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Friends of Kielecia
| Vo da dub de da. Vo da dub de da. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by superman | |
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Listening to: Techno such and such
Feeling: kooky
Today I was pretty uneventful. I went over Sara's and her family is so cool. They all talk loud and holler and yell but its awesome. Her sister is cute as a button too. Sara dyed her hair and the rest of the time we talked about everyday things. We're getting fit together, not dieting. Dieting automatically reduces a teen to the lowest standatds because people dont think teens should "diet". I realize in eating healthy you loser weight, which is my overall goal I dont think I'm dieting. I'm rambling now, actually. I need a cupcake:OP Until tomorrow then, Your Neighborhood Superman |
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| 491 hit(s) | (13 comments) | truth is... |
| More and more features | Monday, September 15th, 2008 |
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- the Comment Browser is back - the Friend Browser is back - Sitdiary chat now has smileys |
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| Middlemarch | October 8th, 2008 @ 12:08am |
| by silentdreams | |
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| 196 hit(s) | (1 comments) | entertain me |
| Olivia | 11.21.08 |
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| mind | January 2nd, 2009 @ 8:47pm |
| by cosmicmuffin | |
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I havent lived a good life, I often wallow in selfish fear and denial, drinking only to soothe myself to sleep and demanding full attention from my patient husband. I feel like I am alone alot, even among friends and family. I know that it is my fault, that I cut myself off from their emotional presence in order to conserve my own empathic energy. I am an empath, though it took me years to realize it. They call it a crystal aura, that I suck in everything around me. I think that this is what initially caused me to remove myself from reality. Reality hurts to much, and it is hard to understand why the world is hurting you, especially when you are only a little girl. I think that this is also what caused me to turn to dumbing down substances, well that and the fact that I have seen my mom do the same thing my entire life. When I am high, or drunk, I cant feel any emotion, let alone other peoples. Sometimes I feel like I shouldnt who I am, that I am meant to do greater, heroic things. I feel like I am trapped in this body, in this life, and there is no way to escape unless I die. And I wont die. I wish I could express everything that is inside of me, I wish I could free the fireworks that are continually resting in my soul. I cant though, I havent found a way to rid myself of the intense emotion I feel all the time. I dont mesh well with others. I came to this realization while I was with my family this past week. I just dont belong in groups. |
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