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Friends of Sexibabi505
| {176.} Bullshitter. | June 23rd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by cry | |
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Listening to: Jay-Z: My Everything
Feeling: agitated
On a concrete wall, And concrete doesn't feel pain Which fits me fine- cuhz I don't feel shit at all You were my kryptonite, But I've stopped being your Superwoman long ago My energy is reserved, and every ounce of it is taken From finding out your "Ms. Anonymous" long ago "Princess, Babygirl, Bestest-" she died. Don't visit the graveyard for her, either Visit Ms. Anonymous That was my fault, though.. "Birds of a feather.." Yeah, I take that blame I fell like you, Jay [Images] keep catching us up But I'm focused, back, I'm okay We played with that fire All the flames were pretty, until we saw all the shit burned Glanced around, and wasn't shit left .. better late than never, for a life lesson learned Took a minute, but you alright Lesson learned, lesson in point: If it is, let it be And he is what he is You`re bullshit. But "that bullshitter".. no, that's me. |
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| 106 hit(s) | (0 comments) | What Lies Beneath |
| Emotional Science Project | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by xthisxstylex | |
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Listening to: MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
Feeling: mellow
If only it were that simple, I'd have myself disected, my thoughts put back together, and my life re-directed. Bit by bit, I'll devour myself. I'll put my emotions on a display shelf. I'll go through my feelings one thought at a time. Knowing I might not like what I find. I'm putting myself out on the line, for the sake of examining my own mind. |
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| 320 hit(s) | (1 comments) | ::shudder:: |
| howdy | April 25th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by sckntwizted | |
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Listening to: The Ramones- She talkes to rainbows
Feeling: hungry
Wow. Its been not one, but TWO years since my last entry. I am now 18, wow..time sure flyies. |
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| 102 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Shadow Child |
| ...it's my birthday... | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by saveyourself55 | |
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Listening to: the.starting.line-best.of.me
Feeling: optimistic
my 18th birthday is today! [leo's are rad ♥.] |
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| 164 hit(s) | (8 comments) | ♥ |
| holy shit. | December 11th, 2008 @ 2:38pm |
| by dressedtokill | |
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Listening to: nirvana
Feeling: devilish
I got myself in deep this time. This is bad. Hopefully I'll have time to explain one day soon. Oh boy.. |
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| 55 hit(s) | (1 comments) | your imput on life |
| November 22nd, 2007 @ 12:00am | |
| by sexyhair | |
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| 458 hit(s) | (4 comments) | leave comment |
| December 11th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by alwyswantngyou | |
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ill answer. cause i need things to say. you know the thing that takes up most of our time, is trying to figure out other people. |
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| 445 hit(s) | (2 comments) | hello. i love you |
| Almost Halloween!! | October 16th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by flwrsinmyattic | |
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Feeling: asleep
I want to be loved..that's my wish for today and the next few months to come..♥ |
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| 81 hit(s) | (1 comments) | leave comment |
| Long time no write | July 2nd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by luvablelushh | |
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Feeling: liberated
Ok. So it's summer time once again and this summer is a tad different than the rest. This is the summer of my Junior year which means next year I will be a senior which is absolutely fabulous because to put it lightly, my school is a hellhole. I bought myself a guinea pig the other day. Her name is Delilah. She's a sweetheart. She makes me melt. Hahaa! I want to buy her a bigger cage and I would like to do that today but I don't know if I will have the time. I would like to get laundry done as well. At any rate, I do love this little dork and I am fairly excited about my new addition. Now I don't feel so alone when I come home to this stupid empty house. Speaking of which, I have come to the conclusion that I have grown a bad addiction to the mouse. An addiction that has taken over my life. It's like all I ever want to do is be at work and all I ever think about is work. I'm reading now so I don't feel so compelled to think about work and because I do love reading. Just finished Nicholas Sparks' The Guardian. Very cute story I must say. I really want to get this little shit a new house. She's so adorable. I need to give her a hiding place and everything. She brings a lot of light to my life, believe it or not. Everyone knows that I am not normally a pet person, but when I saw her in the store I literally fell in love. "I want this one!" were my exact words. ahaha. Anyways, back to my work situation. It's very sad... I hate talking about it. I never want to leave, EVER! It seriously makes me all.. gloomy to think that I can't spend the rest of my life at that place. I hate losses and this will most definitely be the biggest one I have ever encountered. That's why I work so much because I know I won't be there forever. Then I get tired. It's a catch 22. Very annoying. I should take some time off. maybe after Florida. We'll see how the week goes when I come back. Hopefully I will have a lot of fun and everything will be just dandy!!! :) I need to get out in this good weather.. I NEED TO! Plus i gotta get Delilah some home stuff. Yes. But first i need to do my laundry. I work tomorrow so my uniform needs to be clean by then. Alright. I got some of my thoughs out there. We'll try again tomorrow. |
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| 561 hit(s) | (0 comments) | is this thing on? |
| November 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by dontfakethis | |
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So you can read it I will hold my breath for you Till I can't feel it And I don't care if you don't love me And I don't care if you don't change And I could live inside the shadow that I cast for you If it meant that you would stay And I'll be home before the morning comes, You won't have to be alone Oh love, I'm tangled up again Oh love, when does this twisting end? When does this twisting end? |
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| 64 hit(s) | (0 comments) | have another drink |
| Maybe cuz you move so slow .. | July 30th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by daraiscool | |
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Listening to: Sublime - Slow Ride
Feeling: determined
I got a job [[finally!]]. Right now I'm only part time there, so it's kindof beat. But! I just got a job offer from Verizon, selling DSL & land lines in a best buy // circuit city. Working 10-7 on Saturdays & Sundays - 16.50 an hour. SHIT! I'll take it. haha. That gives me the opportunity to pay everyone back, and then save up. Schweeet. Plus I gotta do my Denny's questionaire so I can get that job. Because if I work both of those, then I can probably keep my dollar store one. Then my goal of moving out by next year will ACTUALLY happen. I'll be able to get my license, my car, and be able to afford it. Then once I've moved out, and got the car .. I'm going back to school. So. Things are looking G00D! There's other things going on, that I really can't talk about. 2 of them .. will fuck up my life pretty bad. So I'm not trying to think about them, till I get a definite yes or no. Then there's one thing that just mindfucks me everytime it gets the chance .. and I'm loving it? haha. It makes me all stupid and nervous and giggly like a school girl. Eventually .. i'm going to have that feeling all the time. Not just when I think about it. Been spending alot of time with friends. Which is good, because if I do end up working 3 jobs .. then I'll never see them. But they'll understand that i'm making life better for myself. I refuse to grow up like my parents. I refuse to be like them. I will be better than everyone in my life. Wait and see. |
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| 33 hit(s) | (0 comments) | ♥ me |
| Elation. | March 3rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by alice | |
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James and I moved into a new house this January and we are settling in nicely. He has been working very hard both at work and at home. Renovating seems like an endless headache. James' sister and neice are currently staying with us as they hunt for an apartment, so it's been a very full house the past couple of weeks. It's nice to have some company while James is at work. As far as my "troubles" go, I have been doing very well lately and I am very proud of myself. James has been a huge help, of course and I have found a friend in his sister. James often finds us in the kitchen in the middle of the night chatting and eating ice cream straight from the carton. I am truly happy and I hope the same for all of you. Pictures: 
[Above] James and his lovely neice. They have become rather inseparable. [Below] James and I at Christmas. 
You can see in that last picture that I have gained a lot of weight back. Most people I see from my past don't even recognize me. The doctor says I am the healthiest he has ever seen me. I believe this is a reflection of how elated I am, all the time. Life truly is precious, every moment of it. Love, Alice |
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| 256 hit(s) | (9 comments) | murderdearest |
| Finally ¢¾ | April 3rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by iconzxox | |
  
  
  
  
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| 884 hit(s) | (3 comments) | COMMENT XO |
| I love walkin in the rain,cause then no one knows i am cryin | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by problem | |
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Listening to: Offspring - i'm on the run
Feeling: useless
I have been sitting in the living room for the past 30 minutes with a knife in my hand..And i feel to..weird to do anything. The funny thing is, my dad just walked in pissed as usual, and didnt even ask why i had a knife in my hand...I aint bothered..I am actually rather happy because if it was my mum walkin in and not my dad she would probably of ... i don't know Done some thing? No word from claire..I feel stranded because all my friends live miles away and i am in this shit hole Gawd i can't wait till the summer holidays. - a quick poem i made just of my head - My wrists never lie I leave that job for my plastic smile My hearts cold as ice Its the blood that flows out of me thats warm My body...Numb My soul...dead I am breathing but still not alive To scared to die.. But petrified live I close my eyes Flash'z of redness appear representing the blood that slithers on me, and in me Making a pool in my half-clasped hand Just like the tears that flow down my white cheek Will another drop of blood, or another shed tear make a differance? ----------------------------------- Quick survey thing i took.. Have you ever hit someone forcefully?:Yeah Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?:Yeah.. Have you ever been in a fist fight?:Yup Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?:yeah Have you ever hit an animal on the road?:Noo! Have you ever seen a Beatles film?:Cant say i have.. Have you ever cussed?:i aint a fuckin saint! Have you ever been on a subway?:Yup Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss?:Lol.. yes Have you ever cheated on a test/exam?:Just a little end of topic thing..nuffing inportant Have you ever skipped school?:Yup Have you ever egged someones house?:Lol no..Not yet any way Have you ever gotten a computer virus?:Yup Have you ever cried for no reason at all?:Nope Have you ever missed someone?:All the time. Have You Ever? brought to you by BZOINK! |
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| 211 hit(s) | (7 comments) | xMakExITxStinGx |
| Uh Oh | November 28th, 2008 @ 3:45pm |
| by beautifulxdisaster | |
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| 205 hit(s) | (1 comments) | love messages |
| [x]12//Girl's Night 2006[x] | March 26th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by kattmariex15 | |
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Listening to: Collective Soul - Heaven let your light shine down
Feeling: bipolar
I woke up at around 10 and Julie got here at 11:50 and then we arrived at Catie's at around 12:25. We were the first ones there besides her and Sammay, so we just hung around for about a hour. Then we played games and I learned that Julie and I like baby food and that Julie sure can chug fast through a baby bottle. lol. I won two candles. I sure was proud of myself. After that, I went back to Jules's house and then we went to Vestal to pick up some things for Sammay P's birthday. We went to Wal*Mart and had some gay guy ring us out. He sure was funny lol. Then we went to Fashion Bug and Halmark. T'was Fun. Then, we met Sam and Carl at the bowling alley and called Steph, so her and Chris came. I had a ball. I usually can't bowl, but I didn't do too bad. I ended up with like a 75 or so. lol. I had two strikes. I was so happy, and like 4 spares..Carl was getting mad because I was tied with him for a while, but he ended up going past 100. Stupid jerk lol. Just kidding. After that, we went to pizza hut and had that new pizza bites pizza. It wasn't too bad. I learned our waitress hated SammyP because she gave us dirty plates and gave Sammay a root beer instead of a coke lol. Then, Steph and Chris left, and Julie Sam Carl and I went to Cassy's. I met Arthur, and he is really nice. Nevaeh is so darn cute lol. She sat next to me on the ride home. Sam Cassy Julie and I had to go to a motel to pick up Hannah and Beth. I didn't know it was Hannah, or else I would have talked to her. She looked so much different. She got so pretty! I miss her. Her and I will have to hang out sometime very soon. Then, we had to say goodbye to Cassy and I am going to miss her. We all need to hang out sometime soon again. lol. Then, Sammay took us back to the bowling alley so we could get Julie's truck, and I had to say goodbye to her. I wanted to cry...it was the most fun I have had in forever. A girls day out. I missed them too. Then, Julie and I went and crashed at her house and then woke up so here I am at my house now lol. xoxo I miss you girls Love kAtt goign to write in my myspace about "chronic liars" THANKS KYLE FOR LETTING ME KNOW THE TRUTH! I APPRECIATE IT IF YOU READ THIS! |
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| 34 hit(s) | (0 comments) | PiMp Me OuT |
| - because a broken home is worse than a broken heart - | August 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by mademoiselle | |
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| 156 hit(s) | (0 comments) | kill.me.softly |
| August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm | |
| by missxbrown | |
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| 174 hit(s) | (1 comments) | panic!meetthepain |
| thursday | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by ninjalovex | |
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| 131 hit(s) | (0 comments) | LOVE |
| January 6th, 2009 @ 10:14pm | |
| by marijane | |
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| 6 hit(s) | (0 comments) | burn one. |
| 923 | January 7th, 2009 @ 9:32pm |
| by advertisement | |
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Listening to: choreography piece
Feeling: worried
Cooperating Courses Environmental Toxicology Water Quality and Pollution Senior Capstone (Soil/Water Case Study) Analytical Writing (Engl 2010) Environmental Soil Chemistry Soil Analytical Techniques ... For the first time in my university career, all my courses are working together in some synergistic combination of awesome. I love applying science to my interests. I love dirt! Nail biting report: haven't bit since 27 Dec! That gross bitter nail polish is working excellently. |
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| 77 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Am I Real? |
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