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His fingers splay in what I take to be
a second chance
a pulse that flutters through the air

dripdrop
onto my heartstrings, his sad eyes.
I cannot breathe but for the chalice in my throat.
I cannot speak but for my hate,
and my heart like a tight fist
knocking a patient question against my ribs.
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Thanks Dad
Listening to: She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
Feeling: twisted
I worked out in the gymn today. Okay fun.

I didn't mention that now that my dad is married to Donna the crush of my life and I are related. lol Donna is his aunt. I guess it doesn't count but still kinda weird seeing him around all the time.

Anyway, I'm exhausted, my room is a mess (disaster zone), and I think I re-sprained my ankle. My life is going so well right now. :-)

Aside from my crush now being my cousin, I am hyped about my dad's marriage. The more I think about it the better I feel. Donna is a super generous and caring person and her kids are great. Next summer I'll get to go on their annual 3 week beach vacation and Christmas will be like insanely wonderful. My quality of life is sky-rocketing. Thanks Dad!

Sidenote: I bet no one knows who the guy is. The person who does is probably my soulmate. :-)


Sidenote #2: A dear friend of mine now has a diary on here. I command you guys to check it out: shayval04. :-)

Sidenote #3: Spaz- someone who thinks irrationally and is giving you a hard time, usually about someting insignificant, or someone who generally randomly overreacts-Me



Disregard this. (I'm just making sure I remember this site.)
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no idea
well it seems i havent been on the computer for a long time. i found a new way to get cut: stupid arrowhead. it hurts but not that bad. i still need to talk to sarah about this summer. i only have 2 weeks including finals. i am so ready for them. hopefully sarah will send me an e-mail tonight or when she can. i can only get on while i am at school.
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Lacking a Title
Feeling: angsty
I'm torn.

To voice my feelings. My fears. Or. Remain silent.

He doesn't need it, in all honesty, to defend himself to the one person he shouldn't have to. To dig all that back up again in the face of my insecurities and lacking confidence.

It changes nothing, in the end.

How do you hold up against something like that? Something he's going to second-guess until the end of days. Something he can't quite let go of... despite himself, I suppose.

How do you hold yourself up against something that hovers on the edge of 'what if'?

How do you hold yourself up, and believe you'll come out the one he wants?
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Because I Can
Listening to: Taylor Swift - Fearless
Long time, no post.

In exactly 49 days I go to Pittsburgh. It's a bit surreal to me now. Especially since S and I are talking a bit more now. But seeing him again? I know things are going to be awkward between us... and I'm okay with that. As long as he doesn't bring up the Colby incident. Plus, I'll have my PIC (that's Partner In Crime fyi) with me to help the situation / encounter be more civil.

Finals start on the 15th of this month. can we say stress? Van Gundy should be easy; same goes with Spencer... but Young is a toss up. I'm not sure what to expect with that one. Hell, the whole term thus far I've only gone to four classes (out of about 20) and still have a high B average (top 10% of his two Dev Psych groups). It's just like high school again... put in 0 effort and still come out on top.

PS - For those of you who have not seen it yet, GO SEE TWILIGHT... and listen to the soundtrack. Robert Pattinson's (Edwin Cullnen) voice is absolutely AMAZING! I wonder if it's possible to marry a voice.
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