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Guuuyyysss, I just got a bunch of new icons! I promise to update soon as possible. I still have to get their tag or whatever... Icons are on their way!!♥




later lovess;;
Lauren M.
1347 hit(s) (18 comments) | u no u luv me!.  
it really isnt all that far away
Thinking I hate you

falling into lust

temptation expectation

"Do I really?"

S L U T

Truly, I'm yours

I'll take all of you

Wanting to feel you

(Taste you)

ever since I saw you

All of you

"What was that?"

not naming names

This rooms too hot

open the window

sprawled on a matress

nude, without meaning

you hold onto my "self"

keep it safe

I'm not going far

"We were ashamed for you"

Oh, my one true love

Thats alright

A little bit of everyone

All into me

"Dont bother with it, she's allergic"

F u c k i n g SHAMEFUL

Back into old routine

reluctently

"So come"

Over me, over you?

it's almost over, period.

When all I know is this.

No fucking way

Not this time
174 hit(s) (1 comments) | ...after the beep  
So long
Listening to: Dirty Little Secret
Feeling: elated
its been nine months since i've been on here....wow....nine months....i feellike i've progressed somehow, from oneperson to another. i guess thats part of growing up

i'm going to enlgand soon. i just hope that i dont get lost in toronto on the way there or back :S

maybe i'll be back
87 hit(s) (2 comments) | Whisper Secrets  
>39<
its been a while
lost has happened
dont feel like writing
long story short
dated greg
3 months
got dumped
been dateing since
nothing special
new job
love it tons
shits still messed
started smoking again
stopped drugs
stopped fucking around
found a friend worth
staying alive for
derek
amazing guy
makes me wanna live
hes probly the #1 reason
i'm still alive
long story short
me and dale got in a fight
i hate him
he said and did some bad things
handed me a blade and said
do us all a favor
and die
i wanted to
trust me i really did
but then derek came to mind
and i couldnt do it
the thought of how mad he'd be
it make me not cut
i found my reason
not much else to say
i could really go for a smoke
parentals are home
so i cant and everyone is out
thats that

-derek your my reason
41 hit(s) (0 comments) | lie to me  
~57~
Listening to: the all american rejects - night drive
Feeling: pleased
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lots of lyricals, some ashlee, OC, random bands and randoms, etc..

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♥noise and kisses+
597 hit(s) (6 comments) | stay there  
NEW DIARY!!!!!!
ok listen i got a new diary.....
Rockin X icons

click there..
add me to ur frends....
2172 hit(s) (2 comments) | tell me  
Somthing is WRONG!!!
Hey everyone somthing is wrong
I tried to put icons on here and they totally woulnt go on i think it is because of the site thats having technical difficulites so ill be back then everything is fixed
Thanks bloggers
1205 hit(s) (10 comments) | Oh These Icons  
*22nd set of icons-requests*
hey guyz! i'm really sry for not updating in a LOOONG time...my computer has been slow, but it's finally fixed...so now i'll get back on them :-)
here's some requests: jessica simpson and drugs
i also added in some random ones...so enjoy!

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Listening to: watching wisconsin badger college football game
Feeling: achy
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405 hit(s) (0 comments) | talkzorz to me  
I cant do this anymore..please
Listening to: sober - pink
not to change the subject but
your facebook status
explain?

its ty
not t use a stupid cliche but im at the end of my rope with him

hey its all good, it helps explain situations sometimes

i dont know what to think or do or act or anything i just cant keep up with mood changes and feeling changes and fuck his christmas gift that i didnt accept
one minute he tells me hes happy with this chick he met at AA the next hes buying me a fucking DIAMOND RING for christmas
you dont give a diamond ring to a friend
i dont giv eoyu diamond rings jay doesnt give me diamond rings
hes been getting tyson to keep tabs on me to know if i'm hooking up with someone or not because he doesnt think i should because of everything that happened before he left

say what!!!!

i know

thats ridiculous
why didnt you say anything before!!?
when did this happen

sunday after christmas
i didnt know what to do i havent told anyone

i wouldnt know either

between his phonecalls and emails and him getting tyson to come after me
i just finally hit my breaking point

if he cared that much hed still be here for one thing
and for another, what the FUCK

thats my issue
its like he fucking left me here after i asked him to stay i fucking BEGGED him to stay and he still said no
and then he does this
and hes fucking upset at me beacause i told tyson taht if the right came along i wouldnt say no
right guy*

what the hell is up with him
really

i dont know
like i dont know if its normal for addicts to turn all crazy like and such

im not sure....
hmm well i can understand at some point yeah but who knows

its frusterating
hes amazing one of my best friends and i just dont know what to do
im giving up

ugh i dunno what id even do =(

its been bugging for a week now and i just hit my breaking point
tyson told me i should stay single untill ty comes back
becuase he really loves me he just needed time
i've given him ALOT of fucking time 3 fucking years of time
im sick of giving him time if he loved me like tyson says he does then he would be here right now with me NOT in arizona with some dumb bimbo
this is driving me to drink and i've been smokeing a hell of alot more weed then i normally would cause its the only thing that keeps me calm
like now im freaking out AGAIN!!!

im sorry i asked haha
thats not okay though
does he K NOW this is driving you nuts?

well i tried telling me
he said im being selfish talking about me and trying to make things about me
a small part of me a wishing he just stayed an addict and left my life it would be soo much easier
i thought i would get rid of all this shit this year
this year wasnt supposed to start like this
him*** not me
i just about hate him for making my year like this
and its ok its kinda nice to finally get it all out
for once i'm freaking out and some is listening
usually im ffreaking out to my self
this makes me feel less crazy



lets call it an exerp of my current mental status which i shall be calling crazy or phsyco or i dont know men suck......is that a mental staus??? it should be it explains EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!

so signing off cause i'm kinda sleepy
-LO-
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