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The Leaving Song by AFI


Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered

You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"

All the cracks they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart

As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

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West Side Story
Feeling: excited
Hosted By: LindyWhen: Friday Apr 14, 2006 at 7:00 PMWhere: Lawrence North High School Auditorium7802 Hague RoadIndianapolis, IN 46256USDescription:Lindy Click Here To View Event
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ongoing entry... the end
Listening to: always something different
Feeling: belligerent
Wayney.pwp.blueyonder.co.uk/uca.htm

left click on the second link where you are prompted with: You can download Un Chien Andalou here or (here).
blah.

xxxxx

hello. i forgot to bring it in, but i was gonna put my new poem up here today. it was the poem i wrote for my little sister's homework (don't tell). it involves a table, a chair and a blue pear. just be a little patient, ok?
later, my faithful subjects...

xxxxx

hello mr. egg mayo. may i take your order?
so, like, i was, like, talking to, like, my sister and, like, couldn't help but, like, notice how much she, like, uses the word 'like', like, totally, like, unnecesarily and randomly as, like, every other, like, word. and then it dawned upon me. 'like' isn't actually even a real word. it was created by the polish in a failed attempt to dominate the earth. more on that whenever i uncover the whole truth (hopefully soon)...

i have a question. being 16 (legally allowed to have sex), does it make me a paedophile if i am attracted to someone whose age is 14 (not legally allowed to have sex)? several people seem to think i am a paedophile for this reason, whereas i firmly believe that age is just a number and is thusly completely irrelevant.

anybody seen the film yet? un chien andalou? what do ya think?

as much as i love boring all of you groovy people with my babble about the surreal, paedophilia and polish conspiracies, i must now leave as i am not using my computer at home, 'tis one belonging to the local library and my time is almost expired.

later.

xxxxx

hello. tonight i am a guide for the open evening at my school. boring? yes. do i intend to make it un-boring? even more yes!! i am supposed to tell all of the prospective parents that the school is good, blah blah blah... i intend to let them know the truth about the evilness of the headmistress. but it's all in the name of good clean fun...

on the up-side, despite the fact that tonight will inevitably be a living hell, i will still see my allegedly 'paedophilic' crush. she's doing a little performance thing for drama, for which i've seen most of the production, like discussions and such as i usually help out with drama stuff after school these days.

i need a job. i need to buy cannibis, a set of drums, tattoos, cigarettes, clothes, books, cds, dvds, a playstation, a handheld console, candy, food, a phone, et cetera et cetera. these are things i could live without (except food) but i want 'em and if you got a problem-O with it, then fuck you.

goodbye.
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man i haven't updated on sitdiary in foreverrrr! and i'm not going to now either. i have had a melodramatic account for like 4 years and have gone back to that. i luv my melo so much more. if anyone has a melo u can go friend me on that. my user name is budice. ha ha i made the account back in highschool when i was obsessed with bud ice tall cans. anyways, go find me!
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All better now
Listening to: Ill Nino - God save us
Feeling: anxious
Well i have to say i am feeling a million bucks right now, im sat hear listening to ill nino playing doom online kicking peoples asses from all over the world and then after playing on my new guitar, its so fucking sexy, ill try and get a pic up here soon but i got to get my new camera to work, damn, i just want to start doing something with my band, something cool, so we are going to hopefully get this other guitarist in and he is all trained in classical which will be very interesting because i have never really seen a person play a classical guitar or even that style. cant wait. he is gona feel gelous though when he sees my new baby. and kyle if your reading this i know what your thinking "why doesnt he just shut the fuck up about his guitar" lol, dont worry that day will come lol

bYe bYe
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i love when my mom sings.she has that raspy janis japlin kidda voice.its beautiful. and she can nail alll those notes perfect its great. wellll im still kidda pissed bout the whole cousin thing. i mean its not that big of a deal i mean never mind its stupid wut happened but hell take care of it...wow im so sick of living. "whos the one that makes u happy? or maybe whos the one always on ur mind" sorry my mom is sing and i thought i type along.when ever she sings i feel little again pure..... if only she knew. things happen to change people. and something just happened that gives e a different look on life. y people do the things they do. act the way they act...... i wonder if anyone thinks rather knows nething is wrong. i havet showered in forever im to depressed i dont eat nemore i just throw it up and no not on purpose it just doesnt feel right. i want to run away. i want to never feel this pain i want the world to know that i hate it. i want my *dad* back he was stupid for wut he did but can i blame him? im ultimently just like him....... i might go to some c a meeting tonight with my brother even tho i dont do that but wwut ever. imma go i cant write right know to sick lol
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1 Septemer 2005
Listening to: No Doubt - Bathwater
5 days to school. Im pretty damn nervous actaully.
Moving schools sucks, but at least I have a friend there who I can trust, and who I actually like.
Bulmershe is full of Chavs; more to than Ryiesh!!!
Oh well...
Going to this Battle of the bands thing tomorrow night with Fona and Jess. Im supporting my friend Olly's band, Blood Blister. It should be fun I guess...
SHOPPING TOMORROW WITH SAMMY ASWELL, WOOT!!!
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It's weird writing in here agian. I haven't been on SitDiary for a while. I guess it reminded me too much of Matt. But he never goes on anymore. And since he decided to completely lose touch with me, I've been able to totally get over him. People really surprise me...

I have to see the new Therapist tomorrow. The appointment is at 7:30. I don't want to go because she is an Eating Disorder specialist and those people always find something wrong with me. But I'm just going to keep my head up and just freakin go.
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Cellar Door
I suppose I should begin this new entry by explaining its title. If anyone's seen the movie Donnie Darko, that person would already be one step ahead of everyone else who hasn't in terms of understanding the title of this weblog. You see, this is just a great great movie that everyone should get a chance to see. It's an independent film that was produced by Drew Barrymore's company Flower Films. Aside from being a co-producer, she also plays Donnie's high school English teacher. Now before you all run away screaming at the sight of Drew Barrymore's name, let me assure you that this film is nothing like any of the movies Barrymore has been involved in before. Donnie Darko is a film that you will watch many times trying to figure out what the message of the movie actually is (and it's very obvious from watching it that there is, indeed, a message it's trying to convey). The funny thing is that I've forced many of my friends to watch this movie, and I've been amazed at the variety of interpretations I've heard about what the movie's actual message is. Simply put, watch it. You'll be amazed.

That aside, the reason I titled my weblog "cellar door" is because my favorite line in the movie is actually said by Drew Barrymore. After she's fired from the high school, it cuts to a scene where she is talking to Donnie alone in her classroom. She has all her stuff packed up, and the words "cellar door" are written on the board behind her. Donnie asks "what's cellar door?" She replies "this famous linguist once said 'of all the phrases in the English language...of all the endless combinations, cellar door is the most beautiful.'" I've been trying to figure out who this linguist is because I think he or she may be right. In my opinion, it is not the word itself that gives off a meaning or beauty; it is actually the impact said combination of words has on a person's perception of what the object, idea, issue, belief, and whatever else that word is identifying. So what's so special about a cellar door then? Well, just think of the endless possibilities behind that door. In the movie, this combination of words becomes central, which made the movie even better for me. A cellar door has behind it endless memories that are attached to some one person, some one family, something else outside of the cellar. The possibilities of what exactly is contained behind that door are endless, and I'm pretty sure that's what that famous linguist was referring to when he or she said it was the most beautiful.

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