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Friends of Slipknotfan17
| blah | November 28th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by thedarkprincess | |
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Listening to: your mom
Feeling: torn
www.myspace.com/nothingelseleft |
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| 150 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Bitch and Complain |
| fuck | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by monkey | |
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Listening to: damn
Feeling: bitchy
brunettes please well i am a brunette. what can i say? degrassi is good. so is sex. so am i. |
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| 128 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Is Love Real? |
| 10/31/2005-08/21/2006 | August 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by angelbutt | |
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except, for some strange reason, instead of a house he wanted to go to the park, where he and I originally started to get to know eachother, and become really goood friends. I thought it would be so beautiful, and romantic, and that he was going to give my birthday present to me or something corny like that..but the tables turned. I remember every little memory, and detail of what ever happened between us. So I was SO excited to see him obviously..but when I got there, he looked uset..He said he felt sick, so I believed that was the reason. As we get there it was all slow pace, and little moving.. Then we got face to face...and he began to tell me he loved me, with more of a sad look on his face over and over, until he couldnt look at me anymore. That when I figured it out. I thought it was happening with all the little hints, but i didnt think it would ACTUCALLY happen. thats when he used the words "we should break up" I could have died, i felt sick to my stomach. I feel sick just writing this, and recapping the memories. My mom tried helping...I know she means well, but it wasn't helping. He says he still loves me, and that it is because we were getting "distant" and that he didnt want to wait a couple of days, weeks, or months, because it would have just made everything that much harder.. but it is hard.. i feel like dieing is the golden ticket to how I feel. Im sorry, but i prolly didn't give word foor word actions...but im really dizzy...and I just want to try to go to sleep. |
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| 87 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Romance Thrills |
| final weeks | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by darkfaith | |
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Feeling: old
oh well look at what i have: 
this is us [my soccer team], im in there....i kinda labeled it by writing "me" right under where i am. lol. man we all look retarded. i like this one: 
i love these girls..... |
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| 93 hit(s) | (5 comments) | safety pins |
| insecure drinker syndrome | February 21st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by maggot | |
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Sitting in my room listening to the drunken cheers of a couple of hundred uni students. There down there rotting there livers and slowly disintegrating there lungs with cigarettes and drugs…how I wish I could join them. To be a different person for just a little while, be confident and charismatic all because of a mind altering drug, wear a Japanese kabuto mask to hide my real feelings and drift away in meaningless conversations with people I don’t care about. It sickens me. Sitting by myself blowing my feelings away in smoke, watching as couples walk past holding each other in loving embraces you would expect from a newly married couple. Over hearing them tell each other about their feelings towards the complete stranger there hoping to fuck. Listening to the all to much abused sayings so that hopefully they’ll get some action, all the while realising I would be doing the same if I was them. Then they will continue to persist with the casual partner for the night with slurred promises of love. Love that means nothing but a cheap fuck for the night, a cheap thrill to be talked about with pride from the male and more likely than not shame from the female. Centuries ago this sort of acting wasn’t even seen in the theatres, now we see it every were. There is a guarantee that it happens in at least one pub per night, at least once a night a woman is raped because of alcohol and wont come forward, this is not a statistical fact but everyone knows its true. There is no longer shame in looking someone in the eyes and lying to them, pretending that your completely honest when all your doing is sweeping someone off their feet then throwing them face first into a mirror, once the person is lying in the shattered glass they see how much they have forsaken values that were common in times past. We have bread a nation of sluts and fuckheads and I cant say that im not one, iv said the nice things to people in the hope of hooking up with them but I cant bring myself to the level of lying to them just for 5 minutes of lust. All it comes down to is that we’ve turned our bodies into chemical dustbins just for the sake of it. There’s no denying the fact that it feels good when your head begins to fuzz and your mind begins to loosen with a belly full of piss. But when is enough? Is it when we can no longer socialise with new people if we are not drowning our insecurities in alcohol. Is it when we realise that we only like some people when our minds are blurred with the sweet sensation of being free. From the start of our lives we were all able to meet new people its only once we hit puberty that we started becoming self conscious, I could take the easy way out and blame the media but that’s just bullshit. Its our own faults mainly for believing any put down sent our way and having no pride in ourselves. Not having enough self respect is more of a problem now days than being homeless, many homeless people you will meet have pride in themselves, yes they’ve fallen on hard times but they still hold there heads up high and continue living. So why is it that us dumb rich kids have to go out on the weekends and get shitfaced in order to tell people exactly what you think of them, have the balls to talk to a girl that you like or be comfortable in a group. Its because we either hate ourselves or love ourselves-there is no in between. The people that love themselves go out drink and continue to be assholes whereas the ones who hate themselves just hide behind the alcohol to make it easier to forget about who they are and just relax. No one should need any drug to relax. Therefore I am one of the greatest hypocrites of all time. I smoke, drink and occasionally do drugs all in the “fun of it.” Why we think this is fun I do not know, everyone remembers their first few times cause they drank more than they could handle and completely wrote themselves off. Thus giving people the impression that all you want to do is party, so the next party rolls around and someone asks, “hey man you gunna get fucked up tonight?” Fuck yes I am!” That response is what breeds a habitual insecure drinker, the notion of being known as a big drinker is the mask of just wanting to be known and noticed. So gradually people get to know you more because your open and honest when your drunk and soon enough your life story is so blurred that people hate you and love you for no reason. People start to be your best mate to your face and then stab you in the back. You start to confide in people and then your secrets are spread your life is common knowledge, the only problem is that its not your life its everyone’s side of your life. Therefore the only way to stop this “insecure drinker” syndrome is to grow some values and some pride. Understand that you need to have high morals in your life, respect the words that society has raped and don’t go slathering them on the first or any of the people you want to violate. Grow some self-pride and dignity in yourself to be able to talk to people without fear of what they’re thinking of you. If everyone woke up to themselves we would all have a life that’s easier than forgetting everything with a bottle of scotch in one hand and a winnie blue in the other. |
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| 245 hit(s) | (5 comments) | hate me |
| Walk through the door... | May 2nd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by shes2cute2care | |
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It's not a dream and he's certainly not going to walk through the door any time soon. I miss him. Rob opted for the familiar. I wonder how long his need will last and how quickly he'll move onto someone new. I miss him too. No. I miss the way he made me feel. I guess I've finally gotten up the courage to move on and pick my life up. I'm now a beauty representative and actually enjoying it. And I got set up with Kwinton. The nice, shy boy who can't wait to see me again before I'm even gone. Sigh. |
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| 232 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Hands |
| Back again. | September 14th, 2008 @ 11:42am |
| by iloveslipknot | |
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Listening to: none
Feeling: tired
Wow. I just readed all my old entrys. I was a crazy girl. Its amazing how people change in little time. I can't believe this site is still up. -danielle |
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| 189 hit(s) | (2 comments) | CHAOS!! |
| reply | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by emptyandhappy | |
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| 73 hit(s) | (0 comments) | far from the tree |
| weedyness | August 13th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by pinkybutt | |
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Listening to: alkaline trio
Feeling: high
so, on like last week, uh...sunday er something i found 2 of my moms pipes. which is cool cuz i have none of my own. so today i decided to wipe it out from the old box of hair shit that she hid it in and use one. i smoke for and hour straight, with only on interuption from my sister, and one quick room to the bathroom. NOW my room smells like shit. which sucks cuz its right next to the kitchen but whatever. if anyone ever catches me, ill just say'what about mom' love from below breta |
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| 368 hit(s) | (13 comments) | cheer up emo kid |
| . o . | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by rockiinpiinkx | |
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Listening to: ashlee simpson♥
Feeling: amazing
wow. i never really realized how much i love this kidd . |
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| 592 hit(s) | (8 comments) | iLOVElandon |
| April 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by livingdead17 | |
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That's it. Don't ask why I made it. I have no idea. If you care at allllllll you'll add me! :) |
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| 370 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Speak the truth |
| update | October 28th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by skylinebabe | |
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and one of them is josh.hes 24 and really nice and sweet.me and him get on reallt well,and well we are kinda like seeing each other,and he isnt like sum other guys.he like sat down wit me and was like "i just want to tell u were i stand" cause we had sum probs wit this other girl cause she kinda likes him as well but yer he said that he doesnt like her and if i wanted me could still hook up n stuff n like after this thing at tafe we could get together or wateva.anywayz yer me n troy well josh has been really helpful wit that like he understands where i am cuming from n y i put up wit all the shit he puts me though.i have been trying so hard not to call troy but i had to yesterday just because he sent me a txt n i had missed calls from him.so i think its best if i dont talk to him anymore or just of a while to see wat happens.cause he alwayz cums bak to me but not this time. im happy wit josh n he makes things so easy to hard and like i dont have to be sumthing that im not when im wit him. that was a lil update. |
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| 328 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave your story |
| September 14th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by woundedheart2 | |
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i dont really updatee =( |
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| 178 hit(s) | (0 comments) | ♥ |
| I repeat please tell me that you won't do anything. | November 16th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by slitwristtheory | |
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My life is fucking horrible. 1.) I have no place of my own to stay. I'm crashing with family. 2.) I'm so beyond broke. 3.) I have no dad anymore. (not that he was a good dad or that i want to see him, but still...) 4.) My kitty ran away =[ 5.) And to top off this lovely cake I call my life, I'm 5,000 miles away from all of my friends. None of this would really bother me if I could see my friends. I just feel so completely alone. My life has completely fallen apart and I just don't know how to put it back together. I hope to god that I just don't wake up tomorrow ='[ |
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| 519 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Rip My Heart Out |
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