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Friends of Saveyourself55
| December 31st, 1969 @ 4:00pm | |
| by typicals0me0ne | |
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new journal:solitaryfille |
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| 93 hit(s) | (0 comments) | kiss me hard |
| Come eat my conversation heart, baby. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by chadwrites | |
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Alcohol consumed: few shots Temptations: none good enough Come out tonight, come out tonight baby girl while I still like you. I promised myself ‘no more lines about her, no more thoughts where she’s my leading lady.’ so take heed now hunny, because this pen with your name is running dry, and these might be my last lines...with your name, your name, what’s her name? Good, we’re already on the right track. It went something like this a month or less ago. If she’d wake up and felt the world was fallin at her feet, I’d want to take that world and curse it for even trying to look ugly to her face. I’d take each word she said... play it over in my head untli those words were lyrics to the most beautiful song i ever heard. And it didn’t matter what she said, only that she was saying it to me and that I could even be a part of her world. And if somehow that world didn’t seem to treat her right to bring her down, I’d be ten miles below her feelin just as bad or worse. And each morning when she’d wake me with her words, I felt like nothing any man could describe. I could have flew on her “I love you’s.” I must have thought that this was the best high there could ever be, I must still be addicted. If there was some way to take those feelings she gave me and bottle it in glass, I’d be the first to buy it and shoot it through my veins. And it’s a scary thought to think someone could have every bit as much power as you over yourself. To think “I wouldn’t die for me, but I sure as hell would die for her.” It’s disgusting, it’s sick. my heart has overdosed. and then enevitably, something goes wrong. You exist no more. But baby no fear, because I know there’s hope yet. You can’t fool me with that angry bitch act. You love me, admit it. I’m done with your drugs, I ‘m only here to take you in moderation. Your tears can’t fake excuses this time. PUSH me away, tell me to fuck off.(((for no reason at all,no reason at all))) But guess where that gets you? It gets it to here. To nowhere with me. |
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| 466 hit(s) | (8 comments) | shoot this |
| More and more features | Monday, September 15th, 2008 |
| by news | |
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- the Comment Browser is back - the Friend Browser is back - Sitdiary chat now has smileys |
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| 1766 hit(s) | (12 comments) | respond |
| [44.]what? | January 5th, 2009 @ 9:23pm |
| by inyourwake | |
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and i've never changed the layout. not that i thought it was really that cool anymore but i was attached and i didn't want to mess with it. so today i log on and my background is gone. how could this beeeeeeeeeeeeee?! update. i'm really uncomfortable in my house right now. living with people decreases the time in which it takes for me to realize that my "good friends" are not that good. which has happened to pretty much everyone i met from fishers. i'm so glad that i decided to take megan to chicago and PAY FOR HER PLANE TICKET only for someone to tell me that there's a good chance she's gonna bail out on me. and i paid for that ticket with a credit from another canceled so i don't know for sure if i could get that money back. and if she doesn't go i can pretty much guarantee it's because she's just started hanging out with this group of kids who were popular back in high school.........the "cool kids" and they've decided to go to florida together from spring break which is one month after our trip to chicago.\ i text her about our hotel in chicago because she's supposed to be taking care of it and she hasn't responded. figures. my birthday is saturday. party on friday downtown at random bars. dance party. i doubt any of my roommates will come (kel might but she is broke) but i am confident that i will have a ragin time despite that because i am hanging out with the people that i grew up with. moving back in with mom and rekindling old friendships. it feels right. |
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| 23 hit(s) | (0 comments) | .wake me up. |
| Emotional Science Project | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by xthisxstylex | |
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Listening to: MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
Feeling: mellow
If only it were that simple, I'd have myself disected, my thoughts put back together, and my life re-directed. Bit by bit, I'll devour myself. I'll put my emotions on a display shelf. I'll go through my feelings one thought at a time. Knowing I might not like what I find. I'm putting myself out on the line, for the sake of examining my own mind. |
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| 319 hit(s) | (1 comments) | ::shudder:: |
| [17]Survey...Revisited. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by jadorecouture | |
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Listening to: None
Feeling: amused
First best friend: Jessica-3 years old. First real memory of something: Something to do with my old school, when I was in nursery. First Job: n/a First screen name: doodlebug1483282 lol First funeral: My Great Grandmother First pet: A ghecko, my mom didn't trust me with anything furry. First piercing/tattoo: ears First enemy: I've never really had an enemy First big trip: Colorado when I was about 7 First musician you remember hearing in your house: Aerosmith. |
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| 136 hit(s) | (0 comments) | feed my ego... |
| holy shit. | December 11th, 2008 @ 2:38pm |
| by dressedtokill | |
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Listening to: nirvana
Feeling: devilish
I got myself in deep this time. This is bad. Hopefully I'll have time to explain one day soon. Oh boy.. |
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| 54 hit(s) | (1 comments) | your imput on life |
| omggg | October 6th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by deathbymurder | |
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Feeling: loving
heeey im 16 now =) *referance to side panel* and robbie rememberedddd he IS the love of my life. |
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| 377 hit(s) | (5 comments) | SETTLE A SCORE |
| Chicago Soon | November 9th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by meltat907 | |
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Listening to: The low life
Feeling: alone
well.. today is thurday and there is NO SCHOOL tomororw .. wicked excited about that.. WOO.. I can't stand school .. ANND i still do not have my permit WTF.. Um . .Chicago is in .. 12 DAYSS! im excited : ) well .. time to go but I will leave you with this .. he looks at me, i fake a smile so he won't see. but i want, and i'm needing everything that we should be. i bet shes beautiful, that girl he talks about, and she's got everything that i have to live without. he talks to me, i laugh cause it's so damn funny, that i can't even see anyone when he's with me. he says he's so in love, hes finally got it right. i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night. he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. he's the song in the car i keep singing, don't know why i do. he walks by me, can he tell that i can't breathe? and there he goes, so perfectly. the kind of flawless i wish i could be. she better hold him tight, give him all her love, look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky. he's the only one who has enough of me to break my heart. |
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| 168 hit(s) | (0 comments) | MakeMyBodyMotion |
| tonight we're getting unpredictable. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by fadedxdreams | |
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today [ periods 1-4 ] are the last day of full classes. I cant even believe it. school is almost over. monday and tuesday are finals. wednesday is regents. the 21st is a regents. I was talking to cj, nicole and jessica and we cant even believe it. i'm going to miss them so much, I think out of all the people that signed my yearbook and were like. omg call me. they're the only ones i'd really call. they were my good friends this year :] i looove them guys. I dont want to be a senior, im going to cry. when I graduate. im going to cry. ill miss all my friends, they mean the world to me. S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! hm. ohmygawd. last night, nigel was being cute. I love him when he's like this. and it's amazing because his girlfriend has another boyfriend so I doubt that they'd get back together anytime soon. I know that's what he wants, but maybe for the better of things, they dont get back together. or maybe just for the sake of me. :] anyways. he asked for my number, and I told him a lot of things i've never felt comfortable telling him before. but last night I felt comfortable. he's amazing. he doesnt want me getting all hung up on him when something better comes along. and I told him that I havent found anything better than him, i think he's the best person i've ever met. i want to be with him. but with school ending, nothing would really work out. but you know, i dont know. im going to go, not like I have anything better to do. .. it's a chemical embrace that kicks you in the head to a pure synthetic sympathy that infuriates you totally and a quiet lie that makes you wanna scream and shout S2. |
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| 186 hit(s) | (0 comments) | oh pretenders. |
| [go.and.start.spreadin] | April 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by guntomyhead | |
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Listening to: Without You - RENT
Feeling: torn
Today the sun was shinin The breeze was blowin The time was flyin People were laughin And people were smilin And talkin to whoever would hear And I was laughin And I was smilin And I was shinin I might’ve been flyin So I started writin And hopef’ly someone will hear Life’s not about hurtin It’s not about cryin It’s not about lyin And it’s not about dyin Start list’nin Cause you need to hear You gotta start livin And you gotta start leapin You should be wishin Not sittin and whinin And spend your time lovin That’s how you get people to hear If you like what you’re hearin If you like what I’m sayin Go and start spreadin It’s all about doin It’s all about sayin If you don’t then no one will hear [Me] I wrote that and it's happy, so I'm happy. Lemme know what you think if you want. I love being me. I decided on a grad school 3 years in advance so I have time to prepare since it's extremely difficult to get in to. Wish me luck. On a bad note, I twisted my ankle today. Oh, well, it'll get better. |
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| 197 hit(s) | (1 comments) | make.it.hurt |
| It's a girl color... | August 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by yea | |
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Your Heart Is Pink 
In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance What Color Heart Do You Have? |
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| 177 hit(s) | (1 comments) | leave comment |
| [250].*.It's been a while, since I could, hold my head up high... | November 30th, 2008 @ 6:12pm |
| by pinkcandylips | |
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Listening to: mute
Feeling: aloof
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| 440 hit(s) | (2 comments) | COMMENT XO |
| so keep your hands where i can see them | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by everyhatedlook | |
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Listening to: VCR - Bratcore
wow in the dark my poster of vallo looks like a woman... i don't know who it speaks worse of me or him cause i'm kinda atr.. lets not go there went to the mall with britt today and i got 3 new cds 1-sparta 2-midtown 3-funeral for a friend but heres the kicker i got all them for 6 bucks FUCK YEAH 2 bucks each colony center i think it was called the mall with the fye with the used area in the back yeah that one but yeah pretty nice find britt got 2 death cab cds i'm not really parcial to them i'll listen but there nothing great the postal service is much better except their new stuff doesn't sound like there old stuff i'm gonna listen to how bout this day and age sounds good so... how is everybody? me? you ask i'm pretty damn good britt and i are great well i'm pretty much broke but yeah.. i got the part i need for my co2 tank i'm cold... i can go to sleep under a blanket uh... 8 monthes and 5 days with britt hey man its the 16th now ok i'm out man oh! if my grass was emo it cut it self i thought that was funny oh another one what do you call a black pilot? a pilot you racist... haha hmm oh what do you get when you mix a monkey and a wrench? one fucked up monkey haha got you you thought i was gonna say a monkey wrench hmmm ok see y'all |
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| 106 hit(s) | (3 comments) | yeah |
| April 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by shatteredangel | |
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Myspace bitches We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust. we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of the town, but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion, you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn, as the Ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. A few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall; but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence, of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon, and darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward; and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message. |
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| 457 hit(s) | (2 comments) | BrEaKMyHeArt |
| Work | February 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by nextdisciple | |
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-Derek- |
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| 104 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Your Thoughts |
| 0052 | October 2nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by xmurderxscenex | |
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i never want to look back on this. im probably going to make a new diary... today was actually a good day. i went shopping with a friend and i got some new clothes and stuff, which im really happy with. sweaters...oh god i love sweaters. but as i was saying, i made a new diary so this is going to be the last post on here. grlbrushedred thats the new one...please add me. jen |
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| 242 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Arguments |
| Life...oh joy... | January 12th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by takeme4watiam | |
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Listening to: Zanna, Don't - Do You Know What It's Life
Feeling: eh
Anyways...I've had A LOT on my mind. I don't really know what to think any more. Life's been kinda weird lately. So let's begin... I'm not quite sure what to think about my life anymore. I'm not quite sure who I can and can't trust and who are and aren't my friends. I thought I SERIOUSLY figured all this out like last year but nope time seems to be repeating itself. I love all my friends and care about them deeply with like all my heart. But sometimes it feels like they don't care about me and that hurts...A LOT!!! I know there are a couple friends I can count on for anything and EVERYTHING...I know who they are and THEY know who they are. I am sooooo very greatful for those 4 people. But there are a couple friends I'm not sure about. I thought I could count on them for anything but lately they've been lettin me down. I feel like they are ignorin me or tryin to avoid me at any cost. I don't understand it. I don't know what I've done...and that like hurts the most. If I know what I've done...if I've done anything at all...I would be more ok with it. I wouldn't be so upset. UGH!!!! I need to know these things. I need to know who I can and can't trust, who are and aren't my friends, who cares and doesn't, etc. Even though I don't really show it but I'm very unsure of myself. I'm not that confident in some of the things I do...especially when it come to friends and trusting people. I guess that's it for now. Maybe I'll be back later....maybe.. 3 days til Spring semester begins... |
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| 46 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave some love |
| im leaving today` | December 16th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by 7unnelr4t | |
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Listening to: not a damn thing
sunday nights watching wrestling with friends seems so exciting, i finally get to experience it. i dont think ill miss this place, well all except for the free food. more later [straight up] |
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| 61 hit(s) | (0 comments) | judge me |
| and i was all whatevah | July 9th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by disaster | |
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i knew i didn't do so hot on the english (well, all i took was the english test) because i bombed at least 2 of the 3 essays. i made a 3, so i think i'm exempt from a semester of freshmen english at the univ. of texas in austin, so that's fantastic. i'm pretty bummed. i knew i did bad, but a 3 is just not something to brag about. a 4? that would've been nice. oh well. if i get my credits then that's all that matters, really. |
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| 46 hit(s) | (0 comments) | let it rain. |
| ~*183 | September 3rd, 2008 @ 8:29am |
| by ix3brighteyes | |
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Feeling: apathetic
I hope things get better for her. |
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| 1950 hit(s) | (4 comments) | comments? |
| everyone else back off!; ;] | January 9th, 2009 @ 4:46pm |
| by inyearstocome | |
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Listening to: have heart
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| 4 hit(s) | (1 comments) | mute shot |
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