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Friends of Nasteygirl
| November 9th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by ic0nsz4y0u | |
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later lovess;; Lauren M.♥ |
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| 916 hit(s) | (18 comments) | u no u luv me!. |
| dearest rach | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by suicidalscars | |
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Feeling: tortured
there are no words to describe how worried and sick i feel right now. everything that could go wrong is running through my head at the highest velocity possible. i cant help but think that if you're hurt then it's my fault. horrible things wont stop harassing my eyes; your father doing something again, you hurting yourself to the point of no return, someone else harming you. its becoming unbearable. i dont know what i would do if i lost you, my dearest dearest rachael. i love you so much; you have absolutely no idea how much i care for you. i feel like we're connected somehow. like we were meant to met and help each other. these minutes wont go by quick enough so that i can run home and get on msn to hopefully see you on there and be reassured that you, my darling rachael, my sister, my better half, are ok. i would be dead without you. i cannot stand the thought of losing you. i cant bear to even think of that because i fear that i will break down and cry until i cant cry anymore. i cant lose you, too. no, not you. you're too important to me. i've already lost someone important to me, but they aren't nearly as important to you. i'm praying to a false god that i've never believed in that nothing is wrong and that you're just in one of those moods where you say things that you dont mean. oh my god rachael, im dying right now not knowing whats going on with you. i swear that i would do anything to help you! i would sell drugs, i would steal, i would sell myself to drunk men on the streets, i would kill to help you and make sure that you were ok. if you need to get away from there, i will work anyway possible until i have enough money to fly you over here, just to make sure that you are safe and ok. i would die for you rachael. i love you so much. god, i hope that you are ok. . .please tell me that you are ok and that nothing has happened to you. please, just leave me at least one word telling me that you're ok. please, oh god, please let you be ok. . . i love you more than any words can say chelsea |
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| 391 hit(s) | (1 comments) | otep saves |
| 274 | September 20th, 2008 @ 11:16pm |
| by malewitch0 | |
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Listening to: none
I love my memories, but I don't want to partake in them any longer. I need a fresh new start but I don't want to delete my old memories at all. I'm going to make a new account, and I'll start writing in it next year. I promise. |
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| 224 hit(s) | (1 comments) | :comment: |
| Long time no write | July 2nd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by luvablelushh | |
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Feeling: liberated
Ok. So it's summer time once again and this summer is a tad different than the rest. This is the summer of my Junior year which means next year I will be a senior which is absolutely fabulous because to put it lightly, my school is a hellhole. I bought myself a guinea pig the other day. Her name is Delilah. She's a sweetheart. She makes me melt. Hahaa! I want to buy her a bigger cage and I would like to do that today but I don't know if I will have the time. I would like to get laundry done as well. At any rate, I do love this little dork and I am fairly excited about my new addition. Now I don't feel so alone when I come home to this stupid empty house. Speaking of which, I have come to the conclusion that I have grown a bad addiction to the mouse. An addiction that has taken over my life. It's like all I ever want to do is be at work and all I ever think about is work. I'm reading now so I don't feel so compelled to think about work and because I do love reading. Just finished Nicholas Sparks' The Guardian. Very cute story I must say. I really want to get this little shit a new house. She's so adorable. I need to give her a hiding place and everything. She brings a lot of light to my life, believe it or not. Everyone knows that I am not normally a pet person, but when I saw her in the store I literally fell in love. "I want this one!" were my exact words. ahaha. Anyways, back to my work situation. It's very sad... I hate talking about it. I never want to leave, EVER! It seriously makes me all.. gloomy to think that I can't spend the rest of my life at that place. I hate losses and this will most definitely be the biggest one I have ever encountered. That's why I work so much because I know I won't be there forever. Then I get tired. It's a catch 22. Very annoying. I should take some time off. maybe after Florida. We'll see how the week goes when I come back. Hopefully I will have a lot of fun and everything will be just dandy!!! :) I need to get out in this good weather.. I NEED TO! Plus i gotta get Delilah some home stuff. Yes. But first i need to do my laundry. I work tomorrow so my uniform needs to be clean by then. Alright. I got some of my thoughs out there. We'll try again tomorrow. |
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| 307 hit(s) | (0 comments) | is this thing on? |
| [250].*.It's been a while, since I could, hold my head up high... | November 30th, 2008 @ 6:12pm |
| by pinkcandylips | |
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Listening to: mute
Feeling: aloof
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| 61 hit(s) | (0 comments) | COMMENT XO |
| .twenty.9. CLOTHiNG ♥ | January 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by iconzfromlexi | |
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Listening to: MCR
CMNTS & REQUESTS, like whoa. :] |
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| 462 hit(s) | (4 comments) | .whoreface. |
| April 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by shatteredangel | |
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Myspace bitches We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust. we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of the town, but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion, you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn, as the Ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. A few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall; but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence, of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon, and darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward; and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message. |
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| 333 hit(s) | (2 comments) | BrEaKMyHeArt |
| NEW DIARY!!!!!! | September 2nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by ic0ns | |
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Rockin X icons click there.. add me to ur frends.... |
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| 1875 hit(s) | (2 comments) | tell me |
| HI? | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by deathdragon | |
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Listening to: bubble toes
Feeling: horny
Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Disappear 87% Stabbed 80% Suicide 73% Drowning 67% Eaten 60% Accident 53% Bomb 53% Suffocated 40% Disease 40% Posion 27% Natural Causes 27% Cut Throat 20% Gunshot 20% Wow that is a lot of ways to die. lol. I told ya I would end up dissapearing. "whats wrong with me?" Thats the entry. |
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| 192 hit(s) | (16 comments) | bait my brain |
| update | October 28th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by skylinebabe | |
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and one of them is josh.hes 24 and really nice and sweet.me and him get on reallt well,and well we are kinda like seeing each other,and he isnt like sum other guys.he like sat down wit me and was like "i just want to tell u were i stand" cause we had sum probs wit this other girl cause she kinda likes him as well but yer he said that he doesnt like her and if i wanted me could still hook up n stuff n like after this thing at tafe we could get together or wateva.anywayz yer me n troy well josh has been really helpful wit that like he understands where i am cuming from n y i put up wit all the shit he puts me though.i have been trying so hard not to call troy but i had to yesterday just because he sent me a txt n i had missed calls from him.so i think its best if i dont talk to him anymore or just of a while to see wat happens.cause he alwayz cums bak to me but not this time. im happy wit josh n he makes things so easy to hard and like i dont have to be sumthing that im not when im wit him. that was a lil update. |
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| 217 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave your story |
| February 8th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by shmucketyduck | |
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I have to see the new Therapist tomorrow. The appointment is at 7:30. I don't want to go because she is an Eating Disorder specialist and those people always find something wrong with me. But I'm just going to keep my head up and just freakin go. |
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| 488 hit(s) | (8 comments) | *BOOM!* explosion! |
| 33.purple and white | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by html | |
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I think you guys get the procedure by now. If you don't, read all the stuff on the entries 32 and 33. Layout. click me. Prefs. click me. header code. *remeber to take out the spaces! < style>a:link,a:active,a:visited, {text-decoration: none; color: #000000; font-size: 8pt} < /style> < style>a:hover, a.man:hover, a.text:hover, a.redlink:hover, a.navbar:hover {font-family:terminal; font-size:6pt; color:white; font-weight: normal; text-decoration:none; letter-spacing: 1px; text-transform:uppercase; line-height:12px; background-color:#990099;border:2px dotted;border-color:black; } < /style> < style type="text/css"> hr {color: black; width:30%} BODY { scrollbar-base-color: #990099; scrollbar-track-color: #990099; scrollbar-face-color: #990099; scrollbar-highlight-color: #000000; scrollbar-3dlight-color: #000000; scrollbar-darkshadow-color: #000000; scrollbar-shadow-color: #000000; scrollbar-arrow-color: #FFFFFF;} < /style> < style type="text/css"> body } .blogbody b, .standard b, p b, strong { font-weight: bold; font: normal 8px terminal; letter-spacing: 2px; color: #000000; } .blogbody i, .standard i, p i, em { font-weight: italic; font: italic 8px terminal; letter-spacing: 0px; color: #ffffff; } .blogbody u, .standard u, p u, u { font-weight: underline; font: normal 8px terminal; border-bottom:2px dashed #ffffff; color: #000000; } < /style> < STYLE TYPE="text/css">p {align=justify} BODY{cursor: url(http://content.cometsystems.com/czcontent/cursors/tinyh.cur);} a {cursor: url(http://content.cometsystems.com/czcontent/cursors/tinyh.cur);} < /STYLE> < STYLE type="text/css"> body input, select, textarea, iframe.htmleditor, .textfield, .button { border: 2px solid #000000; font:normal 8px terminal; text-transform: uppercase; background-color: #FFFFFF; letter-spacing:0px; color: #990099; } < /style> < font style="font-weight: bold; font-size: 40pt; color: #990099; line-height: 15px; letter-spacing: -5pt; text-transform: none; font-family: verdana;">i'd walk to you< /font> < font style="font-weight: bold; font-size: 22pt; color: black; line-height: 15px; letter-spacing: -2pt; text-transform: uppercase; font-family: verdana;">if I had no other way.< /font> < div style="position:absolute;left:250px;top:250px;width:88px;height:31px;" > < a href="http://www.sitdiary.net/html">layout?< /a>< /div> Without the header words. < style>a:link,a:active,a:visited, {text-decoration: none; color: #000000; font-size: 8pt} < /style> < style>a:hover, a.man:hover, a.text:hover, a.redlink:hover, a.navbar:hover {font-family:terminal; font-size:6pt; color:white; font-weight: normal; text-decoration:none; letter-spacing: 1px; text-transform:uppercase; line-height:12px; background-color:#990099;border:2px dotted;border-color:black; } < /style> < style type="text/css"> hr {color: black; width:30%} BODY { scrollbar-base-color: #990099; scrollbar-track-color: #990099; scrollbar-face-color: #990099; scrollbar-highlight-color: #000000; scrollbar-3dlight-color: #000000; scrollbar-darkshadow-color: #000000; scrollbar-shadow-color: #000000; scrollbar-arrow-color: #FFFFFF;} < /style> < style type="text/css"> body } .blogbody b, .standard b, p b, strong { font-weight: bold; font: normal 8px terminal; letter-spacing: 2px; color: #000000; } .blogbody i, .standard i, p i, em { font-weight: italic; font: italic 8px terminal; letter-spacing: 0px; color: #ffffff; } .blogbody u, .standard u, p u, u { font-weight: underline; font: normal 8px terminal; border-bottom:2px dashed #ffffff; color: #000000; } < /style> < STYLE TYPE="text/css">p {align=justify} BODY{cursor: url(http://content.cometsystems.com/czcontent/cursors/tinyh.cur);} a {cursor: url(http://content.cometsystems.com/czcontent/cursors/tinyh.cur);} < /STYLE> < STYLE type="text/css"> body input, select, textarea, iframe.htmleditor, .textfield, .button { border: 2px solid #000000; font:normal 8px terminal; text-transform: uppercase; background-color: #FFFFFF; letter-spacing:0px; color: #990099; } < /style> < div style="position:absolute;left:250px;top:250px;width:88px;height:31px;" > < a href="http://www.sitdiary.net/html">layout?< /a>< /div> |
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| 353 hit(s) | (1 comments) | el commento? |
| over and over | March 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by ajangel21 | |
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Feeling: old
I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone.** For different reasons..i feel like im relating to this song.. it just repeating in my mind. two more days to go. **I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home...** no tears at school..tears just where i feel that i can be understood.. not judged by people who don't no me i cryed with mum last night. then my best friend rang. i was so relieved that she rang. just her voice. in a strange way i just felt normal. that i was okay. listening to her lil stories. her listening to mine. the normality of it helped. i loved her for calling. :] mmmm.. mum tried to tell me other than dad. which she can't fix everything else is fine. she said.. you've got me you've got many caring friends your smart your pretty (all mothers have gota say that:p) and you have a sweet bf.. what more could i ask for. i almost sreamed DAD heh **Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home...** R.I.P daddy :'( |
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| 60 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Yur words not mine |
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