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clubbing the foot
Listening to: Kasabian-club foot
Feeling: hopeful
Wow...it's autumn again...this is the longest i've ever been sober since i was 12. i finally saw what was hidden for so long.i'm on a journey to find my potential.my life.i'm really confused on what to do right now.i know what i want to do..go back to school,get my own place again..have a life.find love again.i've just got alot of walls i have to break down.i still can't beleive i was almost army bound.i look back on it and think i got lucky.or maybe i just wasn't meant to go?either way being a week away from basic and having already sworn in and getting a phone call saying that a slight mistake made by my recruiter defaulted me from my service was more releaving than i thought..skip in time..i've got to get a better job.one that i can afford to live on..i have a chane to move away.i'm really starting to consider it..i need someone to talk to.someone in particular..i'm just scared to...anyway i can't stop listening to these two songs by silversun pickups.. the lyrics have sparked somthing,the music fuels the fire..



future foe scenarios

the things we laid do not amount to much
made of abandoned wood loose stones and such

this revolution baby
proves who you work for lately

release the castaways who run amok
from self appointed winds which blow and such
when present tense gets strangled in the mire
made of our cozy decomposing wires

who do you work for baby
and does it work for you lately

but when the night is over and the walls start burning
when fire starts to matter and the clock is churning
cliches and other chatter keeps our minds from
learning

it's alright

the things we laid do not amount to much
made up of thought balloons and cotton swabs
when present tense gets strangled in the woes
made of our future foe scenarios

this revolution baby
proves who you work for lately
who do you work for baby
and does it work for you lately

but when the night is over and the walls keep linking
when fire starts to matter and the clock keeps sinking
cliches and other chatter keeps our minds from
thinking
our minds keep thinking

it's alright

that's when it turned on me
a motorcade of 'meant to be's'
parades of beauty queens
where soft entwines make kindling
these many detailed things
like broken nails and plastic rings
will win by keeping me
from speaking to my new darling
and there's no way to know
our future foe scenarios
that's when it turned on me
where bobby pins hold angel wings

it's alright

Rusted Wheel

so you can't hold a star in your hand though
at least you can hold on to another plan

rusted wheel planted still

i can tell it's summer from the
size of the bugs that fly through my window
flying through my window

rusted wheel planted still
rusted wheel can't move on

i can tell it's winter from the
size of the lump in my throat
got a lump in my throat

rusted wheel planted still
rusted wheel can't move on

and it feels just like the ground
but trapped in another way
just still in the ground

and it feels just like the ground
and trapped in another way
just still in the ground

so you can't hold a star in your hand though
at least you can move on to that better plan

rusted wheel planted still
rusted wheel can't move on...

37 hit(s) (1 comments) | Cheer Me Up  
hey teacher
Listening to: Hey Teacher - Louis XIV
You keep on telling me these pretty lies
Well I’m just a girl and want you instead of the drugs that get me high
You keep on telling me these pretty lies
Well I’m just a girl and want you instead of the drugs that get me high

I’ll never talk out of turn again in class

Will it be alright if I see you tonight
Well, I feel like a bird in a cage
For you to notice me, Well I’d take out a knife
Suicide right on the stage

I’m like a fish on a hook
Water splash into the brook
Well, teacher says he's twice my age
Hey teacher could you ease my pain

I can only watch you so long
I can only watch you so long, so long
I can only watch you so long
I can only watch you so long, so long

Who’s your teacher’s pet?
214 hit(s) (3 comments) | give me first aid  
Not that any of you care, but I have a new (well not really new) diary. Ihavenoname.
That's it.
Don't ask why I made it.
I have no idea.
If you care at allllllll you'll add me! :)
368 hit(s) (2 comments) | Speak the truth  
If You Forget Me
Listening to: Nirvana-All Apologies
Feeling: sane
IF YOU FORGET ME

I want to know one thing.

You know how this is: If I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you,
as if everything exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

THE VOW

When the lover goes, the vow though broken remains, that trace of eternity love brings down among us stays, to give dignity to the suffering and to intensify it.

If these mean anything, please comment me.
147 hit(s) (5 comments) | C-2-da-Omment  
 
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