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1764 hit(s) (12 comments) | respond  
vee see fair.
i won a fishy!!
and then robb bought me one :)

lu ling kim and carl =) < 333333333
1190 hit(s) (3 comments) | lOVE<3  
This week....
Feeling: torn
Monday
Taking care of a mermaid-obssessed four-year-old with only two barbies and a tub of water has some VERY interesting results.

I should NOT have worn a white tee-shirt.

Tuesday
Registration! Yay! My schedule is:
History 1 with Ken
Newspaper with Danielle
College Prep with Karen
Chemistry with Jack
Gym Hockey with Troy
Geometry with Jen

Wednesday
Boooooring. We had an all-school meeting, that dragged on, and then we had counselling groups, which REALLY dragged on, and then we had a class meeting. Jamie is the new class president (yay, I don't have to do it anymore :P), Rosie is vice president, Dieter is secretary and Bryan is treasurer.

Thursday
Our class went to the food bank and packed frozen pasta :P It was fun. We had two different sides, and naturally the guys turned it into a competition. But that's okay, because our side won! Our side packed two and half HUGE boxes of pasta, and the other side only packed two, and we were still done before them :P

Friday
I had a headache today, so I stayed home. Not like we were gonna do anything exciting anyway. And I had an eyedoctor's appointment. We ordered a year's supply of contacts! Ugh, and I had my eyes dilated. I friggin' hate that.

Okay, that's all.
137 hit(s) (0 comments) | It was always you.  
The Leaving Song by AFI


Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered

You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"

All the cracks they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart

As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

152 hit(s) (0 comments) | give it to me good  
blahblahbreakup.
Two months later and you're still all I can think about.


I just want my life back.


Today I am going to some Animania festival thing with Rachel and her fiance. Exciting. Tomorrow, nothing, next day charles' piercing maybe, next day, nothing, next day jason webley show. Woot. And all this, all of this, is without you, but you're the only one I will be thinking about, wondering where you are and who you love now.

And then I see you, and it only makes things worse. Like yesterday at the movies, when you got mad for the silliest of things (and okay, I did too) and I can just never work out if you want me around or not. You call it paranoia, I call it being constantly insulted and then wondering why. What the fuck.

This is us a few weeks before we broke up the first time.
Me, taking pregnancy tests and texting you the result.
You, drunk on a bus home from a party you didn't invite me to (okay, so I didn't know the girl, so?), too freaked out to text back.

This is me a few days before, wondering if I am pregnant because my period is god knows how many days or weeks late and trying on bras and thinking only of you, buying condoms and shampoo, and you sitting at home watching tv and not even thinking about it. Probably talking to your best friend who you are now in love with more than you ever loved me.

I always loved you too much. I was always too obsessed. I was then and I am now. And thousands upon thousands of buckets of wishes on shooting stars could not change that. I should know, I have tried.
144 hit(s) (0 comments) | O____o  
[go.and.start.spreadin]
Listening to: Without You - RENT
Feeling: torn

Today the sun was shinin
The breeze was blowin
The time was flyin
People were laughin
And people were smilin
And talkin to whoever would hear
And I was laughin
And I was smilin
And I was shinin
I might’ve been flyin
So I started writin
And hopef’ly someone will hear
Life’s not about hurtin
It’s not about cryin
It’s not about lyin
And it’s not about dyin
Start list’nin
Cause you need to hear
You gotta start livin
And you gotta start leapin
You should be wishin
Not sittin and whinin
And spend your time lovin
That’s how you get people to hear
If you like what you’re hearin
If you like what I’m sayin
Go and start spreadin
It’s all about doin
It’s all about sayin
If you don’t then no one will hear


[Me]


I wrote that and it's happy, so I'm happy. Lemme know what you think if you want. I love being me. I decided on a grad school 3 years in advance so I have time to prepare since it's extremely difficult to get in to.

Wish me luck.

On a bad note, I twisted my ankle today. Oh, well, it'll get better.

196 hit(s) (1 comments) | make.it.hurt  
I love you still



All the pain in the world cant tear us apart


cuz we have each other



---------


all the pain in this world can stop us now









This love is forever




MySpace Icons


176 hit(s) (0 comments) | broken hearts  
busy days
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAHHHHHHH
151 hit(s) (0 comments) | sweet X tragedy  
Myspace and LJ
If you want to add me on myspace and LJ.

http://www.myspace.com/xmansonettex

http://www.xmansonettex.livejournal.com

Once this site is fixed Ill be back.
731 hit(s) (1 comments) | Free Nothing Here!  
Opening Day
Listening to: Metallica
Feeling: lackadaisical
Ricky wrote this one hope you enjoy...

Sometimes I
Feel the same way you do
I dont understand what
I need to do
But all I care about is you

But no you dont care about me
You ripped out my heart
You teared it apart
You think its all fun and games

I remember when your face was the sun
It was the same things we did until it was done

You said you cross your heart hope to die
But I never knew that you lied
How could you do this to me [x3]
You ripped out my heart
You tore it apart

But you dont care about that part-well that part
How could you do this to me [x2]
How could you
How could you do this to-my-heart
333 hit(s) (3 comments) | None the less  
Hah
You amuse me annonymous commenter.
What amuses me is how seriously you take all this. Its a fucking story. Its not true.
And what amuses me most is how you think i give a fuck about what you say.

'Loser.Why dont u just put the knife in your vein and fuckin rip it up,insted of putting tiny cat scratches on your arm to bring attention to urself.'
Its a fucking story. I dont actually self harm.

'You dont undastand jak shit bout wat any1 feels. ur a self scentred piece of shit'
I understand as much as i need or want to understand, and its nice to kow you can make assumptions about what i'm like from a story.

'What kind of a sick fucked up story is this.your writing is shit.do spell check more often.and sort your word order out'
Yes its a bit sick and fucked up, if you dont like it, dont fucking read it. You can hardly talk about correct spelling. And again. I dont give a fuck what you think about it.

'ur so fukin pesimistic.shes not dead,she probs wont die of "attempted suicide".go see a shrink if u think ur depressed.and if u havnt got reason to...'
I know she's not dead, she's my best friend, i think i'd notice something like that. I dont think i'm depressed and have never claimed to be. pay attention.

'then rip ur fukin vein out'
Learn to spell fucking you lazy sod

So basically, whatever you were trying to acheive through those comments, you really havent. They made me laugh. Sorry love :)
356 hit(s) (1 comments) | go on ... say it  
*119* Contact Info
Listening to: Madonna
Feeling: annoyed
I have a new SitDiary. It is irockhardcore. It is on my friends list. If you have a comment for this site, comment my other one.

Thank you!

my livejournal:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/feariemagic7/

my myspace:

http://myspace.com/kimmi_7

my vampirefreaks account:

http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=punkvampire69

aim:

bloodravn7

email:

liltwistedfreak77@yahoo.com

Add me!!

I love friends!
470 hit(s) (5 comments) | your thoughts here  
xOxOxO ehh
Listening to: Chris Brown - Run It
Feeling: sluggish
gosh. sitD really is starting to suck. Xanga is sooo much better. but i still update for something to do...

ehh im tired.

blah...

Krysten

go to it! =)

www.xanga.com/xinc0mpl3t3x
428 hit(s) (6 comments) | ::xOxOxO::  
ATTENTION:i am moving once more
Feeling: accomplished
i am moving yet again
my new diary is: ilovex3sonny
i am relocated
214 hit(s) (2 comments) | i;l♥v;sonny  
Wow. It's been a while huh?
Okay, so definitely never stopped writing this story. I started editing it this year because there was a lot of mistakes but then you know, grade twelve is a bitch.

If you want to read more of my stuff I am pretty active on fanfiction.net I write all Twilight (By Stephenie Meyer) fan fictions and I will be starting an account on another story site soon. My fan fiction is calle After Jacob's First Love and it is under the account name topaz addiction. Remeber to search the name of the story and not the account, it's my friends account it's posted on.

If anyone wants me to write more of this story and get updates on a regular basis, e-mail me and I will let you know when I start it back up again. my e-mail is rawrr.hearts@hotmail.com

love (L)
855 hit(s) (1 comments) | spill.your.thought  
It's weird writing in here agian. I haven't been on SitDiary for a while. I guess it reminded me too much of Matt. But he never goes on anymore. And since he decided to completely lose touch with me, I've been able to totally get over him. People really surprise me...

I have to see the new Therapist tomorrow. The appointment is at 7:30. I don't want to go because she is an Eating Disorder specialist and those people always find something wrong with me. But I'm just going to keep my head up and just freakin go.
670 hit(s) (8 comments) | *BOOM!* explosion!  
Feeling Lost..
I don't know what to do..

I'm just not happy with myself. I hate everything about me. Everything I say... everything I do. How I dress.. how I act. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.

I'm tired of putting this fake smile on every morning. Tired of pretending that everything is alright.
49 hit(s) (2 comments) | leave comment  
take up residence
so im writing to you from zaccaroos laptop, in rouge hill. im here for the week, cos i miss him, and this way atleast i can have some time to see him. but hes gone from 6 am til like 7 p.m and i stay downstairs with gramma. creepy, well i should eat. bye
ily
imy
-cassiexox
295 hit(s) (1 comments) | rapemywords  
MySpace
Listening to: Down with the Sickness - Disturbed
Okay, I'm using my blog on MySpace now. Look me up on there, my e-mail's a_thousand_little_cuts@yahoo.com if you need it.

Peace!
127 hit(s) (1 comments) | Ravish me  
i think it's an end here.

thanks for everyone who gave me the inspiration to write all of this.

i thank you alll very much.

but i think its time for a change.
as everytime i see my early work, its time for a change..
and i've been dying for a change since the 5th from the bottom.


so i'll change the spot where i'll be writting.
if you want to check it out.
go to
blogger.com
and search for my full name.
christopher salonia

and it's called the lay back lounge

orrrr
just head out this link n it'll take u there

http://laybacklounge.blogspot.com/
273 hit(s) (0 comments) | Speakout  
more
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you know u like it

201 hit(s) (15 comments) | slit my wrist  
Ned
Listening to: Panic! At the Disco Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off
Feeling: torn
Wow its been so long since ive logged into this thingy, ha yah nothing exciting happened anyways so yah
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heeey
Listening to: Blink 182
Feeling: abnormal
heeey yeah so Brandi and me finally finished my site. oh yeah Brandi is my best friend in the whole wide world, my twin.
anywho, yeah im Barry. so umm... yeah im gonna go spend time with that food were cooking. im waiting for it all to be ready because... well fat bitches need to eat ;)
170 hit(s) (17 comments) | fire at will  
"been a long time"
Wow, i haven't updated in awhile... umm... let's see, i had a pretty boring week, feb. vaca. and everything but a lot people went away or had work and so i had no rides and nothing to do, though i did make it to the movies once towards the beginning of the week, and then again today but today i went with my mom and sister and yeah...
I have school tomorrow, so not looking forward to that, though i may actually get sleep tonight, i'm not exhausted for once but actually just tired, big thing for me, and so i may actually get sleep, figures it'll be the morning that i need to wake up, so i can look forward to hopefully a few hours sleep and then a very rude awakening, but such is life i guess...
anyways... i'm outtie for now i guess, i'll post more whenever... Love me!!!
42 hit(s) (0 comments) | getaway car...  
Are you satisfied....
My favorite poem ever
i just needed a place to put it for now
:]



'Once on a yellow peice of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And thats what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it

Once on a peice of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And thats what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
becuase that was the question about his girl
And thats what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out in the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
and his father snoring soundly

Thats why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because thats what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didnt think
he could reach the kitchen.'
389 hit(s) (5 comments) | Rawr.  
Christmas Eve/ Christmas
Listening to: Walking Dead-Chester Benningtion
well, its 11:00pm, only 1 more hour until its officially xmas. woot! hopefully i get some good stuff this xmas thatll keep me occupied, and will improve my art. thats all i want, just for my art to get better, for my skills to improve. i dont think thats asking too much. but ya never kno i guess. lol. well, i'll update tomorrow w/ how everything goes.
404 hit(s) (0 comments) | confessions  
23-Cancer
Listening to: Sublime
Feeling: sane
So...I might have cancer. Actually they are pretty sure I do.



I am so scared. I don't know what to do...

And I am suppose to be moving back to MA.

I feel like I am losing comtrol of my life.

Not that anyone will read this though. =/
515 hit(s) (1 comments) | Kiss Me  
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467 hit(s) (11 comments) | spin the black  
NEW SITDAIRY!!!!
It is listed under sorian

sorian

thats it just

sorian

ok ^_^
387 hit(s) (0 comments) | this life  
 
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