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ongoing entry... the end
Listening to: always something different
Feeling: belligerent
Wayney.pwp.blueyonder.co.uk/uca.htm

left click on the second link where you are prompted with: You can download Un Chien Andalou here or (here).
blah.

xxxxx

hello. i forgot to bring it in, but i was gonna put my new poem up here today. it was the poem i wrote for my little sister's homework (don't tell). it involves a table, a chair and a blue pear. just be a little patient, ok?
later, my faithful subjects...

xxxxx

hello mr. egg mayo. may i take your order?
so, like, i was, like, talking to, like, my sister and, like, couldn't help but, like, notice how much she, like, uses the word 'like', like, totally, like, unnecesarily and randomly as, like, every other, like, word. and then it dawned upon me. 'like' isn't actually even a real word. it was created by the polish in a failed attempt to dominate the earth. more on that whenever i uncover the whole truth (hopefully soon)...

i have a question. being 16 (legally allowed to have sex), does it make me a paedophile if i am attracted to someone whose age is 14 (not legally allowed to have sex)? several people seem to think i am a paedophile for this reason, whereas i firmly believe that age is just a number and is thusly completely irrelevant.

anybody seen the film yet? un chien andalou? what do ya think?

as much as i love boring all of you groovy people with my babble about the surreal, paedophilia and polish conspiracies, i must now leave as i am not using my computer at home, 'tis one belonging to the local library and my time is almost expired.

later.

xxxxx

hello. tonight i am a guide for the open evening at my school. boring? yes. do i intend to make it un-boring? even more yes!! i am supposed to tell all of the prospective parents that the school is good, blah blah blah... i intend to let them know the truth about the evilness of the headmistress. but it's all in the name of good clean fun...

on the up-side, despite the fact that tonight will inevitably be a living hell, i will still see my allegedly 'paedophilic' crush. she's doing a little performance thing for drama, for which i've seen most of the production, like discussions and such as i usually help out with drama stuff after school these days.

i need a job. i need to buy cannibis, a set of drums, tattoos, cigarettes, clothes, books, cds, dvds, a playstation, a handheld console, candy, food, a phone, et cetera et cetera. these are things i could live without (except food) but i want 'em and if you got a problem-O with it, then fuck you.

goodbye.
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Fuck It
everything and anything is gone.. i just dont care..or i get these moments when i dont. because i know that i do about somethings but thats only because a certain someone pushed me to a challenge i'd be more than willing to take. but this isnt about that. i just wanted to write because i havnt in awhile. me and cooper are blahh.. its hard to explain it i really hate it. i really really do. it bugs me more than anything else in my life right now..next to that is this whole soccer thing.. and i hate some people i really do.. like honestly soccer is my get away and no one can see that. i hate soccer at school though, its fun, but i never try and sometimes i just give up to easily and i hate that too. i miss the smiles and the laughs and i hate the person i became over this short period of time.. i hate how i dont know you anymore.. and if you say that i know you the best out of anyone.. then your not being yourself. i hate the fact that thier not okay and how i thought they were. i hate it because it was a promise that they would always be.. and now, now it just doesnt seem that way, hes not the type to break a promise.. and love. love isnt forever i wish it was, but its just a word with so much meaning behind it. a word that wont last forever, doesnt last for forever. it lasts for a part of your lifetime, forever would be.. forever not just a section in your life. 20 years though.. it doesnt seem that long but i guess it must be. so a love so strong everything fades.. i thought it was good i really really did.. the things going on.. the smiles, the laughs, the night outs, the hugs, the i love yous, all blown up into my face as if its just an act which hinds benith it.. i have no idea. u know real friends.. even people im just getting to know ask what or if anything is wrong, even when i was mad at someone when i saw they were down i came to them and just put everything else on the side.. but no i dont get that favor.. but i guess its just cuz ur different right? ur better then it all and thats the sad part about it too. i still think about that one night, and i still wonder what it would be like it if ever happened or if i still even feel the way i did. i want to fall.. just fall in wake up as if nothing happened and just for it to be like it used to, sometimes i miss them to much.. and then maybe i just miss my life with them, it was perfect...and i was happy.
207 hit(s) (1 comments) | Dont.Forget.Me  
sssee it
Let's sum up my break, even though it's not finished.
Good. Crap. Good. Good. Crap. Crap. Crap. Okay. Crap. Great. Crap. Great. Crap.
Each of those words is for every day starting from the 22nd.
So, has it been good or bad? I'm lazy, you do the math. By a quick glance it's been alright.
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I'M BACK for a short time only.
How art thy little droogies!

Thou must have missed thee yes?

Viddy well kiddies viddy well!
947 hit(s) (272 comments) | drop a pile  
Change your ways while your young.
Feeling: achy
"You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold."



"And all I do is miss you , and the way we used to be. And all I do is keep the beat and bad company"
156 hit(s) (0 comments) | sing.it.baby!  
Itchy
Listening to: Speak To Me (LIVE) - Pink Floyd
Feeling: disappointed
well today started off by going off to get shoes and a hat. The shoes are 70 dollar nikes and the hat is a team canada hat. pretty sweet. Also got four pairs of boxers, two nice silk ones.then krissy calls and is like i dont have rugby so lets hang out. unfortunately i still have to pack. so three hours later i finally finish packing and then we go out and hang with matt. pretty good time, didnt get enough time to hang out with just krissy though.
i fucking love her and my goodbye is walking her to the door after my parents driver her home from chinook station. and then getting my sweat pants from her after i forgot the first time.
i had plans today. we'd go to sikomee at around 2 and then leave at five and just hang out together. well that ruined my summer.
nothing else really.
people: send me emails at camp, check my msn for emailil address
153 hit(s) (4 comments) | sumthing to add?  
food drop
right now im in bio class. we are getting lectured on how to use computers.
Whatever!
GEEZ.
so yesturday was good. i feel like a good person! i went to the food drop with austin and jodi i was the milk lady! aka. EDNA
austin was the egg man aka ESPANIOL LOPEZ
and jodi was the juice girl aka PENNY-SUE
oh geez
people kept on yelling EDNA! EDNA! and i wouldnt respond it was pretty much the best!
then we went to jodis house and went to a little bench to bowzer....
i saw the mothman proficies last night it as hardly even scary my expectations were set so high.
ohhhhhh wellll.
today i need to go muhmas day shopping
i think i will go with matt today after school to chinook before ha works, just because he is really nice today. and he gave me a hug...which is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard for him.
258 hit(s) (1 comments) | teen royalty  
Bored.
Listening to: Imogen heap- Just for now.
Feeling: sinful
So here i am bored.. and feeling sick again..
Shit man this day has been boring as hell.. i sat with my mom.. Watched some NASCAR.. ohh fun...Then i chilled with my cat.. that was pretty sweet.. and now i am helping my mom cook some dinner... MMmmmMmmm STEAK AND POTATOES.. Man i can't wait for it..
so there yea good... i have nothing to write about..

PEACE>
208 hit(s) (2 comments) | Get Low  
ahhhhhhhh
science is so gay...

worst of all it makes no sense.

And now, my parents (hows this for ironic) who are both SCIENCE MAJORS, are lecturing me about what im learning, what im not learning, my attitude towards science, and various other things that i really could care less about, like the history of pasturization....

i think i will die, this term, of boredom, although i am still alive and i have dealt with math with a passing grade. I wasnt even close to failing actually....although i really could have cared less if i had ended up with a 51.

Its just so..........

school system like.

anyway...

-tine
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I know what to do?
Apparently I never update...lol


Well here's an update.


There.


love
bee
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drunken night
Listening to: none
yesturday i chilled with chatal. and it was really fun we chilled wit tommy nathan.L-man. and other frenchie boi. it was soooo funh. i got drunk. and it was amazin!!!!
yeah..
pce
185 hit(s) (3 comments) | ~speak out ~  
hahaha old diary.. so funny

bobby sue, took the money and run
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workalala
Well I am at work. Kristen and Jess are behind me and kristen is talking about getting in fights (like always).
Well it's been like, a week since i wrote and nothing too exciting has happened.
I would like to announce that my diary sucks.
DEAR JENNIFER:
I WILL PAY YOU(with sex) TO DO MY DIARY FOR ME. ANYTHING YOU WANT. RSVP.

umumumumu so I am going to system of a down concert in June (OHHHH YEEEAAA) with ben.. and dad is gunna be there too but he bought his own ticket so he's not near us. It's wierd. well i guess that's good.
I'm so excited. I almost said 'I'm so exciting' but.. I guess I am. sometimes. not my stories all the time.
anyway kristen cut my hair. so.. i got a hair cut technically.
boredom.
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..JKG
Gone..
what am i..
dust, figures, thoughts... oh so lost..

what should i be... what am i to become... do i really love myself.. why does it hurt so to think of the past and the pain from it.....like i dont think i was that bad of a kid to deserve a beating.... every night. why. and just me not stacy just me... only me. till 1st grade i had release.
terry.
what a character. true man. to his word. hard working. no bullshit. i can adhere to that. i respected him, i still doo a lot. he made things different. my mother had finally loosened those nerves she could never stop tightening from worry, anxiety and just pure emotional/physical abuse.
now...its different. im my own man. no i still havent stood up to expectations but i am still me and i am more prodded to do what "i must".
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