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Summer Rain
I LOVE summer thunderstorms. Especially when it's really warm and it's raining really hard. Oh man, those are the best.

I want to move out...but I don't want to move in with some random people...and I think my friends want to stay at home... hmmm But I did see some houses that would be nice to rent.
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I like to swim...

it is a hobby of mine...

Ok so im ubsessed... Last tri my seminary teacher said that for every hour that i do somthing else (like swimming) i should do that much studying the scritures and doing stuff like that... Do realise how many hours that would be?!?!?!
lets see every day for two hours then during the school year i would have to do somedays of 4 hours..!!
How could be expect that, i would be up untill mid night!!
Doesn't the LDS church also say to get good grades and a good education, well how am i suppose to do that if i don't have good sleep??
Another thing that bugs me but i know that i need to follow is music...
they tell us to not have harsh language and not for it to be annoying..
well i get the harsh language part but what about annoying... what i think is annoying is alot diffrant that what say... Pres. Hinkley this is annoying
Not saying that i don't like LOVE my church cause i do.. and i am totally like a Molly Mormen but ya...
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Listening to: the hum of technology
Feeling: headachy
Time has started to slow down and restlessness is starting to surface again.
I'm not sure why by my anxiety has increased. My anxiety about life in general.

I can't sit still, and when things start to slow down I spaz inwardly. The last couple days have... terrible.

And I can't really explain why except that the days have just been dragging on and on.

I started thinking about going home early. But when push comes to shove I'm about as likely to end this trip early as I am about to write a book on 80's shoelaces. It just isn't going to happen. And I guess that should comfort me- that no matter how I'm feelig or what I'd LIKE to do about it that I'm not going anywhere early..

Jan 29th will be rapidly approaching before I realize it and suddenly I'll be on my 747 back home and not know where all the time went. I just can't wait for Thailand- I'll be busting my body from sun up to dowm and I'll be.. BUSY.

I can't wait, but I have to. So I'm filling my time with neverending workouts and walks in the sunshine. Research on the country and staying in touch with friends and family back home.. doing anything to get my mind of the holidays around the corner and the homesickness I'm BOUND to feel on that blessed Christmas day...

I fed the kangaroos this morning.
Things aren't that bad.



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So...
I haven't written anything on here for quite a while. sad stuff, eh? I got a new car, it's pretty bitchin'. It's a 1996 Camaro Z28, and I love it. not a whole lot is new in my life... just work and junk and stuff. no love life... so yeah... anyhow. I suppose I'll go now.
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When will all you humans relize that your feelings get in the way of huge cash pay offs.

I love the Simpsons they teach excellent life leasons
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damned to hell
my life isn't quite right. i'm positive there's something wrong with me.
Is jealousy a sickness? if not, why the hell does it happen to me all the time and for the stupidest reasons too... she talked to her not me... a few laughs here, a kick in the ass there.
how about this gaining weight deal. i think the universe is designing against any and all of my desires... especially gravity, he's loads of fun.
Why isn't he here? Mostly because i don't even know who 'he' is. It's defenitly a mr. darcy however, i probably hate him now but, boy will he sweep me off my feet.
the man who came up with money is going to get his ankles sliced and his head chopped off because he made it soo damn important to everyone. Who doesn't need money? i don't care what you say, everyone wants, needs and uses money. the only goal i've had all summer is how do i get more of this universal monster?
i'm going to accomplish it all.
i'm going places that all these idiots won't believe.
i'm leaving anything and everything behind...all of this shit.
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