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Friends of Squee
| ongoing entry... the end | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by donut | |
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Listening to: always something different
Feeling: belligerent
left click on the second link where you are prompted with: You can download Un Chien Andalou here or (here). blah. xxxxx hello. i forgot to bring it in, but i was gonna put my new poem up here today. it was the poem i wrote for my little sister's homework (don't tell). it involves a table, a chair and a blue pear. just be a little patient, ok? later, my faithful subjects... xxxxx hello mr. egg mayo. may i take your order? so, like, i was, like, talking to, like, my sister and, like, couldn't help but, like, notice how much she, like, uses the word 'like', like, totally, like, unnecesarily and randomly as, like, every other, like, word. and then it dawned upon me. 'like' isn't actually even a real word. it was created by the polish in a failed attempt to dominate the earth. more on that whenever i uncover the whole truth (hopefully soon)... i have a question. being 16 (legally allowed to have sex), does it make me a paedophile if i am attracted to someone whose age is 14 (not legally allowed to have sex)? several people seem to think i am a paedophile for this reason, whereas i firmly believe that age is just a number and is thusly completely irrelevant. anybody seen the film yet? un chien andalou? what do ya think? as much as i love boring all of you groovy people with my babble about the surreal, paedophilia and polish conspiracies, i must now leave as i am not using my computer at home, 'tis one belonging to the local library and my time is almost expired. later. xxxxx hello. tonight i am a guide for the open evening at my school. boring? yes. do i intend to make it un-boring? even more yes!! i am supposed to tell all of the prospective parents that the school is good, blah blah blah... i intend to let them know the truth about the evilness of the headmistress. but it's all in the name of good clean fun... on the up-side, despite the fact that tonight will inevitably be a living hell, i will still see my allegedly 'paedophilic' crush. she's doing a little performance thing for drama, for which i've seen most of the production, like discussions and such as i usually help out with drama stuff after school these days. i need a job. i need to buy cannibis, a set of drums, tattoos, cigarettes, clothes, books, cds, dvds, a playstation, a handheld console, candy, food, a phone, et cetera et cetera. these are things i could live without (except food) but i want 'em and if you got a problem-O with it, then fuck you. goodbye. |
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| 494 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Z? |
| Long time no write | July 2nd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by luvablelushh | |
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Feeling: liberated
Ok. So it's summer time once again and this summer is a tad different than the rest. This is the summer of my Junior year which means next year I will be a senior which is absolutely fabulous because to put it lightly, my school is a hellhole. I bought myself a guinea pig the other day. Her name is Delilah. She's a sweetheart. She makes me melt. Hahaa! I want to buy her a bigger cage and I would like to do that today but I don't know if I will have the time. I would like to get laundry done as well. At any rate, I do love this little dork and I am fairly excited about my new addition. Now I don't feel so alone when I come home to this stupid empty house. Speaking of which, I have come to the conclusion that I have grown a bad addiction to the mouse. An addiction that has taken over my life. It's like all I ever want to do is be at work and all I ever think about is work. I'm reading now so I don't feel so compelled to think about work and because I do love reading. Just finished Nicholas Sparks' The Guardian. Very cute story I must say. I really want to get this little shit a new house. She's so adorable. I need to give her a hiding place and everything. She brings a lot of light to my life, believe it or not. Everyone knows that I am not normally a pet person, but when I saw her in the store I literally fell in love. "I want this one!" were my exact words. ahaha. Anyways, back to my work situation. It's very sad... I hate talking about it. I never want to leave, EVER! It seriously makes me all.. gloomy to think that I can't spend the rest of my life at that place. I hate losses and this will most definitely be the biggest one I have ever encountered. That's why I work so much because I know I won't be there forever. Then I get tired. It's a catch 22. Very annoying. I should take some time off. maybe after Florida. We'll see how the week goes when I come back. Hopefully I will have a lot of fun and everything will be just dandy!!! :) I need to get out in this good weather.. I NEED TO! Plus i gotta get Delilah some home stuff. Yes. But first i need to do my laundry. I work tomorrow so my uniform needs to be clean by then. Alright. I got some of my thoughs out there. We'll try again tomorrow. |
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| 560 hit(s) | (0 comments) | is this thing on? |
| .:19:.no it dosnt hurt ((to self)): oww | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by webcomic | |
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hahahaha i have sucksesfully planted a bomb in you basment behind your coolers and if you dont have a basment you do now so ha jajajajaja SHUT UP DAMN YOU you stole my peanut |
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| 228 hit(s) | (8 comments) | teaddybears drink? |
| deleting this. | September 29th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by babybalooga12 | |
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Listening to: none
Feeling: unappreciated
bye. Julia. |
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| 305 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Bloody Hell |
| amp | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by stanford | |
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Listening to: Mettalica
Feeling: fabulous
Actual price Head - £550 Cab - £500 Cable - £24 Sale price i got it for ... .... ..... ...... ...... .... ... £654 oooooooh yeeeeah =D 
mmmm a mute/solo pedal, meaning if i need a quick noise shut off, just knock that down, and also when i take out the lead will not get nay annoying noises, and the solo adds about 12Bdz mmmm nice By the way her name is Drucila, cuz i kinda name all my equipment 
^This is Dru and animal^ 
^This is Dru and my old amp Tom (names after Rosy's brother) notice the size difference =P |
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| 330 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Message after beep |
| All better now | December 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by spudd | |
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Listening to: Ill Nino - God save us
Feeling: anxious
bYe bYe |
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| 271 hit(s) | (4 comments) | Dont care |
| Been a while | February 26th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by wyndsong | |
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Feeling: hyper
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| 272 hit(s) | (0 comments) | ~Cast Your Spell~ |
| November 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by dawnie1600 | |
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First, all my friends never talk to me. We meet at the tree at break and lunchtimes and me and Holly always end up sitting there doing nothing. Sometimes we go off walking and we talk for ages. We walk round school and when we walk past the gang they give us weird looks. After about 5 or 6 times around they ask why we're ignoring them and i nearly lose it. Me and Holly just say 'we're not'. It's weird. Whenever we're replying to them we always end up doing the same or saying the same. Second, on MSN they never talk to me. I have to start conversations with them. Nicola never really talks to me anyway. Sam G noticed how much she'd been ignoring me and was apologising loads, she's a true friend. Whenever Katie's on she only talks to me to ask questions about our business. Holly comes on, and then disappears almost instantly though if she does stay on she doesn't talk for long. And i asked Amy if everyone liked me, honestly. About 3 minutes later she replied that i rocked, not really answering my question. Third, Mark keeps bugging me. He wanted me to sing one of my poems in a guitar solo for his music performance. I said maybe cos i wasn't sure. The poem's in copyright anyway. Then all he does is annoy me and lie to me, getting me to say things to other people and get them to hate me. I block him and he goes through my friends and he bugs them so much that my friends make me unblock him. I do for a minute and he annoys me. I can't take him anymore!! Fourth, Thomas. I never went to him for anything. I told him to leave me alone because he still loves me and he asked if i wanted to go out with him. I told him to leave me alone and i ended up swearing. He then decided to blame everything on me. Say that i 'used' him when convenient then pushed him away. Yeah i pushed him away but that's because he was always getting too close to me. He said that i moaned to him about my problems. I may have attention seeked but never to him. I'd post it on my online diary and he'd see it. If he can't take it then tough. Now look at his latest email: ' Actually, if you can remember, you came back to me asking if we could start over. The only reason I gave in was because I knew you needed help! I thought I could give you the help you needed. Obviously, I was wrong. You turned down my aid, and pushed me away. Just like you push away everyone who cares about you. You've changed. You used to care about people. Now you're just another heartless monster. You are no better then those fuckers at school who torment people for amusement. Only difference is... You hurt people who care about you. You hurt people more. I fell in love with you, but not as you are now. I loved you when you were caring and considerate. Not this pathetic little child I now see. You've lied to people so often, you have started believing them yourself. Like a shield, to hide who you are. I know, deep down, there is still that young girl I once knew. I was right about you, you did need help. You still do. You need help, to see through the wall of lies, and false images. To be who you were. Somewhere inside of you, there is the girl I loved, scared and alone. Trapped in the darkness. All I did was offer her a light. A helping hand, and a friendly face. You need help, now more then ever. You need help, before it's too late...' I know you're gunna see this Thomas and i know you're gunna swear at me and whatever but i don't care anymore. Fifth, off the subject of friends i've been ill since Wednesday. I missed 2 lessons of Karate. 3 vital Science lessons that i need for my test next Thursday. 2 English lessons that i need for my essay. 3 ICT lessons that i need for my ICT SPB. 1 French lesson where i'm supposed to have a test. And i'm not sure if i'll be alright for Monday. If i miss Monday i miss 2 lessons of Music where i'm supposed to do my performance. I can't miss any more school! On a brighter note. I just got asked out by a guy from my year. He kept hinting he liked me but he asked me out. Don't really know how to feel now... |
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| 122 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| Oh Great.... | September 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by 4horsemen | |
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Listening to: Greenday- She's a Rebel
Feeling: emotional
I made a total dumbass of my self on Friday. I sang like crap. I was so embarrassed I went home and cried... I can't believe I actually sang, I KNEW this was gonna happen!!!! I'm so angry at my self!!! Why did I have to be so dumb!? I can hear people talking about me behind my back, I hate it!!!! I don't know if I'll ever do it again, Not unless they asked me... but I'll probably still say no. Chris said I did a good job but I know he was lying..:( -4horsemen |
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| 136 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Ask us to Forgive |
| Psychology | May 2nd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by kakuyo | |
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Listening to: Avril Lavigne-Keep Holding On
Feeling: tearful
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| 455 hit(s) | (11 comments) | ~Make a Wish~ |
| bubbles and photos! | October 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by inno | |
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Feeling: angelic
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| 65 hit(s) | (1 comments) | BLOW ME BUBBLES! |
| In need of a serious change | November 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by realtruth | |
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The real truth came out. My life was nothing but a huge lie. I was hiding one thing after another. Nothing was going right. I couldn't even look anyone in the eye anymore. I admitt, I've done plently of things I should never of done. That's the past though. It already happened, I can't take it back. If I could, believe me, I would. I've lie straight to everyone's face. My smile is fake. I'm not happy. I'm actually slowing dying inside. Slowly but surly I was beginning to get ready for this. This huge crash upon me. This huge problem. This thing everyone wishes never would come around. The Real Truth. And I was faced with it. My life is a huge lie. It's time for a change. The real me has to be shown. And so here I am, back here once again. I was myself about a little over a year ago. I was me. Everything was good. There was no lies, everything was the truth. And life was great. Until I broke up with my boyfriend. Everything seemed to change. I sneaked around. I did things I never should have. And I regret every bit of it. I can't change it. I really wish I could, but I can't. The worst part of this all is that I let everyone down. I let all the people that stuck by me when nobdoy else wanted to, I let them down. And I can't change it. All I can do is keep saying sorry, but at this point sorry does not cut it. But I really am, I realized what I've done. I've realized I need to change. And I am. I am going to. I need to. This is the real me, shockingly it is. I'm sorry guys.. I really am. |
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| 52 hit(s) | (3 comments) | comments |
| new boy | May 14th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by keokacheer | |
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Listening to: Nothing But Watching Charmed
Feeling: curious
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| 94 hit(s) | (0 comments) | ¢¾SmOoCh |
| EMO TO THE MAX | August 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by fairyfloss | |
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Feeling: angry
I hate him, I hate him with a passion, i hate everything about him! I hate how he looks at me, I hate the way he talks to me, I hate it when he hurts me, I hate it when he touches me... I dont know why he has this affect on me. i cant believe that im this weak. Why does he treat me this way? Why does he hate me? What have i done? I know i deserve it but... I just cant take it anymore... |
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| 75 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Go Ahead..I Dare U |
| I don't want to know. | June 19th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by obligatory | |
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Listening to: Motion City Soundtrack
my bandaids. I called my therapist to reschedule my first ever appointment that my parents made because I have an eating disorder and they think I need help. I called her and left this long-winded, long-stated, all-over-the-place message on her answering machine, so now she thinks I'm insane without even talking to me. And when I was done with that, I sat on the grass outside of my mom's work, on a playground meant for kindergarten kids, and cut my side with scissors, then locked myself in the faculty bathroom and cut myself again and again and again. And now I am bleeding through my bandaids and freaking out a little because I have never been more empassioned about anything than I am when I'm carving lines into my skin or when I'm starving myself or when I'm spilling the contents of my stomach inside a perfect porcelain bowl. Welcome back. |
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| 164 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Failure by design. |
| January 7th, 2009 @ 10:20pm | |
| by bob | |
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Naming something doesn't mean you understand it. If anything, the name makes the thing so much more complex... |
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| 26 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Hug? |
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