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The Unthinkable
Listening to: Goo Goo Dolls-Iris
Feeling: dark
I was on the fone with Matt for like, 2 hours and one minute! Exact. I accidently woke him up ... I'm sorry... ehhh ... I dont know. I felt so happy when I talked to him. I dont know .. but I love his voice ... it makes me blush, and ... and ... go all weak and everything. I've NEVER done that! EVER.
Well ... Being I said nothing about me in the first entry ... my name is Tori. I'm a good friend, and a person who needs love, to believe that she is worth living. An animal lover, and a lover of the Arts. She draws fairly well, and, she also sings, and plays guitar. Bi sexual, and also Troubled ... my heart, belongs to Matt at this moment .. and she hopes it will stay that way for awhile. She loves him, maybe a bit more then he loves her. She likes photography, and not afraid to be herself. Also, she cannot survive without music. She doesnt think she's pretty, nor beautiful, despite what everyone tells her ... She wants to be a Marine Bilogist. With black hair, and hazel eyes, she wanders this planet ... Wishing that only someone would save her ...

Yup .. thats me. Anyway ... heres the poem ...

One minute I wake up,
And I'm alone.
The skies are grey,
Rain, Pouring down hard.
A sigh escapes my lips,
And once again your gone.
I miss your arms around me,
And how, you'd kiss my nose.
And mostly how you'd look at me.
And whisper, that you love me.
But this morning, I woke up,
And a tear, steadily forming in my eye,
As it rolls down my cheek ..
I feel your lips, touch my skin.
A slight smile, already forming.
Cuddled close, and laying down slightly,
The sound of rain, still hits me,
And I open my eyes ...
To find..that no ones there...
125 hit(s) (3 comments) | Rave  
its been so long.
Feeling: fine
i still love you sd. its truly been the longest amount of time since i've been on here. just think i started this way back in 9th and 10th grade and used to be upsessed and now i hardly ever use it. to think of how much has gone on during this diary. wow. way back then i used to be so stupid and boring and a freshmen. now i'm a senior and am giong to france in 2 days. i just cant seem to believe it. i have one last term and i am done with highschool. my boyfriend comes home for a week next month. everything is flying. i'm having fun and enjoying things but does it fly. which actually is kind of a good thing cuz all i am looking forward to is the summer. i hope your still around when i'm really old sd as i'll want to read you again someday.

i love my marine!
571 hit(s) (0 comments) | tell me a story..  
The Silent Generation.
How boring.

Where's a time machine when needed?

How embarrassing am I going to be
when I'm old in diapers talking
about when I was a teenager.
35 hit(s) (1 comments) | --.--  
Anything Goes
Feeling: excited
hello again! i made it into the willmar musical! im so excited to perform. its on november 9-11th at 7pm and then again on the 12th at 1pm. you should go. its going to be amazing!
584 hit(s) (2 comments) | Trying So Hard...  
i got myspace
Listening to: eyes wide open
hey,
it's been awhile since i worte anything so here goes. I haven't had anything really big happen but i did get a new gym class and study hall. study hall is boring as always. gym class is ok, at least i got some of my friends in there so that's the bright side but the down side is that half the cheerleading team is in my gym class.oh, and i got myspace but i will still put entries in here so, don't worry. Anyway, i got to go. much love.
~megan~
130 hit(s) (1 comments) | bringMEtheHORIZON  
sun blows
i am sunburnt
450 hit(s) (1 comments) | blow me  
quotes...again! of course! lol
Maybe you don't go to hell for the things you do. Maybe you go to hell for the things you don't do. The things you don't finish.



Nobody wants to admit this, but bad things will keep on happening. Maybe that's because it's all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing, and that led someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. You know, like that game where you whisper a sentence into someones' ear, and that person whispers it to someone else, and it all comes out wrong in the end. But then again, maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like -Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes



The only way of knowing a person is to love them without hope. -Walter Benjamin


You change for two reasons. Either, you learn enough that you want to or you've been hurt enough to have to
223 hit(s) (1 comments) | *Click Here*  
if you only knew...
545 hit(s) (0 comments) | leave comment  
What a twist?
Humorless.
Senseless.
Tasteless.
humaniod.
Chronological.
Biological.
Disgusting.
Filth.
Dirt.
Face.
Mountian.
Dinosaurs.
Crippliling.
Spelling.
Hatchet.
Management.
Government.
Slimes.
Rudeness.
Hooligans.
Obscenities.
Beans.
Gracie.
Control.
Contruversies.
Mythilogical.
Symbolism.
Nameiology.
FAG MAN.
277 hit(s) (0 comments) | Twist the Knife  
bleeding
Laughing.
Laughing.
At my jokes.
Screaming.
Crying.
Inside of me.
Having
fun,
with my friends.
Streams of tears
drip down my
heart.
I smile,
when I
see
you.
You smile,
when you
see
me.
I
bleed,
when I
see
you.
You smile,
when you
see
me.
Screaming.
Crying.
Inside.
Laughing.
Smiling.
I
wave
to
you.
498 hit(s) (2 comments) | stab my back  
43 - Am I really that bad?
Listening to: The Ghost In You - Counting Crows
I just want to get out of here.
Go someplace where nobody knows who I am.
I can be whatever I want.
I can do whatever I want.
I don't have to go to college.
I don't have to do what anyone says.
I can do what makes me happy.

Let's hang out, Sam. I have Wednesday, Thursday and Friday off next week... St. Cloud?
118 hit(s) (0 comments) | any thoughts?  
And it all builds up...


So...
I epic failed.

Uhm, school.
I should be there right now dropping all my classes and just bowing out gracefully while I still can...

Mom's coming up tomorrow so I'll have to talk to her about it.

Uhm, money.
I'm negative in my bank account right now.
I'm having a mini panic attack because of it.
I have a phone bill thats out of control, no groceries, school money thats all gone (and with not going to school I don't know when they'll want it back), Herbergers bill, Old Navy Visa bill, and I don't get paid until Friday...

Slowly, I think I can build myself back up, but I really am starting to wonder why I'm doing this to myself.
He needs to start paying me back.
So does Ryan.

I need that money...
Ugh. Only 2 more days until I get paid. I hope its decent.
ohhhh.... Why does this have to be so hard?!
At least he's working about 30 hours a week now... And he gets some money from his uncle in December.
That'll be nice, if it goes through... Who knows...

On the other hand, I think my emotions are all over the place because of stress... But I don't know.
I like haning out with Melissa a lot. She's fun and brings much needed "girl time" into my life. We may be taking a vacation together too! But, nothings for sure yet.

Things will get better.
It'll take a couple months to get back on my feet but I think I'll be okay...
I hope.

Some days are better than others...
Today, I'm not sure.
458 hit(s) (0 comments) | Tell Me Lies  
this is it
Listening to: my black dahlia
im going to write this.
this life that i am in.
but i will wait till everyone is asleep.
im not sure if i should but it seems like a good stress reliever
24 hit(s) (1 comments) | Shmeow me  
 
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