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Feeling: wretched
last night was cool. went to ashley's with rachel and hung out on the trampoline with these two kids from seton, mike & mike. pretty cool kids. after they left we talked in ashleys room, went downstairs and fell asleep watching chapelle's show. i havent taken my contacs out in awhile so when i woke up from having to pee my usual 4 times a night my eyes were totally stuck shut and it hurt to have to pry them open. i have like none left though and it takes a good week for them to get in so im stuck with these for however long. i dont fucking care. im also never going to get a fucking job. i think ive applied to over 45 places now and do you think i have gotten even one call back? negative. this is just prolonging me not getting my license and the longer its taking the more my dad wants me to wait until september which im not doing and if he could just leave me alone for like 10 minutes it would be the greatest gift ive ever recieved. talk about people being on your ass 24/7? you havent lived until youve lived with him. every. second. its something. and everytime i try to help out i do it wrong. oh yeah! hahah! thats how it is with EVERYONE! hahaha! i tooooottallly forgot that i cant do anything right and im not good for anything other than services to people! WHAT WAS I THINKING! THAT I COULD ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING WITHOUT GETTING INSULTED!! WHAT A CRAZY PERSON I AM SOMETIMES! HEHE!
168 hit(s) (4 comments) | keep me in mind...  
Graduation
So yesterday was graduation. Me, Tony, Dillon, Miranda, Katie and Heather all went together. My baby finally did it..he got his diploma! Through all the hard shit and all the obtacles..he made it! Im so proud of him. I wish everyone the best of luck in the class of '06. You will ALLL be remebered in the up most of ways.

My birthday is in 3 days by the way:)
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Forsaken... Again
So there is like nothing new with my life really, still single, still living with the ex, still living in Vestal, still working at Verizon, still driving the same piece of shit car haha people moved in the other day its cool, so now i wont be broke all the time.

it will be nice to have money for a change.

Blah i dont know what else to say really, kinda not in a great mood but same shit.. different day.
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bored at BCC
well, i'm waiting for steve to get out of work, i found this old survery that i had in an earlier entry and wanted to see how much my answers changed because that was like a year and a hlaf ago if not longer...

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.: x Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? a wall
.: x What is the last thing you watched on TV? last night, something on MTV
.: x Without looking, guess what time it is: " 4:30?
.: x Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 4:51
.: x With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? other people typing
.: x When did you last step outside? What were you doing? like 30 mins ago, i was walking to the BCC library
.: x Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at? myspace
.: x What are you wearing? jeans, and a cute top
.: x Did you dream last night? yes
.: x When did you last laugh? less than an hour ago before steve had to leave me to do math shit
.: x What is on the walls of the room you are in? um nothing.. just white
.: x Seen anything weird lately? only an asian singing in the middle of BCC at the top of his lungs to karry underwood haha
.: x What is the last film you saw? um, not sure
.: x If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? I'd go to paris with steve, and go to every store there and buy anything that i like :)
.: x If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? not sure
.: x Do you like to dance? yes, love it :)
.: x George Bush: i can't say anythying bad about him, or steve will beat me haha
.: x Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Alyssa :)
.: x Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Christian
.: x Would you ever consider living abroad? don't know
.: x What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? ikdk, anything he wants i guess


Lasts

Last Cigarette:: loooong time ago
Last Alcoholic Drink:: last friday haha
Last Car Ride:: on my way to BCC
Last Kiss:: a little over an hour ago :)
Last Good Cry:: awhile ago... :)
Last Library Book checked out:: last year for psych
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: hmm, not sure The Omen???
Last Book Read:: Things Fall Apart, stupid book about black people i have to read for english
Last Movie Rented:: Silent Hill i think
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: idk lol
Last Beverage Drank:: water... mmmm
Last Food Consumed:: fucking Dunkin Donhuts this morning
Last Crush:: Steven James Keator
Last Phone Call:: Steve
Last TV Show Watched:: something on MTV
Last Time Showered:: this morning
Last Shoes Worn:: AE shoes
Last CD Played:: don't know
Last Item Bought:: my puppy :) :) :)
Last Download:: idk, i think something by TI
Last Annoyance:: Steven!!
Last Disappointment:: friends
Last Soda Drank:: root beer
Last Thing Written:: oh idk
Last Key Used:: k
Last Word Spoken:: bye
Last Sleep:: last night
Last IM:: Anna
Last Sexual Fantasy:: well duh, i WAS on the phone with steve last night ;)
Last Weird Encounter:: friday, everything was wierd
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: awhile ago
Last Time Amused:: today :)
Last Time Wanting To Die:: duh, never... people who say they want to die only feel sorry for themselves
Last Time In Love:: Right now, and forever more ♥
Last Time Hugged:: Today
Last Time Scolded:: uhh, saturday by my loving boyfriend
Last Time Resentful:: idk
Last Chair Sat In:: this computer chair
Last Lipstick Used:: lip gloss
Last Underwear Worn:: red sessy lace panties
Last Bra Worn:: Pink and Beautiful
Last Shirt Worn:: blue tank, with over shirt
Last Webpage Visited:: this one


well, that consumed a bit of time, and steve should be here any minute now... Latta Mo-Fucka!!
145 hit(s) (0 comments) | Kiss x3 This  
june 24th is going to be the greatest day of my life.

= graduation.

=goodbye.

= hello, new york.
188 hit(s) (1 comments) | i burn the lamp  
 
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