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Olivia 11.21.08
by scott
So today I called Sarah up to see how she and Liv are doing while they're in Georgia. While we were talking, Sarah put the phone on speaker so I could talk to Olivia. I started saying "Hiiii Oliviaaaa" and then I heard "Dadad!" That's pretty much the highlight of my day.
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cracks in the floor October 23rd, 2008 @ 10:37am
by pyroclasticlux


my grandmother died today just after midnight.
today is/was her 90th birthday.
we were rather close; as such, i am not taking this particularly well.


i realise that things haven't been well for her in awhile; she's had congestive heart failure issues for three years now, and she has become increasingly weak during the past five days.
i am glad she is not miserable anymore, and likewise happy that she can finally be with my grandfather again,...but
...ugh.
damn it.
DAMN IT.
FREAKING DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



i was going to ring her this morning and wish her a happy birthday, and mum & i arranged for flowers to be sent for her today.

mum & dad & i were going to visit on sunday and have a small party to celebrate her birthday.

i didn't know her phone number was the same at her assisted living flat until late last night; i could have talked to her sooner!!!! why didn't i ask about that when she moved in there???
and i didn't want to pass my cold onto her because she was so weak already, and i knew it could've been disastrous, so i was waiting until i felt better before visiting.

why do i have to be bloody sick so damn often???!?!??!
why didn't i check the number and ring her earlier???????????




...[sigh.]

i am going to avoid the internet and general human interaction for awhile.

this is the saddest day, and the ones to come are only going to get worse.


i miss her more than is possible to articulate.
)'=


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thursday, 23 october 2008
10h42 CDT

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