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Friends of Swollenscars59
| The Queen of Hearts [Prelude Pt II] | January 16th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by idespair | |
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Listening to: Sky Salt
Feeling: despondent
I'm not retyping it, but I will leave you with this: Goddamn, I'm sck of being stagnant. It is time for a change. I am finding my muse. I am building a crysalis, and will emerge as a butterfly. [[I am the Queen of Hearts.]] You inspire me more than you know. Without you, I am nothing. |
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| 273 hit(s) | (4 comments) | Automatic Joy |
| dearest rach | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by suicidalscars | |
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Feeling: tortured
there are no words to describe how worried and sick i feel right now. everything that could go wrong is running through my head at the highest velocity possible. i cant help but think that if you're hurt then it's my fault. horrible things wont stop harassing my eyes; your father doing something again, you hurting yourself to the point of no return, someone else harming you. its becoming unbearable. i dont know what i would do if i lost you, my dearest dearest rachael. i love you so much; you have absolutely no idea how much i care for you. i feel like we're connected somehow. like we were meant to met and help each other. these minutes wont go by quick enough so that i can run home and get on msn to hopefully see you on there and be reassured that you, my darling rachael, my sister, my better half, are ok. i would be dead without you. i cannot stand the thought of losing you. i cant bear to even think of that because i fear that i will break down and cry until i cant cry anymore. i cant lose you, too. no, not you. you're too important to me. i've already lost someone important to me, but they aren't nearly as important to you. i'm praying to a false god that i've never believed in that nothing is wrong and that you're just in one of those moods where you say things that you dont mean. oh my god rachael, im dying right now not knowing whats going on with you. i swear that i would do anything to help you! i would sell drugs, i would steal, i would sell myself to drunk men on the streets, i would kill to help you and make sure that you were ok. if you need to get away from there, i will work anyway possible until i have enough money to fly you over here, just to make sure that you are safe and ok. i would die for you rachael. i love you so much. god, i hope that you are ok. . .please tell me that you are ok and that nothing has happened to you. please, just leave me at least one word telling me that you're ok. please, oh god, please let you be ok. . . i love you more than any words can say chelsea |
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| 623 hit(s) | (1 comments) | otep saves |
| West Side Story | April 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by blackmelody | |
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Feeling: excited
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| 232 hit(s) | (0 comments) | full circle |
| everything is gonna burn | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by lovelydisgrace | |
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Listening to: nothing
Feeling: abnormal
~~ I'm so angry. I shouldnt be, but I am. I feel as if I could set everyone and everything on fire with just my hate for it. It's not them, its me. I know that. But it's killing me to be this angry. Everything and everyone is so annoying lately and its such a pain to try and make conversation. I must assure you,it's really not them, its me being way over sensitive these days. Things are strange. I cant even try to care about anything anymore. I see the things I need to do but I cant feel any sort of desire to acheive them.(depression?) no this is something else. Something of an ironic moribid bitter happiness I suppose. Bittersweet. Its a sick sad world in lulu brain But As always I'll get over it. So dont you worry and lets have a fiesta! ayi yi yiyiyii!!! Ta Ta my children. I mean loves. -lulu- |
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| 161 hit(s) | (2 comments) | scream.a.lullaby. |
| [74] He's The Only Man I Need | December 28th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by darkangelbaby | |
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Listening to: Tu Hombre by Kartier
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| 419 hit(s) | (13 comments) | Always Been You |
| more riting! | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by stereotyped | |
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Listening to: Mariah Carey - Against all odds
Feeling: bleh
english was ok actually, we got 2 play wiv laptops hehe. and then we just watched a video of someone hu wanted it 2 rain (?) in geography. iv finished all my belgian chocolate :( i was thinking erlia, as u do @ bus stops, how much of my opinions of things depend on addiction. 4 example, i wouldnt b pissed off if i found that my friend had smoked a fag, but i would b if i found out they wer addicted, and the same with drugs, SH/SI. hmmm, not very interesting thought processes, cos they kinda stopped there, cept i thought of examples n stuff. maybe im just tryin 2 get myself out of being hypocritical, but hey, twas just a thought. :s my mother just came in n sed she was gettin worried bout the fact that i always minimize t screen wen she comes in :s o wel. oh yeh, iv just discovered that none of u can c my diary like i can, cos im using a different font that ive downloaded from t net. tis called evanescent n is t evanescence font if ur remotely interested. just 2 let u no, tis alot cooler wiv t rite font. i dont no wot 2 say tumtetumtetum. please comment cos im bored n tisnt nice ewn no1 comments cos u havent ritten nefin interestin l8rz susie xHUGx |
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| 367 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Bring it |
| thepain | January 29th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by slipknotfan17 | |
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Listening to: f-f-a-f-
Feeling: misplaced
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| 277 hit(s) | (7 comments) | cross my name |
| Mhm. | March 11th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xrazorxbladex | |
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Listening to: As Cities Burn - "The Nothing That Kills"
Feeling: good
At lunch yesterday, there was this guy. His name is "White Chocolate." I know this because a couple weeks ago, he walked up to Penner and was like, "Hey, I'm White Chocolate," and walked away. And two days ago, he went up to Whitie and was like, "Do you know who I am? I'm White Chocolate." And walked away. [i didn't actually witness these things, but they told me.] Well, I've never talked to him before, and he never to me. But on the way back to geometry after lunch, I felt someone grab my arm while I was walking. I looked up, and I saw White Chocolate. He was just looking forward, not looking at me, and holding onto my arm. [He's so tall, I can tell he couldn't see me looking at him.] And he held onto my arm for like 45 seconds just walking down the hallway. Finally, he let go, patted and rubbed my back for a quick second, and walked away. I was so scared. Seriously, man. Rape is like the biggest fear I have. Well anyways. 6th period, Senor Whore-hay was seriously being a DOUCHE-BAG. I was like, "Why are you being such an asshole latlely?" And he said, "I've always been an asshole." "Not to me you haven't, until lately. You used to be really nice to me." And then it went on for a while. It came to the point where I couldn't tell whether or not he was messing around or being serious. When the bell rang, and we left to go to the busloop, Ryan Horn came up to me and was like, "Hey, wanna see a magic trick?" And I was like, "No." And Chris said, "That was so cool! You just gained your coolness points back! You were at like, negative below zero cool, but now you're even above zero." Yeah. Okay. Well. I think he's bipolar or something. Hm. Kayla St. John spent the night last night along with her two little sisters.My parents were a little.......Ya' know. And my mom wasn't really making a whole lot of sense. Well. I think I might go to Cody's today if he's not at Zach's or Ben's or work... Meeh. My parents, brother, and Sierra are going to see Motley Crue tonight, so I have to be at Kayla's by 6. Yeeah. Stupid weekend. exxx♥oooh |
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| 118 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Love. |
| x*Kisssses*x | April 9th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by xbaddayx | |
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Listening to: Mixed CD
Feeling: icky
How many people have you kissed?: 5. How many of those did you make out with?: 3. Ever kissed someone you weren't dating at the time?: Yes. Ever kissed someone you'd met less than an hour before?: Nope. Of the people you've kissed, how many do you regret kissing?: Umm I guess one. Were any of them in relationships with someone else at the time?: Yes. How old was the oldest person you've kissed?: 17. How young was the youngest person you've kissed?: 14. Ever been kissed by a legal adult when you were a minor (or vise-versa)?: Nope, ew. Ever been kissed by someone you didn't want to kiss?: Nope. Ever been walked in on while you were making out with someone?: I can't say it was walked in on, it was on the couch where my mom and brother just saw lol. ...By your parents?: I wouldn't say 'caught' but I guess. Weirdest place you've kissed someone? (geographically, not physically): Umm, in the bathroom at school. Ever kissed someone and had someone else get really mad about it?: Umm, not that I know of. Ever stopped kissing someone because they had bad breath?: Umm, not that I remember. Ever kissed someone one of your good friends had previously kissed, too?: Yesss. Ever not known the name of someone you kissed?: Nope. How do you feel about making out with someone with no strings attached?: If you can do it, go for it. Ever kissed someone on a dare/as part of a game?: Nopeee. Kissed someone you didn't really like just to make someone else jealous?: Mm, nope. Favorite kissing position?: Umm, I don't know. Ever had a really horrible kissing experience?: Mmm, nope. Ever been called a bad kisser?: Not that I know of. Ever called someone else a bad kisser?: Yesss. Favorite spot to be kissed besides the lips that isn't below the belt?: On my neck ;] or my forhead or cheek, makes me smile big. Do you have any kissing tricks/specialties?: Mm, I tend to bite. Where's the most public place you've ever made out with someone?: On a park bench with little kids around. Where's the most private place you've ever made out with someone?: Umm, in a bedroom?? Ever kissed someone out of pity/just to get them to stop badgering you?: Nope, I'd tell them to shut the fuck up. Ever kissed someone for manipulatory purposes?: Noo. Ever kissed someone just to forget about someone else?: Nope. Ever thought of someone else while you were kissing someone?: Umm, not that I can remember. Do you usually kiss on the first date?: Uhh, maybe. Ever kissed someone you later found out you were related to?: Eww, no. How do you feel about the girl initiating the first kiss?: Go for it, I have. Have you ever given or received an obvious hickey?: Haha yes, sorry! What album/artist do you associate with making out?: Umm, I don't know?? Ever bit someone/been bit on purpose while kissing?: Hell yes♥ mm. Would you ever kiss a drunk person that you knew wouldn't kiss you sober?: Nope, weird thing, thats happened to me before. Crazy night. Have you ever kissed a member of your own sex? (or the opposite sex if gay): Yep. How much money would it take for you to kiss someone you thought was gross?: Umm, I just wouldn't kiss them, no need to pay me lol. Have you ever been propositioned for a kiss in exchange for a favor?: Umm, no. Have you ever kissed more than one person within a 12-hour time block?: Nope. Ever kissed someone after the two of you broke up?: If we were still broken up, no. Ever stopped dating someone mainly because they weren't a good kisser?: Nope, thats dumb if you like them. Ever kissed someone legally off-limits? (a boss, employee, professor, etc.): No. Do you kiss and tell?: Haha, most people just know but sometimes yes. |
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