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[708]Identity
This sounds completely ridiculous, but the only time I was ever fully comfortable with myself was when I had the opportunity to change my appearance. It used to be that each time I felt depressed, I'd chop all of my hair off, dye it some off the wall shade, and dump my current boyfriend. I can't explain it, but changing the path I was on in life always felt so enlightening. I got closest to myself when I distanced myself from others.

Unfortunately, at some point in the past three years, I let some unfamiliar force take control of my life. This unfamiliar force is what I believe to be a metamorphasis. I am reaching a new chapter in my life, and I am forced to let go of the old. I cannot stay the same forever ... that very thought is unsettling.

I wonder if the transition from adolescence to adulthood will feel like the time I felt my childhood slip through my fingertips. I remember the day my youthful energy diminished and my soul was no longer as carefree as a child's. I am losing my identity. Adulthood carries with it so many demands, yet so few rewards.
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I'm currently waiting for the new year, I want to start fully over.

I love my memories, but I don't want to partake in them any longer.

I need a fresh new start but I don't want to delete my old memories at all.

I'm going to make a new account, and I'll start writing in it next year. I promise.
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Not a Story
Okay so I havent been able to get into my diary because I had made it private and changed the password and then mistakenly forgotten the password all in an attempt to keep kevin from reading it because he had some smart ass remark in doing so..

So Here I am writting in here so I dont have to make a new account and I havent written a story in forever and probably wont since I know what grade I'd be getting on in stories from laurel in class.

So today is bleh.. matt wouldnt shut up on the phone while talking to lexi and that annoyed me. cause Im trying to sleep.

and the second thing is matt needs to stop reading over my shoulder right now.

Then he's been staying over at my house for about the week, its been okay, he's been less depressive then he was last time he came over which is good..

I met two new guys.

One is Elijah, who lives about six hours away from here in northern GA he's really sweet and I like talking to him. its just.. hard for him to understand that I like him..

Especially since its impossibel to explain internet crushes to people who dont have them.. I hate them..

then theres Tim, who lives somewhere about an hour near gainesville which is probably about two hours away from where my mom lives. so thats cool. I want to plan to see him. so yeah..

then so yeah.. Im really really hating the fact that I cant get into my diary, its almost sickening cause im going to have to update everything in it. ima post all these entries in it. and everything.

so for kevin, i want him gone, he basically told me to get hit by a fucking bus and all that shit, only because I was making Elijah feel better. Well.. Fuck him, now Im getting feelings for Elijah and its none of his business. I dont want to see him, hear from him, any of that shit.. he knows I was hit by a car.. he knows that I dread it.. And he should get his information straight before doing shit like that to me..

so yeah.. I dunno I dont really know what to say right now..

I get the house to myself tonight. Hopefully.

-Matti

(PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SCOTT GET MY FUCKING PASSWORD)
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Feeling: amorous
Oh, it is time to go.
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I Stand Alone
Listening to: Korn - "Falling away from me"
Feeling: defeated
Fuck this world.
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whoa...
well i was going to delete all of these messages...but it seems like way too much work so im making a new thingy...

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See what boredem does???
The Picto-Personality TestYou are a person who is very calm and kind. You go out of your way to help people who need your help.When alone, you let it all hang out and ignore every social convention.You are adventurous, always up to do the most extreme things. You have a certain recklessness that makes people very attracted to you.In the future you will be wise and healthy.Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com



You most resemble Marlon Brando

You are very smart, and very talented, although you don’t really enjoy social company. You prefer to live alone, go to movies alone, cry alone in the corner...
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Your Social Dysfunction:Paranoid
You show pervasive and unwarranted suspiciousness, and mistrust of others. You are overly sensitive and prone to jealousy.





















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Judeo-Christian Ethics (The Golden Rule)
Essentially this ethical school of thought can be summed up in 'Do unto others as you would have them do unto you'. Only do something to someone which you would like to have done to you in return. This is the ethical principal which is least prone to criticism.

How you scored, compared to others taking this quiz:

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Judeo-Christian

Utilitarianism

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Wow....really weird.


Your Theme Song:"Another Brick in the Wall (Part 2)" - Pink Floyd
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Mary:Recipe for Love

- 1/4 of a cup of sexiness
- 2 heaping tablespoons of beauty
- a heaping teaspoon of intelligence

Blend together quickly and serve.
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Mary
Extremely Insane
Passable
Not Fit for Society
Passable

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You date like you are 32 years old.

You are a very serious dater and are looking to settle down. You are probably already in a serious relationship, or are on the lookout for something very serious.
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What Pill Should YOU Be Taking?
Patient Name:Mary
Prescription:Maryonix

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