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Friends of Subtlechaos
| ahh | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by mrsactually | |
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Listening to: Rest Of My Life - Rilo Kiley
I'm really excited cause today it my first rehearsal but at the same time, I'm hella scared cause Taylor isn't going so I have to fend for myself. Hopefully Chris and Becca and Kyle and so on help me, haha. |
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| 128 hit(s) | (0 comments) | say whaaat? |
| 117 sleep you must be kidding! | July 28th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by nahnahnah | |
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never. its official ive found him, and hes been with me for a year. im going nuts not to mention the legal speed, its 4 in the am. and i wnt sleep i just finished talking to him. brandon broke up with me today an i didnt care! im so amazed stoked i dont want to wake up. EVER. you would know why i was so happy if you knew eric. wow. EEEEEEEEEE> he IS amazing. i must be the luckiest ever. |
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| 388 hit(s) | (3 comments) | duh i |
| just my imagination once again | April 4th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by shattered | |
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Listening to: How's It Gonna Be - Third Eye Blind
Feeling: challenged
wrong again. |
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| 162 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Ramble On |
| content | December 24th, 2008 @ 1:26am |
| by lerenne | |
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i am actually really happy. no me and joey are not together but im completely fine with that. it was ment to happen. we are still close friends and hangout and talk here and there but things are just good. i mean if i heard or saw him dating another girl i would be happy for him. i mean yea i would probably compare myself to her and be like why her, what makes her special to you. but thats only cuz we were together for almost 4 years. but i would be fine with that. so looking back at everything im extremely happy, im doing things now that i normal would not since i would never partake in activities he once didnt want to do. and now im the one drinking at the parties not being the DD since i dont have to take him home at a certain time. i mean im not saying he held me back, im just saying im breaking thru my shell. i've been getting closer with all my friends that i have had and making more. some friends i wish i was closer with but they have their own things going on but i wont give up. and im happy with being single. really. i mean yea here and there i miss the kisses, cuddling and just that feeling of being with someone but i am fine with just being with myself and the friends that i love. people come up and say things to me like ohhh how are you doing, are you still heartbroken.,... etc.. and no matter what i tell them if its yes im fine, im really content they never seem to believe me since they just go well im here for you, you know. i know its hard. and on the inside i just laugh and go ok fine dont believe me. others think its too weird that we are still friends which i think is crazy. of course we are. there is no way i think i could ever be with someone and fall in love with them for about 4 years of my life. a main part of my life and then when it ends just forget and ignore them. they were in my life so close for so long for a reason. why would i throw that friendship away. but overall. im extremely content. life is going pretty well. |
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| 44 hit(s) | (0 comments) | tell me the truth |
| Fear less, Hope more | March 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by empathy4devil | |
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Listening to: Django Reindhart
Feeling: drained
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| 299 hit(s) | (8 comments) | leave comment |
| Started out different | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
| by madisonmg | |
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Listening to: You're still the one
Feeling: addicted
I bet they'll never make it but look at us going we're still together still going strong and nothing better we beat the odds together im glad we didnt listen look at what we would be missing |
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| 144 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| ew.... | January 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by funeralof3 | |
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i seriously hate this.. i try so hard to make the grade and the stupid teacher i found out NEVER entered any of the work i was doing.. and when i found the work that the whore didnt even put in the computer.. she told me it was too late.. i mean seriously.. i have been doing so many good things lately.. and i thought maybe for once that karma was going to come and actually do me some good for once.. i dont know.. im just going to give up on trying everything.. im tired of doing so much for people and not getting the same back.. everyone tells me about their problems with other stupid girls.. or how they cant seem to get with the person that they like.. how do they know that im not going through the same..? i have so much competition getting out of this shit hole... but i guess my fate was intended to be in pain and sorrow.. i only have like what 3 friends right now.. and its all because of stupid bitches that live out here.. i wish i was back home.. nothing is going good for me here.. id rather live in shitty ghetto ass Torrance than to live out here where everyone has a stick up their asses and all the guys here all they want to do is hook up.. but hey.. i guess thats my luck.. i get the rep. of a whore because on what others say and my past.. for once i just wish that someone would not look to me for a "good time".. seriously.. if you want to hang out with me because im a fun person to hang out with then fine.. ill hang out with you.. but im so tired of people expecting that im their answer to their god damn happiness.. seriously.. they think im the most fun to hang out with because im spontainious.. and always laughing at jokes.. and just so happy.. im not.. its just a cover up.. no one has seen me Truely happy.. i havent been truly happy in forever... but whatever.. hopefully friday will bring me to my full- extent of happiness.. and im just not just setting myself up for heartbreak... |
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| 51 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| November 23rd, 2008 @ 10:23pm | |
| by alyssa | |
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| 15 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
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