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Friends of Schmenie
| 10/31/2005-08/21/2006 | August 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by angelbutt | |
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except, for some strange reason, instead of a house he wanted to go to the park, where he and I originally started to get to know eachother, and become really goood friends. I thought it would be so beautiful, and romantic, and that he was going to give my birthday present to me or something corny like that..but the tables turned. I remember every little memory, and detail of what ever happened between us. So I was SO excited to see him obviously..but when I got there, he looked uset..He said he felt sick, so I believed that was the reason. As we get there it was all slow pace, and little moving.. Then we got face to face...and he began to tell me he loved me, with more of a sad look on his face over and over, until he couldnt look at me anymore. That when I figured it out. I thought it was happening with all the little hints, but i didnt think it would ACTUCALLY happen. thats when he used the words "we should break up" I could have died, i felt sick to my stomach. I feel sick just writing this, and recapping the memories. My mom tried helping...I know she means well, but it wasn't helping. He says he still loves me, and that it is because we were getting "distant" and that he didnt want to wait a couple of days, weeks, or months, because it would have just made everything that much harder.. but it is hard.. i feel like dieing is the golden ticket to how I feel. Im sorry, but i prolly didn't give word foor word actions...but im really dizzy...and I just want to try to go to sleep. |
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| 86 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Romance Thrills |
| thepain | January 29th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by slipknotfan17 | |
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Listening to: f-f-a-f-
Feeling: misplaced
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| 278 hit(s) | (7 comments) | cross my name |
| (8) Almost | February 26th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by secret | |
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Tonight, I thought he was planning on breaking up with me over being confused. He told me "Before I never knew why a guy would ever break up with their girlfriends because they wouldn't put out. but you know what, we do have needs." Those weren't his exact words, and he told me it over msn, but it litrilay made me start balling. I really thought he was planning on calling us off, because I wouldn't give bobs. Wow, my hands are shaking just typing that. I honestly was horney tonight, but I was tired, and just wanted to relax..I didn't know that all of this would happen because of the amount of action that went on tonight. he says that he thinks I want to have a "friendship relationship" Yes and no. I want to be friends with the guy, and when im older, pretty much even now, I consider him my best friend. I tell him everything. I just haven't told him I consider him my best friend. not only do I want love from him, but I also want a friend... what if he just wants love? what if since we had sex, hes going to want it all the time? now im really scared.. I dont want to loose him. |
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| HeartBroken | December 31st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by beautifulgurl | |
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| 65 hit(s) | (2 comments) | leave comment |
| hidden feelings | September 28th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by sentfromheaven | |
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Listening to: she walked away-barlow girl
Feeling: alone
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