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Friends of Sayitlikeyoumeanit
| eight. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by allthethingsyouhate | |
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countless sorrows countless lives and countless morrows countless days, yes countless nights countless heartches countless flights countless people all forgotten countless hearts turned to rotten countless memoirs and countless words countless scars, yes countless hurts countless mistakes countless falls. countless grey moons countless nothings countless people out there wishing and countless people that are not living. countless others no one knew, yes countless pictures no one drew countless drops of water dripping countless pages so unforgiving countless shoes countless cravings countless whores and countless waiting countless people feeling lonely, yes countless moments we pass unknowing countless shouts for something more countless times they long to score sometimes i can.t handle it all. i feel like i.m missing out on so much. |
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| 370 hit(s) | (23 comments) | smash it up baby |
| life | August 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by emosux | |
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No Goals is No Future and No Future means Early Death. Put the gun in your mouth, think of your future, pull the trigger. That is all this life has to offer you. |
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| 256 hit(s) | (2 comments) | leave comment |
| Come eat my conversation heart, baby. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by chadwrites | |
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Alcohol consumed: few shots Temptations: none good enough Come out tonight, come out tonight baby girl while I still like you. I promised myself ‘no more lines about her, no more thoughts where she’s my leading lady.’ so take heed now hunny, because this pen with your name is running dry, and these might be my last lines...with your name, your name, what’s her name? Good, we’re already on the right track. It went something like this a month or less ago. If she’d wake up and felt the world was fallin at her feet, I’d want to take that world and curse it for even trying to look ugly to her face. I’d take each word she said... play it over in my head untli those words were lyrics to the most beautiful song i ever heard. And it didn’t matter what she said, only that she was saying it to me and that I could even be a part of her world. And if somehow that world didn’t seem to treat her right to bring her down, I’d be ten miles below her feelin just as bad or worse. And each morning when she’d wake me with her words, I felt like nothing any man could describe. I could have flew on her “I love you’s.” I must have thought that this was the best high there could ever be, I must still be addicted. If there was some way to take those feelings she gave me and bottle it in glass, I’d be the first to buy it and shoot it through my veins. And it’s a scary thought to think someone could have every bit as much power as you over yourself. To think “I wouldn’t die for me, but I sure as hell would die for her.” It’s disgusting, it’s sick. my heart has overdosed. and then enevitably, something goes wrong. You exist no more. But baby no fear, because I know there’s hope yet. You can’t fool me with that angry bitch act. You love me, admit it. I’m done with your drugs, I ‘m only here to take you in moderation. Your tears can’t fake excuses this time. PUSH me away, tell me to fuck off.(((for no reason at all,no reason at all))) But guess where that gets you? It gets it to here. To nowhere with me. |
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| 467 hit(s) | (8 comments) | shoot this |
| [708]Identity | February 15th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by bottledemotion | |
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Unfortunately, at some point in the past three years, I let some unfamiliar force take control of my life. This unfamiliar force is what I believe to be a metamorphasis. I am reaching a new chapter in my life, and I am forced to let go of the old. I cannot stay the same forever ... that very thought is unsettling. I wonder if the transition from adolescence to adulthood will feel like the time I felt my childhood slip through my fingertips. I remember the day my youthful energy diminished and my soul was no longer as carefree as a child's. I am losing my identity. Adulthood carries with it so many demands, yet so few rewards. |
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| 1588 hit(s) | (5 comments) | What of my soul? |
| Stronger Than Yesterday | December 6th, 2008 @ 2:59pm |
| by creature | |
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Listening to: Jay-Z: Brooklyn (We Go Hard)
Feeling: special
I've been depressed for what seems like forever. But I'm happy again. It kind of just came over me yesterday. I went through a lot with Beth and Caitlin picking Ashley over me to live with them. I've been angry since my sorority got kicked off campus for hazing and I miss everyone and wish I got the full experience. But I've been hating the world. The other night i was sitting in my boyfriend's living room and this other girl was talking about her sorority. I don't know what happened but I fell in love with mine all over again. I've been so mad and screwed up for so long I totally lost myself. Let Go. Don't Fear Anything. Love, Live, & Be True to Yourself. Today a kid I haven't talked to since high school IMed me. It's been what? like 4 years. Anyway, he wanted me to know that I changed his life and wanted me to know how special I am. I was his first crush. He is like the 3rd person I havent talked to forever to tell me that since I've been in college. This other kid told me last year - I had never ever talked to him in high school, but apparently he liked me in 2nd grade. haha I think that's awesome. Life is random. Enjoy it. |
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| 32 hit(s) | (1 comments) | ..w/e u say I am.. |
| im in envy of addicts | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by hellohouston8 | |
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Listening to: the format - tie the rope
Feeling: unappreciated
hey guysssssssssssssssssssssss im SCHVWEDEn! isnt that exciting?! im bored, my sit diary anniversary is tomorrow! one year uhuh! haha, although i havent written in this since forever ago! last night i was gunna sneak away to heath's house. he was guna come pick me up and we were going to watch movies together because my dad was out for hours. but i dont know what happened...it didnt work out. i havent seen him in like 3 weeks..i miss him :( © anyway. this has been an alright 4 day weekend. re-cap. wednesday night went over amandas for a few hours..it was fun. then thursday went to family's for thanksgiving. thanksgiving was okay. then friday i went over amandas and we mae a movie with jenna. it was great fun. i slept over and yesterday i came home. yesterday night sucked ass. today is my brothers birthday party. familys coming over. i get to see keri! :D yay. hmm and thats about it. i need a shower, bleh. i woke up this morning and it was gross and really windy out. it made me feel dissapointed. sandy's here. what a cool kid. what a huge picture of me..i dont feel like fixing it. okay well im going now..ill write some other time. xohx |
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| 148 hit(s) | (9 comments) | $#@)*$) |
| Static-X | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by sword | |
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Listening to: Static-X
It is almost impossible to claim the birthplace of Static-X. However, their roots can be traced to the Midwest, where vocalist/guitarist Wayne Static grew up in Michigan and drummer Ken Jay in Illinois. They both made the trip to Chicago, playing in many bands along the way. The two finally met in the record store where Jay worked and were introduced by Smashing Pumpkins vocalist Billy Corgan. They quickly bonded and decided to head west to California to start up a new band. Shortly after their arrival, Osaka-native Koichi Fukada responded to the duo's ad and became their new guitarist, as well as programmer. Bassist Tony Campos, the only true Californian, was the final piece of the puzzle. Like many of their counterparts, Static-X gained a large following through numerous live shows. Their goal was to make music that would combine the effect of techno, the aggressiveness of guitar music, and the overtones of gothic and industrial music into one. Their method worked as the quartet was signed to Warner Brothers Records in February 1998. Three months later they recorded their debut album Wisconsin Death Trip, which was certified gold. The band stayed true to their roots by playing innumerable tours. However, the road took its toll on guitarist Fukada, who left the band to spend more time with his family. The group quickly replaced him with former Dope guitarist Tripp Eisen and picked up where they had left off. ~ Josh Loehr |
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| 178 hit(s) | (6 comments) | leave comment |
| vee see fair. | August 7th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by surfnaked43 | |
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and then robb bought me one :) lu ling kim and carl =) < 333333333 |
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| 1197 hit(s) | (3 comments) | lOVE<3 |
| Emotional Science Project | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by xthisxstylex | |
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Listening to: MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
Feeling: mellow
If only it were that simple, I'd have myself disected, my thoughts put back together, and my life re-directed. Bit by bit, I'll devour myself. I'll put my emotions on a display shelf. I'll go through my feelings one thought at a time. Knowing I might not like what I find. I'm putting myself out on the line, for the sake of examining my own mind. |
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| 321 hit(s) | (1 comments) | ::shudder:: |
| August 18th, 2008 @ 2:20am | |
| by exploited | |
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| 389 hit(s) | (1 comments) | sip a shot |
| (164) Camping Trip | July 11th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by cpaiges | |
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School is over, Dustin graduated and now I have to go through my senior year without him! Never gone through a day of high school without him. But I am going to try so hard to make my senior the best which is going to be hard without Dustin by my side! My Friend Brittany had her baby yesterday and I was there with her. You would not believe how much hair that baby has! She was 7 lbs 2 oz and 19 inch long! Born 2:55pm, 11 hours of Labor! Proud of you Brittany! Thats it for now! ~Cassandra |
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| 261 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Talk to me |
| November 3rd, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by atear4you | |
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Dirty and clean, and everything in between. You'll leave teeth marks like the Jersey Turnpike down my spine. Set up road blocks with fingernails down my back. The blood will drain from my brain and the flood gates will open to my legs. My role relieves myself of these clothes and these pants that grow too tight. Below my belly button. Under my zipper. Your hands know the drill. Give my body chills until we warm up with sets of push ups of bodily proportions. Blowing my mind until it's drained of any thoughts but how to see your face scrunch up. So work harder. Here we go. Your body of silk. your skin so smooth under my tongue licking a cone from the dairy queen. Baby I'll get you so clean. Just scream those words and dig a little deeper, and if you hate me more just get the handcuffs and leave me on your bed post 'til morning arrives. You may hate me honey and I may love this. So gear up for role play sweetie I'll make you love me yet. |
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| 140 hit(s) | (1 comments) | sign my memories |
| 117 sleep you must be kidding! | July 28th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by nahnahnah | |
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never. its official ive found him, and hes been with me for a year. im going nuts not to mention the legal speed, its 4 in the am. and i wnt sleep i just finished talking to him. brandon broke up with me today an i didnt care! im so amazed stoked i dont want to wake up. EVER. you would know why i was so happy if you knew eric. wow. EEEEEEEEEE> he IS amazing. i must be the luckiest ever. |
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| 389 hit(s) | (3 comments) | duh i |
| well that's interesting | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by adore | |
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Listening to: June - Elevators Are Matchmakers
Feeling: bonkers
Anyway, the Grady show was soo good. The first band sucked, but Grady did the BEST cover of Heartbreaker by Pat Benetar. Plus I hung out with a bunch of cool cats. The only bands I watched was Grady & then The Return (who also rocked). I like that guy's vocals. Saturday is Crazy Jennette with Sexual Jedi. That should be a very good show, indeed. There are going to be SO many people there. Gnarlystuff. Yesterday I went to Kody's and hung out with him & Joshie. J to the Osh offered me a quarter if he could stick his finger in my buttcrack but I denied him. It's 82 cents, geez!! Also coming up is orientation for school. Blegh. I totally don't wanna start school but then again I do. It's like a tug-of-war or something. Whateverrr. Can't slow time down so might as well go with the flow, right? Take it easy, sleazies. -Justine edit... [bored] LAST PERSON WHO . Slept in your bed: myself . Saw you cry: Myself . You shared a drink with: ...kody! apple juice . You went to the movies with: Brooke & Chris . You went to the mall with: brooke . Yelled at you: my mom . Sent you an email: myspace HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO... . California: I'd hope so... I live here don't I? . Hawaii: no . Mexico: Yeah . New York: no . Las Vegas: no HAVE YOU EVER: . Danced naked: Hahaha no . Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: mhm... "pass me a burrito?" . Wished you were the opposite sex: today when i had to piss . Do you have a crush on someone: mhm, well i dont know if it counts cuz we're dating but uhh i guess so . What book are you reading now: better than running at night by hilary frank . Worst feeling in the world: Not being good enough, having to pee when you can't, the feeling RIGHT before you throw up. . Future daughter's name: Aiden Rose . Future son's name: Kieran Ryder . Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Newp . What's under your bed: who knows . Favorite sport to watch: baseball i guess. . Siblings: sisters, 8 & 4 . Location: dirty ventura, hahaha . College plans: *shrug* . Piercings/tattoos: ears . Do you drink: ehh, not really no . What are you most scared of: small, confined spaces. . What clothes do you sleep in: t-shirts. Where do you want to get married: the beach somewhere, where its always warm . Who do you really hate: no one . Do you drive: nopeee . Do you have a job: nopeee . Do you like being around people: yeah most of the time . Are you for world peace: For shure . Are you a health freak: Hahaha, nah . Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Nah . Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: if you consider, "ASSHOLE" a type, then yeah i guess so . Song thats stuck in your head a lot: a doors song. or any song thats on the radio . Do you want to get married: yeah i guess. i dunno i could live without marriage. . Do you want kids: NO. i'm getting animals. or adopting. FAVORITES . Type(s) of music: i have too many different types. i like classic rock & alternative a lot though . Band/Group(s): judging from the posters on my walls you'd think it's either the doors or sex pistols, lmao. i have too many though. . Color: aquamarine! . Perfume or cologne: Ck one summer; cococabana; strawberry daquiri . Month: november, july . Flower: sunflowers IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU... . Cried: almost . Bought something: del taco . Gotten sick: nope . Sang: mhm . Met someone: nope . Missed someone: Yep . Hugged someone: Yep . Kissed someone: Yep . Had an orgasm: i'm a walking orgasm . Became shy around someone: nope . Been to the diner: uhh no . Exercised: i walked! does that count? |
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| 409 hit(s) | (3 comments) | lovers and liars |
| August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm | |
| by nodefinition | |
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Listening to: Belle and Sebastian- I'm a cuckoo
Dumb- Almost always. You've correctly perceived me there. In my history, I've pulled some brainless moves. Including this one. So I fully agree with you. Well done, well done. However, you do not recieve a "well done" on your grammar. If you are going to say "Your dumb," you should try to be smart about it as to prove your point effectively. However, your usage of "your" was incorrect. It should have been "You're dumb." Next time, don't be dumb. Use your words wisely. Wanna be hippie- Not quite. I want to be some things. An art teacher someday. A mom someday. A sailor someday. Alive. Yes I wanna be alive. But not any of your negative, social connotations. Why would I ever "want" to fit that?! I ask, without an answer. I'm not sure what it is about me, but people feel the need to attack my identity often. This innocent blog has been attacked several times by such people. I don't understand it. I've given up on trying to really. I'm just going to accept that people will have perceptions of me. Hell, I have a million perceptions about them too. So I guess we are all a bunch of judging assholes. We're even. I'll be me. You be you. I'll judge you, and you judge me. Ah good times. |
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| 96 hit(s) | (0 comments) | speak yo mind. |
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