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Friends of Persuasion
| August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm | |
| by ilovetheleafs | |
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Wish I was too dead to cry, my self affliction fades. So dies all innocence. And I don’t feel like I am strong enough. Sometimes everything is wrong. And the lightning flashes in her eyes and he knows that she knows. Do you even care if I die bleeding? And in the end we'll fall apart. |
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| 349 hit(s) | (7 comments) | Temptation |
| My Only Desire Is To Touch The Moon | October 6th, 2008 @ 8:30pm |
| by hellosunshine | |
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Listening to: Tv.
Feeling: achy
I'm constantly exhausted. There is so much going around me. And i don't know what to do about any of it. How am I supposed to conjure up feelings that I don't have. How can I love someone so much and not be IN love with them. I hate it. It would be so much simpler if I was in love with him. Then I could put a place to my feelings. But I do love him. I do. I always have. I just don't have what it takes right now to be a stable girlfriend. Or maybe I do. Maybe I am ready for a relatioship. Maybe I've just accepted that I love him and have nothing else for him. It's so confusing to me. I don't understand why I feel this way. my brother is sobering up. his wife is being a whore. She said that she wouldn't go back to him unless he got clean and yet I find out, in the beginning, she did shit WITH him? Yet she makes herself sound like a saint. I hate that. I hate her. She manipulated my mother. my parents. took them for all they were worth without a simple "thank you" What a bitch. I need someone I can be free around. Someone I can fall back on. && I need to learn that I can't settle. I need to learn that I can't keep people from hurting..and I hurt people even more when I give false hope that I can reciprocate feelings the way they want me to. It's such a twisted cycle. Some random person texted me. I don't know who they are. It's strange; but I giggle. That was really off topic. Honest to god. Someone tell me i'm not totally bonkers? I think I'm cracking here, people! TWLOHA Tattoo in 11 days. I'm getting Love Is The Movement to represent To Write Love on Her Arms. Having self-injured for a number of years, it's an organization that i hold very dear to my heart. everyone deserves to be loved. everyone deserves to live and prosper. if you haven't heard of it, I urge you to check it out. it's really amazing. |
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| 141 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Kill it, son. |
| If this works, we're in good shape. | 09.11.08 |
| by scott | |
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| 10439 hit(s) | (20 comments) | comment |
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