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Friends of Superman
| Neither Here Nor Missed | November 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by theloneshade | |
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And now you were neither here nor missed it's the same thing it's that same hurt every day And without it, there's no stress I need to face When you lie And you fucking seal and fucking cheat and lie No it's NOT the same and don't you ever try Don't know WHAT its like to fucking BE alive All the time... The times have not been kind I see And so you will take it out on me Never ending is the way it starts to seem And your actions are what's killing all my dreams It's a chance I must take And it's my mistake to make Through what's real and what is fake I now see the rules I have to break If I had been the one like this and now you were neither her nor missed It's the same thing It's that same hurt every day And without it, there's no stress I know I'll face when you lie It's a chance I must take and it's my mistake to make Though what's real and what is fake I now see the rules I have to break |
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| 79 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Speak In Solace |
| I'm back | September 19th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by suzushiijohn | |
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Listening to: Johnathan Clay- After All
Feeling: nauseous
Ok so she wasn't pregnant. That was a relief seriously! Well she was but something happend and she was bleeding pretty bad one day and I won't go into details.. I broke up with her, and am dieing on the inside. I long for the girl who's heart I broke. Will add more later! ~Later Dayz~ ~John |
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| 74 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Let me Hold you! |
| Know What I Mean? | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by unspotted | |
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Listening to: Gin Blossoms - Lost Horizons
Feeling: lovable
Came home not too long ago, and realized that I take my defeats too close to the heart; or for a better term, too personal. And you'd think that after a few of these that a person would eventually disconnect themselves from the emotional aspect of failure but not so, not so at all. Keep a tight hold they say, get 'em next time... what if next time never comes? One thing I'm good at - cutting losses. Take my word for it folks. Look at a situation, recognize if you've got it as good as it'll ever get and then get the hell out of there - take what you can and never look back. Well, I've mastered the first part of the recommendation, when I master how to never look back, I'll let you know. Maybe that's why I tend to stop good things before they even get a chance to start- wind up moving too slow or with an uncalculated haste which only winds up making me feel worse about things because the result is the same either way. Then there's that damned transition between feeling like a failure to feeling great. Happened the other day and drove me to some rather uneasy thoughts all because of a pump-truck. I mean, the feelings aren't invalidated because they're dismissed easily - doesn't the fact that they are meditated upon count for something? I guess they'd matter more if a person were to actually act out an ill concieved idear. I mean, if a person were to actually reach a level whereby all safties, self control and higher reasoning capabilities are disengaged... well, that's saying something. FYI, I don't necessarily fully endorse any of my methods for use without first consulting me or at least geting the opinion of someone qualified to replace my judgement. Oh, and speaking better judgement and pressure I'm thinking that things are going to be changing aroung here in the upcoming months. I can't quite explainit, but I just got a hunch is all. As of yesterday [and up to even today (the 30th)] my sister started talking about marriage... I think come next year she'll be engaged - married in the next two. Can't say that I'll miss her immensly, or that it's premture... Let me rephrase that. They're a little over-anxious, but she's getting up there in age - so in that sense, it's about bloody time - know what I mean? I guess she's kinda picked up the whole idea of having a realistic life of her own. Funny how it happened to the eldest after it happened to the youngest. Sometimes I really wonder, but I better not say anything for I know not how things'll transpire for me. As it is, I've been single for over a year, so I'll be lucky if I even find someone interested, let alone committed. Know what I mean? Onto other, less meaningful yet still important matters though... Actually, that's where I decided to go to sleep due to an increased measure of depressants in my system. Anything I really input now should really be under a new entry, so in relation to that, I think it's best if I just end this one here and begin a new entry... You can continue reading if the mood should take you. Comment where ever the mood should take you, but I'm not sure if it's really worth your while... could be though. Continuing, - Captain B. Skipped |
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| 150 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Your Thoughts? |
| fuck | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by monkey | |
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Listening to: damn
Feeling: bitchy
brunettes please well i am a brunette. what can i say? degrassi is good. so is sex. so am i. |
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| 127 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Is Love Real? |
| anyone wanna hang out some time | September 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by batman | |
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Listening to: Call Of The Wild-Black Sabbath
Feeling: bored
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| 262 hit(s) | (3 comments) | what do you want? |
| And they think I'm weak | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by lexluthor | |
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al. L L |
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| 149 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Kent |
| No Way!! | May 6th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by karma | |
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Listening to: When You're Mad-Ne-Yo
Feeling: lame
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| 72 hit(s) | (1 comments) | leave me lOvin |
| group sex | December 21st, 2008 @ 2:58pm |
| by onedeath | |
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trust me. surely. im alive. barely. i promise. |
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| 137 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Poke |
| January 20th, 2007 @ 12:00am | |
| by nick | |
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| 1482 hit(s) | (17 comments) | comment |
| yeah | December 1st, 2008 @ 11:47pm |
| by cicero | |
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should i see one. for now i say thank you. thank you so much. i have found love and friendship here. companionship and understanding. i love you and i thank you. i may even be lucky enough to explain one day. in the meantime, hate the IRS. hate customs. as a favor. forgive me for promises broken. please. i miss you. diffuse candlelight light yields neither luminescence nor illumination. and we do not seek them here in this room. i think this place may be the place where madness has a voice and discordantly whispers to us in the sound of heartbeats. i look with care but i see no reflections in your eyes. nor yours. . . nor yours nor even sheen the soulless eyes of night that peer through the curtains of a window near the ceiling. “you are my insanity,” she whispers and reaches out a cupped palm a child’s hand. with coloured nails. i look into her lemming eyes. and do not dispute. how many infinities of time are contained within a single moment. “do you think there might be an afterlife?” i lean forward concentrate. on the flame. then back and reach out my (soul?) left hand to continue the circuitous ritual. “i hope not,” says my friend. and laughs. and laughs. and laughs. my mind sways and sloshes and i hear another say “i think this is my afterlife.” |
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| 532 hit(s) | (8 comments) | go ahead |
| FFFFFFFGGGGGGRRRRTTrrrrrrrr | May 17th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by jimmypage | |
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| 466 hit(s) | (11 comments) | spin the black |
| onset; deleterious re-visions. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by deletia | |
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i have one entry revisited. excuse me while i drink myself to death; the every time of everything is a continuously infinite modification; my fingers itch for all this again. |
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| 407 hit(s) | (8 comments) | [ edit : delete ] |
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