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Math Makes Me Cry
Listening to: Alexa....[look.at.the.stars]
ectasy story
________

i was listening to music and i heard when you smoke ciggerrettes it makes you roll better so i did and this song started to play and i felt all good and i looked at the christmas lights and i could feel them flickering at me and touching me

today
_______

i went to arroyo verde with alexa and carolyn and veronica and we had a picnic and then hiked then went to the beack and then went to the pool...im so stoked that the pool was heated cause i like to swim...swimming = FUN yay fun fun fun hmm...i haVent seen andrew in a week that = SHIT but its ok casue he is coming down tomorrow and im really siked yay

ok bye im leaving

no wonder i dont like homework...you should hear alexa right now
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Clearing up the air.
Feeling: peaceful
Okay, all of my entry's are from a long time ago 'cept for the last two. haha so bear with me and just start reading from there up.. NOT down haha unless your reallyyy bored!
loves
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i cant hide
Listening to: Across the Universe - I wanna hold your hand
Feeling: blank
so i wasted all my phone time for a couple of reasons...
so no one can get a hold of me
and so i can change my number
im so sick of shit
seriously
fuck our world
i get so fucking anxious just leaving my house
actually im anxious all the time
my doctor is stupid
i go seee him tomorrow
hopefully to HELP ME
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117 sleep you must be kidding!
sleep? after that conversation! hah!!!!!!!!
never. its official
ive found him, and hes been with me for a year.
im going nuts not to mention the legal speed, its 4 in the am.
and i wnt sleep
i just finished talking to him.
brandon broke up with me today an i didnt care!
im so amazed
stoked
i dont want to wake up. EVER.


you would know why i was so happy if you knew eric.

wow.



EEEEEEEEEE> he IS amazing.


i must be the luckiest ever.
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Sunday the 11th
Listening to: here we go- trina
soo my day
eh its okay
i am bored and i am watching the cat and the dog play like cat and dog.
so the other day my friend got this forture cookie and it said the funniest thing
" all a friend asks for is your time not your money"
that means somthing to me.
and well i am not sure if i even want there time any more because i really don't even want to be a friend but i would love there REAL time and not just a moment with them. that would be the real thing i want
today i think brian is gonna come over or something like that
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update number 2
Listening to: suite life of zack and cody
Feeling: broken-hearted
well ha omg so much has happend
i work a bunch i am friends with rosie like we are attached at the hip
west hates me and it tears me apart he was my world and my world isn't there because he isn't there any more he ment everything to me
and it just hurts so bad and brian is compeletely over me and
i asked a boy named henry if he was going to prom so that maybe i could be his date but he said he had a date wow so much emotion in one night within like 2 hours
i want to find someone to put that love into why am i so emo i am such a bitch and fuuuuuuhhh i am soo angry and and upset
i have no date i have nothing well i mean i got to be with BRYAN SHEA! so it was nice and i drove to la today ohh the funness of my life
i kinda have a crush on henry
but i guess i have to get over that
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151.
Listening to: Seventeen- Ladytron
I feel so lame for even being on here but I'm so bored.
Hah. Sad.

Phew, Amanda just called.

So, yeah I'm still with Philip. It's great. I still see my friends which is even greater.

OMG It's senior year. Scary.

Speaking of scary it's almost Halloween!

I'm lame.

Oh I just got back from visiting my mom in Missouri. It was amazing. I saw my little sister and mom who I hadn't seen in TWO YEARS. Big deal for me. Caitlyn was adorable so getting so big and she has the cutest freckles speckled on her nose and cheeks and she is SOO white haha. And she's such an airhead. It's adorable. And I went to one of her soccer games and she sucks at it. She would just sit down in the middle of a game but she doesn't care she was having fun. Haha. And my mom waqs good too still my same mom. But down as shit she bought my some Jager and beer. And I saw Lacy! Omg, I hadn't seen her since Brittanys funnerl. We had a lot of fun. And Bryce was good too his PO let him off house arrest whil I was there so he had some fun. He has a job now too he works at Pizza Hut. Both or our first jobs were with pizza. What a coincidence. He says when he gets off probation (which is in about a month) he's gonna starting smoking bud again. I don't think that's the best thing but whatever I guess we'll see what happens.

Well Amandas here so I gotta go.
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[78] Dear imaginary
It seems like it never ever took this long to come up with a conclusion to a problem. And it definitely never seemed like every conclusion to every problem was unsatisfactory. But now it does.
How come i only want something until it's mine? Or i only want something thats difficult to obtain? Until it becomes easy... then the fires gone.
Is that human nature?

my brain is so filled up with all these thoughts its hard to filter it out and be concerned with the important things. It seems like i need a good friend. and it never seemed like they were hard to come by. Or maybe its just that i had close ones, that have all drifted away. It's funny how much things change and you dont notice it until it sneaks up on you.
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