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Run away, far away, keep running,don't turn around, never come back, travel well
I try to write about my feelings on here. No such luck. I try to write something real, something that is happening to me but instead I just keep pretending. I just keep writing about somebody else, somewhere else. I'm smothering myself in fiction. There are things I want to talk about and things I should be talking about that I could only do here. I don't think I'd be able to do it in person. You know, because to talk to you, well I couldn't bare for you to see my face all cut up and torn with feelings.
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(40) for better or worse.
the answer will never be clear.

would i take it back? what have i done that is so great? why do you want me around? you treat me poorly, i still love you. do i mean something? i can't have what i want with you. and you don't see it, or you don't care. i know you don't listen.

sigh.

for better or worse. what is my life?
194 hit(s) (1 comments) | fork death  
why does this happen to me!
Listening to: inside out- eve 6
Feeling: discombobulated
i swallow my pride to talk to you, thinking you're gonna explode on me for just existing and conversing with you. who the fuck do you think you are? i waited for you. i told you yet you pull this shit where you're not sure and that you dont wanna be a secret. i didnt say you were gonna be a secret. FUCK.

that afternoon/night/morning was nice. i told you it felt like a dream. not real. we were an us again. we were able to just be. even kevin just blahhed. i mean we watched weeds. and then just ate. i made you ramen. and last night, well you know, i remember what you said, you wanna be with me forever.

then prove it.
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Olivia
So today I called Sarah up to see how she and Liv are doing while they're in Georgia. While we were talking, Sarah put the phone on speaker so I could talk to Olivia. I started saying "Hiiii Oliviaaaa" and then I heard "Dadad!" That's pretty much the highlight of my day.
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