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Friends of Shadowmessiah
| I 'Hate' University | September 13th, 2008 @ 5:37pm |
| by frostie | |
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Listening to: Barry Manilow - Can't Smile Without You
Feeling: alright
Uni's going a bit crap, if I may be completely honest. I dunno why. "Do you like uni?" people ask. "It's alright..." I reply. People expect me to love university. I don't, though. I want an education, I know how precious higher education is and how much further it will get me in society. The people there are so fake, though. The older students treat me like a six year old, and the female students my age clump together like a pack of dogs, growling and bitching at other girls from other packs. Priya came with me for first year, but she isn't returning for second year. So I no longer have a leader. I'll have to latch onto the boys. I'll have to latch onto Roland and Adam and other girls who weren't accepted in the main pack of bitches for whatever reason. Fortunately, this behaviour only occurs in drama classes. In Creative Writing, all students seem to be equally lonely. Equally to themselves and secretive about their work. We all seem reluctant to read out our work. But that's okay. That's why I like creative writing. I don't feel like I'm being kicked into making friends with people who I normally wouldn't even make eye contact with. I am working on a second novel, now. Not that the last one was successful, at all. I'm having more fun with this one. I'm attempting to play more with tropes and idioms, trying to make a less cliche fantasy story. I decided to pursue a career as a writer, anyway. Purely because I appear to get far better marks for my writing then I do for my acting. Then again, this could be due to the fact that I hate working with, and performing before, the group of slags I am forced to call classmates. I got 64 per cent for my last piece of creative writing work! And that's really good, considering it's extremely difficult to get over 75. And I still have two more years to perfect my writing. So I have hopes. Don't get me started on men. Me and Adam broke up earlier this summer. We still have sex. Just 'cause. Oddly, nothing has changed. I guess that pretty much sums up our three year 'relationship'. I would say more, but I think I've bored you enough with my sour words. God, I hope my classmates never stumble over this. Then again, they won't have much hope in leading it back to me. So I suppose it doesn't really matter. If you've read this far, you surely deserve a reward. So, here is a mildly amusing photoshopped picture of a baby rabbit. Baby bunnies really are adorable. I don't remember what my rabbit was like when she was a baby. It was three years ago. And last night she shat all over my floor, I had to get up at 7:30 AM to clean it up. What was that? Oh yes, the picture; (Gave up trying to get a picture on here. Seriously, what the fuck, sitdiary?) May the force be with you. - Frostie |
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| [540] 05-Jan-08 | January 5th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by xrachx | |
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Listening to: "Stick It To The Pimp" by Peaches
Feeling: abandoned
Back on the diet today as well, I've put back on so much weight that I managed to loose. Had only a Go-Ahead var for breakfast, then some soup for lunch. Did the shopping this evening too and i behaved. I did buy some Weight Watcher's chocolate éclairs though, but only 'cause they're for Jonny too and 'cause they were 1/2 price, lol. I won't scoff them all at once! I really wanna be able to say I am truly happy with the way I look. It is affecting Jonny and myself too, I just don't feel at all sexy, ever. It's really getting him down too, I just never feel in the mood due to it. I do try, but I find it hard, he blames himself when it's really not his fault. Been feeling a bit lonely again too, i still have made no friends in Leicester and i've been here 13months now. Only Emma Coulson really and i only see her at work. Was gonna ask if she wanted to go down the pub last night but i saw her and Luke [her bf] buying a DVD earlier in the day and presumed she'd be busy. Jonny said he's gonna meet up with his friend Emma this week and asked if i wanted to join them but i dunno, i don't really know her and i'll feel really left out when they start talking about the old days, as i know they will. Maybe, we'll see. |
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| StUd | April 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by crazycow | |
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Listening to: Jamie Foxx - Unpredicatable
Feeling: lovely
Dont really have much to say to be honest but ill try and fill u in. Its now easter holidays! Not that excited tho coz i kno i rlly need to do work this holiday and revise hard as GCSE's are getting closer and i want to do well! Yesterday was Ryans cousins 6th birthday party, it was so good! i kno that sound wrong but she had a bouncy castle slide thing but when all the kids went home all the adults went on it in the rain and got drenched!! It was soo funny tho coz we just started throwing people down the slide, and some people ended up in the mud!was a laugh. Other than that not rlly much else. Oh except i want to kill a certain person for threatening Ryan hes gonna kill him - yeh bring it on mate ill fuckin stick a hook up ur ass and twist it till ur guts fall out, fuckin homosexual jew. *Why Cant You Just Leave It And Get Over It* ta-ta xXx |
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