.
on the lighter side, me and adam are in LOVE. believe it or not. we want to move in together and shit. its great, we have a good time together, and its fun. were really serious about eachother too. we want to have a baby, we've only been together 2 in a half months, lol. but were not gonna of course cuz were way TOO YOUNG, but at least what we feel is real. he makes me happy, thats what matters. so things are going good with him, so thats great, finally found someone who loves me as much as i love them, and thats what matters in life. |
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Killing Poem
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April 28th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by painsetsmefree |
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There was a girl in the world that noone would except
They put her down and spun her round so her plan they didnt expect
Late one night, she decided to fingt, and she decided to kill
It felt real good, it felt real fine, she liked the blood and the thrill
3 days later, her despair was greater, I think ill kill again
She saw the girl, grabbed the knife and that was her bloody end
She liked the way the killing felt, she wanted to kill some more
She loves the blood, she loves the guts, she loves the misery and gore
She decided to kill the guy, the one that broke her heart
She grabbed her knife, tried to stab, but the knife got turned on her
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Chapter 2
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April 28th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by storyxofxpain |
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The last 3 days have gone so slow. i was stuck in bed for 2 days and am finally able to walk around. i walked down the hall with my nurse. ive only had stiched for 5 days, so i have tbe careful not to rip them open. so my nurse, octavia, stays with me and helps me. she says ill be leaving in 2 or 3 days, i dont want to go.
Theres a knock on my door.
"hello chrissy, how are you feeling today?" i sit there and stair, too ashamed to say anything at all.
"ok....well i have come to tell you that tomarrow at 11 am you will be escorted by ambulance to westwood lodge hospital. your family have been gathering things, your mother is here with them. shell be in, i assume you wush to be alone to talk, so goodbye. i will come tomarrow before your transfere" she walks out and sends my mother, zoey, in my room. she runs over, holds me, and starts to cry.
"Im sorry, im sorry, im so very sorry." She just holds me for a long while, both of us crying like babies. i hate putting her through this.
She leaves my thngs for me and we talk, not about anything important. just how i am and about my transfer to w.w. she kisses my forhead and has to leave for work, i say my goodbye and i fall into sleep.
Its wendesday, time to go to westwood. doctor jones comes to speak to me, to tell me how w.w. works.
"you will have your own room, you are checked on every 15 minutes to make sure your safe. the bathrooms are locked, you have to ask to be emitted, you cant be in there for more than 5 minutes with out being checked on. breakfast, lunch, and dinner is served in the caffeteria, but you can only got if you make a certain level and get a food ticket. food is brought up to the floor for people who can not go to cafe. when you have a good day, go to all your groups and be safe, you get points, after a certain amoutn of points you make level and get priliges like pool, outside, cafe, radio, and later bed time. You generally have about 5 or 6 groups a day. morning is goal group, you make goals for the day, then therapy, then art group, sometimes we go to the studio if you have priliges, the quite time, where you sit in your room or the door way and just read or wehatever for 3o minutes while the shift changes, then cross over group where you find out whos on the floor and who the nurses are, then news group, you have to watch news for 30 minutes, then end goals. you tell how you think you did acheiving you goal and how you felt all day. then its meds and bed. any questions? youve been very quiet."
"when do i get to leave?"
"we dont know, its up to you. as soon as we think you are ready to leave. it could be a week, could be a year" she looks down at her watch and i start to tear up, i hid it very well though. "ready to go?"
"as ready as ever i guess" they put me on a strecher and into the ambulence. after an hours ride, i arive and the dredded westwood lodge hospital, room number 9 in the girls hall, building B, floor 2.
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