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Girls Rock The Boys January 28th, 2008 @ 12:00am
by vampiregoddess
Listening to: Umphrey's Mcgee
Feeling: attractive
So I met a guy on thursday. He worked really hard to get me into his room so we could makeout. He wanted to have sex, but I didn't so that didn't happen. He didn't even ask me for my number. There is a chance of running into him again this weekend at mellow mushroom, but ugh I don't know that I want to run into him again.

I got a few drunk calls from Marshall this weekend. He wants me to drive down and see him. Trouble is that he has a girlfriend who is much prettier than I am.

Things have changed and I'm not the same girl I was 2 years ago. I want something real something lasting. I don't want these boys who only want me for a few nights. I can find them anywhere. I want someone I can love and hold. Maybe I want to much, but I'd rather be single than keep going on with the party game.
422 hit(s) (2 comments) | Insert Coin Here  
I Finally Know April 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am
by xxemochickxx
Feeling: abandoned
I finally know who i am somewhat....I don't deserve anything. I'm sorry for everything. I regret everything, the friends i have, my family and most of all.... my past. I don't see anything in me that people like. What is there to like about me ? I honestly have no idea. I don't deserve the friends i have now cause i'm just going to lose all of them in the end so what's the use. I'm sure i probably sound like ive lost faith in everything which i pretty much have. There's nothing good about me. I show the sensitive side of me but you don't know the other side of me. Life is just a nightmare to me. This is me.....A girl that has no hope nor faith. Now you know what i actually feel. I'm not doing this for attention i'm jus tletting my friends know what there in for.

Song quote that describes how i feel

*Now that I see that time's and change, Leaving doesn't seem so strange, I am hoping i can find, when i leave my breathe behind, All the shit i seem to take, All alone i seem to break, I have lived the best i can*
104 hit(s) (14 comments) | UNDEROATH  
[132] Edge Of Darkness. 13th October 2008
by hurtingforever
14th October 2008

I'm standing out on the edge of darkness
One more step and I'm gone
Away into the vacancy that churns before me
No more options
No more tears
Just this empty nothingness that beckons me
Driving me from shadow to shadow
Until I arrive here.
Behind me is a road, a way out, a hope.
But I can't see that anymore;
Can't comprehend how it could be so.
Not before I last through this night.
So before me stands the only way.
And all it takes is one step,
To fall into this everlasting darkness
To stumble into the unknown
To trip into oblivion, and beyond
But through that darkest night I can see
One star, one light
Just a faint eye
Watching from beyond the misty grey
Could this be the one thing that separates me from this abyss?
Or mightn't it be too faint a hope,
Too weak to drag me from this potent death?
I do not know.
But I'm standing out on the edge of darkness
Just one more step and I'm gone.
120 hit(s) (0 comments) | Just Say It.  
 
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